Shopped to Death

I understand to people who haven't lost touch with reality
this stuff is very bizarre,
and that is the way it should be.

Keep your reality.
Cherish your reality.
It can be very sad to lose it.

Ginger IS helping me.
She can't.
If she surrendered her reality, it would be like 12 Monkeys.

I wish I didn't have to be alone.
I understand no one is going to surrender their reality for mine.

It is there if anybody wants it.
I wish she hadn't kept me on the air.

She knows too much.
How does she know so much?
Sometimes I wish she would make a mistake.
What is wrong with making mistakes?

If it wasn't for y2k this shit would be over with.

Just because I solved y2k
doesn't mean I can cram things down people's throat.

She doesn't believe me.
I don't know what to do.
How can I let that happen?

How can I surrender that?
I can't it is a sworn duty.
I wouldn't do it anyway.

That is not an as if.
I did solve y2k.
This shit would be over if I hadn't.

I can't make a comparison.
I guess I don't know what she is giving up.
I wish we were not at war with one another.

She knows too damn much.
Make mistakes for Christ's sake.

What is wrong with my reality?
I don't believe I am supposed to live in a woman's heart.

Sometimes men solve shit,
Jesus Christ.

I admit it must be rare,
but damnit it happens.

Shit I didn't know the world was like that.
That is crazy.

I wish we could agree to disagree,
but I don't think that is ever going to happen.

Why can't we just disagree?
Why can't she stop?

You can't disagree with it, that's the friggen problem with it.

People disagree for Christ's sake.

I don't agree.
Leave me alone.

I don't agree to this.
Leave me alone.

I am supposed to surrender my reality for hers.

I don't understand this crap.
I guess I am supposed to be alone.

What is wrong with her?
What did her baptism not work or what?
I didn't know the world was like that.
This is crazy.

I guess we know why there are not many Catholic rock stars.

That is the way Jewish people do it,
and it is being forced down people's throat in the name of psychiatry.

It is my century now.
Deal with it.

Jesus Christ
I need to find a nice Catholic girl and just be Catholic.

I confirm.
These people are nuts.

I didn't know the world was like that.
I am sorry.

I don't know.
I was hard headed.
I had to find out for myself.

That was last century.
This is a new century now.

I don't know.
They don't want baptism to work.
They like it like that.

They think that is the way it is,
that it hasn't been proven any different.

Sometimes men solve shit.
It happens.

They are sticking to what works
cause it hasn't been proven any different.

I know.
It is a rouge wave.
It happens.

He checked my conscience.
There was no angel there.

"I Judged this MAN harshly is exactly what he said."

If there was an angel,
somewhere or another he got lost.

Magic in the bottleneck people I don't know.
He checked my conscience and there was no angel there.

Stick to what works
I don't care
Just leave me alone.

You want to say I am one of satan's angels causing chaos
fuck it I don't give a damn
me and my maker know the truth.

I contribute my reality to the body of Christ
and relinquish all doubt.

If you are male and suspect you have your own reality,
that is what you need to do.

Contribute.
It is going to be a big library.

By the time its over,
Revelation will be just another book.

I am no angel,
but I do believe.

All her fears have been projected on me.
She is doing it to herself.
She doesn't accept Christ.

Everybody's fear has been projected on me.
Lord I hate this Geodon.

When I am in my mode,
I eat fear for breakfast.

I guess the Geodon was necessary, but it is not fun.

I went through all that shit on I-40
and then you are going to tell me I am not real.
I don't think so.

It was wrong to come here.

They want to see what we would do with lemons,
before they give us strawberries.

God wants me to think.
He doesn't like my automatic mode.

I can't have strawberries.
I didn't do right with the lemons.

I guess God handles the strawberries.

They don't believe in God.
They took the wrong lesson.

I think that is a dangerous road to go down.
Stressing who is real and who isn't.

Why do I have to be an angel,
or a robot,
I am just someone who didn't handle the lemons right.

I know you think someone couldn't do this
if they weren't free from original sin.
I don't know the answer to that one.

I understand why,
that is the point.

Dead inside I can deal with.

I don't really understand what it means to be dead inside,
but I can deal with it.

Maybe I am allergic to lemons or something.
I don't know.

That is the way it feels,
and it is frustrating.

I guess that is a lemon in and of itself.

I wouldn't mind if I understood,
but I don't.

I wanted the language of the rock.
It is something I strived for.

I don't know.
I feel like my compass points in the wrong direction.

I don't know why I want to feel dead inside.

I guess that is what happens when you try to take on too much.

It was different back then.
People thought it was going to be that way forever.

What do they say?
"The road to hell is paved with good intentions."

I tried to take on too much.

I am just a man that didn't handle the lemons right,
and took on too much.

I know when I am beat.
I can't see it happening any other way.

Cause I am a stubborn fool that's why.
I am never going to get it right.

I am supposed to feel scared and repentant and I am not.
Someone is looking over me big time.

That is what I learned from it.
I don't understand why they are so upset.

This is crazy.
When someone is dead inside leave them alone.

This is big.
Adam is abandoning Eve.

Do you think God would dope people up to solve shit?
It is stupid.
It makes no sense.

They feel me slipping away and they are pissed about it.

Eve didn't even know who the serpent was for Christ's sake.

She thinks she is doing God's work and she is not.

I told you I gather information and drop bombs on people.
Please stop messing with me.

They are trying to get out of the judgement in Genesis.
If they didn't explain themselves fully it is their damn fault.

They wont quit.
I am the only person left.

They need to get everybody and I am the last one left.

They are tired of eating dust,
They want to make an arrangement.

They want Christ to pay for them too.

If they didn't explain themselves fully,
it is their friggen fault.

You need to explain yourself.
Messing with me is not going to help.

They are talking to the dust and they don't realize it.

They eat dust people.
How can they make deals with dust?

I am the only one that believes in a real universe anymore,
and it is driving people nuts.

It is just a male reality and there can only be one.
God has it right, you don't.

I gave her something and she wasn't happy with it.
She didn't think it was a fair trade.
I am glad someone appreciated it.

How am I supposed to know?
I am a man.

This is what happens when women think they know everything.

I don't know.
It just seems that way.

You want to keep secrets fine keep secrets.
Don't blame me when you get found out.

Dear Lord I am being shopped to death.
It was for me not about me sweetheart.