Dried Apricots

You should have seen what Evergreen Cemetery looked like 30 years ago.

We may lose the southwest to Aztlan

Some want to see a graceful decline of America

Agendas need to be made plain

America is a social, political, economic and environmental failure?

A racist and homophobic hoard is standing in the way of global socialism?

IfllI wish I didn't have thoughts like this.

Forgive me, there are people who feel that way

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I have been trying for years to figure out how to do that
Every since they took Opaque Burger down.
What I really want is to share my GarageBand projects
Let me know if it works or not.

I want people to be able to easily listen to my improvisations as loops.
Things don’t seem to be set up to do that.

They are not songs.
They are improvisations.
They are never going to be played on the radio.
I am never going to perform them to an audience.
They are not structured as a song.
They are for meditation and relaxation,
And meant to be played as loops.

I would not be surprised if people were using them already.

Call it farm use.

Things would be better in the workplace,
If people did not live paycheck to paycheck.
If there was guarantees

People don’t want to quit because they can’t afford it,
And businesses don’t want to fire people,
For financial or liability
So they harass you till you quit

It is considered ok if you are a poor employee,
But it is not

The idea that you can make someone a “team player “
Through harassment is just plain wrong.

The way I remember it
Mom and dad were arguing about it
And I said if people were going to argue about it
I was not going to play anymore.

I think I could contribute as part of a team.

They have better commercials than the hyper bucket.

I didn’t know he had been attacked by an ostrich.

I like dried apricots 

And I wouldn’t want to be a rockstar anyway.

Couldn’t handle it.

Hyper Bucket

When it comes to repetition

Study those that get away with it

Learn intervals and tones

Learn your keyboards and frets

Find an apple loop that sounds good,

And use a quarter of it

Tap something out monotone

And paint it

You can't get muscle memory from osmosis 

It is amazing I can even live on this planet

I think the music is negative and stale

It is very easy to cut and paste in GarageBand

It effectively quantifizes everything

Makes it very easy, forgiving, and productive

Apple has been waiting for me to GarageBand since the 00's

I am sorry it took so long

I can't be anything

They have built a little Idaho just for me.

I just rot here and know never to do this again

I am not into sex puzzles

I know why they do 15 bars now.

Should I keep making my loops?

Why did I become a pet project to begin with?

Paranoia and vanity are not the same thing.

Trying to cure me of narcissism I guess.

Sooner or later you are going to smoke that last cigarette.

If you ain't ready for it, you ain't ready to quit.

It is addictive predatory behavior I tell you

It is wrong 

Everyone is strung out on lead

It is not supposed to be this way

It is prophylaxis 

This is what happens 

All it takes is one person.

And they don't even have to be memorable.

You cant have everything.

I feel a need to differentiate.

Do you think things would have gotten this far

If I was trying to pull a scam?

I feel like you want me to die.

I did sorrow 

I did dementia 

I did joy

I did regret

Self important ugliness 

Computers can be sensitive to sub space communication?

It has been put to me as well

I don't think Russia got Trump elected

I have tackled a lot of things

That in some cases have been fueled by the medications 

They didn't promote me to higher math

Because I wouldn't do my homework 

I would not do homework or papers

And I would get away with it

Something needed to be left undone 

I have given up on some things

But I ain't going to just sit here and rot

I am going to make the best of it

And I may forgive 

But I ain't going to forget a damn thing

It is a similar method I guess.

I didn't know she did things that way

I am sitting on the edge of a superstitious nightmare.

Create more

Time

Effort

And

Money

I love that I can pick up the iPad and go with it

It doesn't mind if you ain't picked it up in a while

It doesn't get in my way setting things up or fixing it

Finally getting it to work and not knowing what you did

By the time it works you don't feel like it anymore 

GarageBand is far more forgiving than the actual instruments 

Yet it is still powerful 

I would say pianos were probably considered cheating too

I have been looking for that sound for a decade

One of Ken's tenants played guitar over one of my loops,

And I have been trying to capture that ever since.

At first I thought it was a recording issue

But when it came clear I would have to do the guitar myself,

I drew inspiration from Neil Young 

People couldn't use my loops

Because they weren't a standard tempo

Or a standard key

I don't consider 

Anyone regrets as a life choice 

Attending a service academy 

Different things are happening to me,

Because the rules are changing 

It is about the paint they say

You have to start somewhere 

I feel for those who struggle 

It is just not something I struggle with 

It happens 

People forget 

And then it happens again

It is still bizarre 

Even if Apple did do it.

They have been trying to get people to use computers this way

Since the eighties 

They must not like the old fat me.

