Average Inner Blog

If you want cnn on Roku you can’t get it by itself, You have to either be subscribed to cable, Or get it with sling or something like that. If Apple TV would have done it, It would have been a purchasing point. NBC news has a free streaming service, But it’s captions are screwy. They get piled up and go really fast. I don’t understand. Why would you need to stream cnn with Roku if you have cable. They need to spell it out on the internet. I guess there ain’t a lot of people watching cnn on sling and roku with the captions on. I watch cnn listening to music with the captions on. I am not really happy with the captions on Roku sling and cnn. It starts out ok, but then it goes to one line instead of two, And it gets too fast. I guess with this roku, if I want to watch captions, it’s Fox News. I don’t know, they aren’t easy to read either. I wouldn’t suggest Roku if you want to watch captions. The captions were a lot better on Fios  It is fine when you first start watching, Then it’s s...

     I guess maybe it is time for me to sit down and type a couple paragraphs.  I like the one or two sentences at a time.  I think it is easier to read, physically.  Maybe a little harder to comprehend.  This is not Twitter though it is a blog.       My mother passed away back in 2020.  I feel she failed to thrive because of Covid restrictions.  It was difficult to have her pass and not being able to be there.  Thankfully she did not end up in a refrigerated trailer.     My father passed away in June.  He suffered a mild stroke in May but never fully recovered.  The doctor said it was in a bad place.  It is a new world now with both of them gone.  Dad left me his car.  It is worth more than any car I have ever owned.  That is just stuff though.  I would rather have Dad.     I cannot say my community has suffered terribly from Covid.  The weather here ha...

I guess if I can’t play with my guitar friend, I can’t play with you. My skills seem to be in production. You just cut and paste, And you find what works and what doesn’t. It is just a testament to how hard it is, To come up with something that hasn’t been used before. Contrary to popular belief, It doesn’t happen in 15 minutes. I probably play something 100 times before I am satisfied with it. I could just use the loops out of the box, But I want to put my mark on it. It is best to rise from the friggen ashes. It seems to be fashionable to believe in conspiracy theories, I would fit right in if I was going through my stuff nowadays. They will get tired of it. I guess they feel they don’t have any power. It is the ones 10 or 15 years younger than me, The ones that burnt down Woodstock. I hope they channel it and be constructive. People are going to vote for him just because. I tried to be Q. Nobody followed me. It would be nice to have a third choice. I went through that non voting thi...

I guess there is a difference between loving yourself, And being in love with yourself. I am confused about that Kansas ballot, I am not sure what yes or no means either. People may have played it safe and voted no. If I told you it represented quantum particles, Would you believe me? It is never perfect, There is always flaws, The trick is knowing what the flaws are. You can’t really call them flaws, Because if the flaws didn’t happen, We wouldn’t be here. They are certainly not just going to accept what I tell them, It will be decades or longer for them to understand this. I consider the knots may be tied locally, But together they form a blanket. Instead of stripping the information, And finding the fundamental laws, You start with no information to begin with. I guess there must be some that appreciate and understand. If we don’t come together and do something, Ain’t nobody going to have to worry about nothing. We will be extinct. The world is too effing small To worry about who is...

There really is one that keeps going And I am not sure I want to be that one anymore. It is going to keep me out of heaven. I guess I am still a kid. I may put $5 down once a month or so. It isn’t worth spending a lot of money. Some people see this meerkat stuff, and others  don’t. I am not going to force it. If it comes it comes. I have a rasp in my voice that comes from not using it. I guess I will just make music, and wait for the lyrics to come. I can see how people get addicted to this. If Willie Nelson can just talk, I guess I can too. It isn’t the ideal situation, but I can deal with it. I would be partners with someone who could write and sing. I have a hard time loving myself. It just doesn’t feel right to me. People get paid good money to come up with words and names and stuff. I guess I am a self absorbed person that hates himself. I wish I had more upper body strength, I wish I could run, I wish I wasn’t so fat, I would like to be a more virile person. Just a good airma...