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It is very common for adoptive children to feel that way, especially when they have things like thunder they can't explain. I came away from the whole thing feeling it wasn't ok to love somebody. The thunder makes them wonder who their family is, more so than what is already normal. I guess I felt like I had to be a beatle for her to love me. I know people do not like him, but I feel history is going to back Bush up. Waterboarding was terrible, but there was a serious "Who Crisis" going on. Finding one psycho out of millions, that was an accomplishment. Without faith in God, I don't think he could have done it. If you need to read a psycho, read me. If I didn't feel the girls were watching over me, I could be a real psycho. "There was a certain way this shit was supposed to go down." I think you should give up on that. This is one last plea for tolerance. If you can't accept it from me, who can you accept it from. Now is not the time to turn agai...

There are infinities involved in warfare that just don't happen in everyday life. Don't worry about me. I have been through it before. I am diamond I will be alright. Ask yourself, Why is dave not on crank.net? He is just as looney and infamous as they are. Because there is a serious international argument over whether I am a real person or not. They have real issues over this paradigm. It isn't about intelligence, it isn't about winning, osmosis is real, and they just can't wrap there heads around that. They think it is unlivable. They feel the universe is playing a cosmic joke on them that isn't funny. It isn't conventional. It is too radical. It is the most dangerous thing on the net. It is Christianity meets some wild ass information theory that doesn't make any sense. But true Christians ARE walking twilight zones, that is why we have Revelation in the first place, Jesus already won. We got what we asked for. I am giving you the chance to ask for so...

It was a very very long time ago. how slow am I? I don't understand you. I am slow. She isn't into molasses. People can live my whole life in 45 minutes. It is like that next generation episode where he learns to play the flute. I know it is true but I can't admit it to myself. We dont live in a perfect world and being adopted it is even less perfect so as an adopted child you just learn to accept that You guys think I am the best person who ever lived, and you are doing this for me. You are keeping me alive because you love me. You don't care if I was right or wrong anymore. It landed in my lap and I just took care of it, I just took care of it. Where did I come from? That is just it. Nobody knows. how can we have a relationship from her perspective I just sit there like a stone monument Adoptive families have problems there is a dynamic going on there that people dont understand It is a dynamic you don't understand, and you are never going to understand it. Thank ...

I am sorry they did bad things to people, they didn't know who I was, they were looking for me. Thor watches out over us, he doesn't care if we aren't really thanking him personally, Just the fact we made it a Thursday is enough. ---- The gods of old are actually psychiatric disorders. You can search for Thor the same way you search for Adam. God wants to know why a little boy is scared of him... and I don't know what to tell him. ---- It is not about her it never was its about that little kid who is scared of God I'm turning everyone else on their ear, what does psychiatry think they are someone special? ---- It is not supposed to happen to a little kid, but it did. Nature doesn't listen, Time doesn't care. I don't exactly remember when I had that dream, but it was just a dream to me. Please just forget about it and move on. ---- Watergate was very distressful for me, I loved Nixon. He was the president, I didn't understand what was happening to him...

It is one day out of the whole friggen year, You know what its about. Don't be stupid with me. God sees them. They get the point already. ---- Nobody ever thanks Thor. He has a thankless job. It is a job they gave him for daring to think he was a god. ---- Drags and slips impede justice, that is just the way it is. Would you rather it be somebody else? I sat on the bottleneck. That is what nature does. I sat until it slipped. They don't want us to do that. It creates universal chaos. That is the way things work on this planet, and it is very old. That is why they fight over it. ---- It is like they are trying to move Washington to Denver. The solution is to avoid bottlenecks, and to do that everybody can't do the same thing, but they won't listen. They are stupid. They are not going to listen. They are going to do the same thing. They are going to sit on a bottleneck. They are not going to let us "win" They don't see there is plenty of fish for everybody. ...

it is not too smart to make the computer talk don't try this at home ----- God didn't create us to be a slave race We are supposed to be able to do stuff like that there is a right way and a wrong way this is the wrong way What am I to do? My own kind says I am not one of them, and I can't fit in with everyone else. ---- I have been abandoned and harassed, If someone decided to keep you, you would be on their train too. It is not fun to be abandoned and harassed. I am in some sort of netherworld where I don't belong anywhere. ---- Burning Revelation... I was frightened. I got scared of what I saw. I am sorry we have to talk in public like this, but I have a tendency to flip out. ---- You guys are setting this whole thing up, trying to give me a normal life, and it is not working. Mother Nature has a hold on me, and she won't let go. Just let me live on. In Jesus's name I pray. ---- Everybody is blaming everybody, and it is not doing any good. Just blame nature a...

The 'DONTKNOW' that saw from side might be a 'INFAMOUS'. The 'HOWTOSTOP' that saw from side might be a 'STUPIDITY'

The 'IM ALIVE' that saw from side might be a 'SIX NINE'. The 'BEAUTIFUL' that saw from side might be a 'HEARTLESS'. The 'child' that saw from side might be a 'Idiot' The 'strong' that saw from side might be a 'dreary'. The 'dreary' is a 'dreary' even if it sees from side. sometime prior to 1991 I am certain The 'CERTAIN' that saw from side might be a 'THINNER' The 'peace' that saw from side might be a 'sperm'. dont mind me I am shaving The 'SHAVING' that saw from side might be a 'CUNNING'. The 'loser' is a 'loser' even if it sees from side. God sees everything The 'IWANTITALL' that saw from side might be a 'SUBSTITUTE' I hear evil The 'MYTRUELOVE' that saw from side might be a 'UNEMPLOYED' spades was created by an air force general? The 'spades' that saw from side might be a 'danger'. The 'REM...

but I enjoy it anyway

long before any of this shit started

caught in mid-field

you can sand people with an 8080

and the old west is already here

smarts are slowly going out the window people the future is lawnmower man

good news is good news

what I am doing is just a natural reaction

and get out in front of us

they think it is their right to profile everything you are going to do for the next 30 years

but its true

it comes up with tools that make it ok like automobiles, gives government the right to have a database on ordinary people and television to keep the herd and internet to get into your home and circumvent the postal service