They think I am a deep state mule.

If it ain't happening in the first 15 minutes 

I save it and move on

Come back to it later 

I have always failed in some severe way

So dense that the horizon is actually smaller?

The event field is some sort of conglomeration 

Of the akashic record and the Higgs field 

Consume and destroy less

Somebody created the blues

And nobody knows who

Is there going to be a place for an octogenarian?

I am human 

I wouldn't mind a paycheck 

But I ain't selling my soul over a paycheck 

I agree

It is sad

The adolescence of the whole thing is ending 

Arbitrary Rabbits

Having your own email

And having your own email server

Are not the same thing

You can go to gmail and have an email address.

Whereas If you have your own server

You may have a hard drive to bleach or smash

Just another John Wayne I guess

Run of the mill Beatle issues 

I am the village idiot 

I say stuff other people can't say

Thank Jesus for bringing people to my blog.

Sometimes the best way to learn

Is to find it for yourself

How can you stop making sedans?

What are first time car buyers going to buy?

Find a hot spot and then rub it.

I thought if I was in a relationship the shit would stop.

THEY STILL DONT FRIGGEN GET IT!
I VOTED DEMOCRATIC BECAUSE YOU ASKED ME TOO!
friggen morons
you pigeon hole people and take them for granted
I will remember this

Reality is the consequence of doing It wrong.

I was talking about the math

They have spent their life savings and 

And migrated thousands of miles

How can we turn them away?

I think they have done away with it

And I really like it

The net should be a peer to peer free for all

I remember what happened last time I prayed that.

I find myself thinking there is something I can say

Something I can do

And it just haunts me

And it won't go away

She looks like the come find me girl.

You can't force someone to be happy

If they ain't buying it

I find myself knowing stuff I can't account for.

The luxury of an accident

I like that Shania Twain video 

I wish someone felt that way about me.

You have a mandate.

Please do something about mesoamerica.

it is difficult to have blue waves
when we have these 80%  districts.

If you are looking for one that is different,

Don't waste your time.

according to the Washington Post
These were the battleground districts for this election

would you buy that network?

I object to people being modeled like the weather.

Uncertainty is bad for the economy 

But that doesn't mean modeling the electorate is innocuous.

Because I thought I had a future

If you use a word that is on the fringe of your vocabulary like that,

It means someone is reading.

You cannot have democracy without grace.

Without grace there is no democracy.

I am still trying to answer shit that happened 30 years ago 

Why you trying to work on me?

We ain't got forever.

I am the way my family brought me to be,

That ain't right?

I am sorry if you had an accident,

You shouldn't be doing that shit to begin with.

I don't know where you get your information from,

But you act like we have lifetimes to get it right

And I don't think we do.

I have to talk.

There are too many going through this

That don't have the luxury of an accident 

Professor Hawking used to make that hole sign.

It is some inside joke.

I don't think it was a racist thing.

Some kind of where's Waldo 

I have never had much luck with upgradable 

You can't change what generation something is

Maybe Astra Zeneca can help

 

 

Marching On Air

What is eureka displacement?

It feels better in the bath tub.

You ain't making no sense either 

It is like you are dangerous.

It is like you are going to get in trouble if you ain't gay

You have to be careful.

Some people will bring a stranger to a party 

Just to see him get beat up.

It is difficult to beach yourself,

When the medication has you marching on air.

Adopted children are more likely than biological children to have special health care needs, current moderate or severe health problems, learning disability, developmental delay or physical impairment, and other mental health difficulties.

I had the bends to begin with,

But I asked God to take it away from me

Restraint is a disease.

Capitalism works?

Slavery worked too.

It is our hemisphere.

We need to do a better job.

Take it to the fire station 

I was disturbed in my sleep screaming the N word.

I am sorry if anyone heard that.

I don't know why that happened.

I have read the Bible.

I see where God gave us the law

I see where God gave us prophets 

I see where God gave us a king

I see where God gave us his son 

Where does God give us the right to vote?

People are knee deep in it

Before they even know what it is about.

And it is intentionally designed that way.

It is an opinion 

Many people feel that way

I feel people are being damaged by the political process
and they have the right not to vote

its sold as being innocuous
and its not

There is a lot of stuff that way

It ain't the 90's

This shit has been dealt with

Move on

Politics has a need to infect everybody.

You can't force people to carry

That's a right people fought for 

Some people are in it

Just to see what they can make you do

I need more than a sky is falling argument

Hopiland will take you if you walk there

I might make it to Petersburg.

Could you make it to Petersburg?