Average Inner Blog

I was fine until I lost touch with reality. Now I am trying to make reality and I can't. I think God appreciates what I do. It is not a welcome job. Holding the South is not easy. You have to know when you have gone far enough. Far enough to find the bottleneck, but not so far you need to put numbers on everybody. If I have to sacrifice for other's freedom It is ok. I agree with you, that is crazy. We need to find out what is going on about that. I guess taking responsibility helps you move on. I am worried about the millions who refuse to be baptized. They are still people. You are living with lemons people. Accept responsibility and move on. Don't play the blame game. It doesn't lead anywhere. You can't have strawberries cause you aren't ready for strawberries. If God gave you strawberries what would you do with them? Richmond is a place that revels in its smallness. As long as you keep playing the blame game, You will never receive strawberries. I was respons...

I just don't want my world to revolve around the shit, but I guess it does anyway. Kudos to my fellow black balled friend. He did a great job. Getting black balled is serious people. Watch out who you piss off. They are probably right. I am probably some actor who woke up in this shit. I found Hydrogen and pulled the plug. Except I didn't do it right and caused the Big Bang. This has turned into some kind of net opera. I am as real as anybody else anymore. Where did America come from? That it happened precisely at the right time is astounding. America has been blessed people. God found us and blessed us. It doesn't matter what I said. I caused the Big Bang for Christ's sake. You said this or you said that doesn't matter anymore. That game is over with. Don't fool me. You want that as much as I do. Stop the brinkmanship. Someone could have got seriously hurt. And watch what you make movies about. I would hate for anyone to wake up as Darth Vader. They have it in ...

I have a little bit of poetic license. He knows I am trying to reach the atheists and agnostics. I guess I have made a new definition of airhead. Now there is going to be a race to find helium. Why is this so radical? If you are anthropic nothing happened till the sixth day anyway. I agree it is myopic. I don't think you understand Christianity, until you feel personally responsible. It would be easier if I was a bad person, but the bottom line is I can't stay here. It is like Lark says, "You hate somebody when loving them hurts too much." I wish I could unplug from this world and move on. I don't know how I wanted it. I never thought that far ahead. Is this going to lead to anything, or am I wasting my time. I told you. I live in the moment. My planning central is screwed up. I don't know what is worse sugar sweet 80's pop or death metal. I am the reluctant antichrist that caused the big bang. I don't know what is going to happen to me. I could fuel m...

I crossed the wrong woman. Now the league of women voters is after my ass. I am a foolish upstart, and there is a power struggle going on. I am changing the game, and they don't like it. I am just a mutant. All mutants go through this shit. The bottleneck won't be with me forever. Why should I be concerned about my genetic material? I got bigger fish to fry. The oldest game in the book is going down, and there is nothing they can do about it. If it is unlawful to know it is unlawful, just how did you intend to enforce it? They never intended to enforce it. They just put it in there to make them feel better. I wish I had gone to the hospital and left the radio station. Dr. Curry wouldn't do it. He said I wouldn't try. People are flirting and dating and I... She always thinks the worst. I wish she had just given me a chance. All I really wanted was to be with her. I am just a lonely boy trying to survive. She didn't have rose tinted glasses that's for sure. I wish...

You have left me alone too long. I needed your intervention. You have one shot at it. If things go south go south. It means if the predicament gets bad, go for the worse. They don't care about us. All they want is the water. Why can't we? Because they know I have the right philosophy, and they want me to change it. You are playing along right with them. Because they wish they had done it that's why. Because there is magic in the bottleneck for Pete's sake. I tell you, all they care about is the water, and they can't have it till they deal with me. It is death, taxes, and bottlenecks people. If you haven't learned that you haven't learned a thing. God you people are so fucking stupid. Can't you see that? You want to put it in context, lets put it in context. Cause I want to do away with it, but they won't let me. So go ahead put it in context. She likes it when I get mad. You are the only one I ever had a serious interest in, but you don't want it...