Talking to a Dead Fish

If you don't die well 

It can send ripple effects

Down your whole life

It doesn’t do well for people to think they are being punished for days on end.

America spent ten years and 12 million dollars developing a pen that would work in space,

When Russia just used pencils.

Millions didn’t sound big enough.

I think they were both positioned.

Frames drag

Pressure builds 

And somewhere it slips

Was there involvement

Or did it just happen that way?

Whale noises van allen belt

Like eating cookie dough 

Boost your oximetry with folate?

I put myself in the electorate,

And President Trump did not win.

Maybe next time.

Don’t get me involved in this.

It is not mine to win or lose.

What is the alternative?

What are we going to have a war every four years?

Everyone has things they understand,

That no one else seems to appreciate.

More a description, than a solution.

I am wondering if it is therapeutic.

https://www.nm.org/about-us/northwestern-medicine-newsroom/nm-news-blog/power-of-music-to-cope-with-covid-19

I used background humm

Hocus pocus less in focus.

There is a whole industry of tones that aren’t helping people.

I don’t know

If I get cocky this thing is going to kill me.

Use something topical and resist the urge to scratch 

What if I really did reach thousands of people?

What would she do?

I am watching my oxygen levels,

And I am trying not to start coughing.

This thing gets you to hack when you don’t need to.

We need to bring England into the fold.

If she goes down, we go down.

I don’t like giving advice because I am not a doctor,

But this is simple stuff.

Wearing a mask, even at home, may help you keep moisture.

Every day you can avoid hacking,

Is a day in your favor.

People are afraid of getting sued if stuff doesn’t work.

Everyone needs to be treated like they have reached 10000 people.

We are treating people like it is the 80’s

And it is not.

An enormous amount of time and energy is being spent.

We need to accept that the world has changed.

The individual is no longer the individual we accept individuals are.

We reach more people 

Bottom line.

Wes told me to take vitamins.

This thing makes you hack when you don’t need to,

And you need to be ready for it.

You don’t have to like me.

I am not asking to be liked.

I don’t know

I have been dealing with congestion I can’t clear for years now.

I have never been able to bring mucus all the way up anyway.

People think they know schizophrenia 

Americans are learning the wrong lessons,

And they run into trouble if they try to do the right things.

What the use is technology,

If there ain’t no content?

Everyone is at war if there ain’t no content.

Is it content or conflict?

A Recipe For Ketchup

It is passive dissonance 

I am not here to change the definition,

Of what is in key and what is not.

It is my ears and they are a part of what is me.

It has moments when it’s really out of it.

I can compare one to another.

It is the third or fourth that gets me.

Can chemical imbalances be temporary?

When do the training wheels come off?

If you don’t think you can stop,

Well that is something different altogether.

More akin to being overweight than out of balance.

That is what the tea leaves said, I am sorry.

I guess cease and desist doesn’t mean anything to Trump.

They were playing “Fortunate Son” when they were asked not to

See your trusted professional 

Why does bing think I am in Seattle?

They wanted a platform where they could hold someone accountable.

The borg have a more perfect union too.

https://trumpstitution.tumblr.com/

She would have found a reason for me to be inadequate.

Why did Virginia seem to handle the vote so well?

I don’t know enough about music for me to claim jazz.

Choose an outlet and stick with it.

They are having a standoff.

Congratulations President elect Joe Biden

And Vice President elect Kamala Harris

He is going to end up being banned from public service 

There are better ways for rural America to express misgivings.

I like it when she says always 

People are fickle.

You need to find trust in God.

You should not take public office

If you’re afraid to lose.

Psychiatry is going to have a major power grab.

It is going to affect everybody.

https://www.history.com/news/jfk-assassination-documents-declassified-release

They are probably burning 15 dollars worth of gas just waiting in line.

Gas ain’t free.

They gotta pay for that too.

You shouldn’t put a lot of expectation on one individual.

They are bound to disappoint.

Dissonance is not fraud.

The last thing Republicans need right now is to completely fail on COVID-19 

America will survive partisan politics 

I think people voted on who we could survive.

People realize this Democratic Party is in bed with Marxists

But they didn’t think we could survive President Trump.

They cognitive dissonance shows that.

They ain’t about control,

They know one world government won’t work.

They are trying to find someone.

We can have years of peace

Or we can have months of absolute hell

It is your decision 

You only have a few hours to savor it.

It is your decision 

You can win this thing

But it will only last an hour or two

I dream about it all the time

It doesn’t just hand over like that,

It takes years of preparation.

You don’t want to get into a decision derby

Even if he runs again 

It won’t be the same opportunity 

I love my iPad.

I wish I had this 30 years ago.

Forgive me

I am sorry

I was wrong

I am wrong

Don’t miss me

Don’t miss me

When I am gone

I don’t think they appreciate efficacy when it comes to mental health.

They think if it keeps you out of the hospital, it is good to go.

I don’t know if they appreciate magic as a real thing or not.

I just wanted a good experience.

I really didn’t care who it was with.

They have us listed like a recipe for ketchup 

The Meat Paradox

Conspiracy zero

Because it is the right thing to do

I can’t speak that way, it is wrong.

Sometimes I get up on the soap box,

And start preaching to everybody.

That is wrong.

I shouldn’t do that.

I don’t know as God wants to take the game this way.

Was the fat head stuff better?

I need the iPad 

I can’t put 2 and 2 together without it.

Why did my mother have to die without family,

If nothing better came of it?

I wish the best for the president.

I hope he recovers.

https://www.worldometers.info/geography/alphabetical-list-of-countries/

It was heartbreaking.

My mother had dementia.

She had no understanding what was going on.

Her pleas still echo in my head.

If you stop watching for 24 hours,

And you still want to vote for this man,

Go ahead.

That is how I put it to myself.

I did not mean to combat anyone.

I don’t care who it is.

If they lose you for 24 hours,

They think they have lost you politically.

I guess the confusion comes from my mother.

My mother had an integrity crisis.

If someone doesn’t do well 

And they have a crisis 

It affects everyone 

A few days of dementia

Is enough to screw everything up

Opaque in the sense it is difficult or impossible to follow,

Not that it is hiding anything.

I really don’t like the name “word salad”.

Letting your sub speak is a dangerous thing.

I can’t imagine myself being farther right than my dad.

I liked it when Eddie played won’t get fooled again entirely on guitar.

It may be fake news,

But it ain’t fake votes.

Even if it is not a real choice,

It is still a decision.

Make your decision,

And wait for what God gives you.

Everyone wants instant potatoes.

Generations that have never had the real thing.

https://www.biography.com/news/gandhi-hitler-letters-world-war-ii

https://www.brainyquote.com/authors/winston-churchill-quotes_2

You can’t have faith nowadays without being accused of magical thinking.

They wrap themselves up in 19th century bullshit

Everyone knows doesn’t apply anymore 

And think they are being radical.

It is like the FDA

It takes ten years for a device to be approved 

What’s in use today

Is at least 5 generations old

You don’t have an opinion unless it has been approved.

Just because they are legitimate voters,

Doesn’t mean they ain’t fracking.

It seems to me you would change your opinion 

Before you started fracking

Let’s bring in new blood, and do what we want.

We don’t want to answer to the people.

Let us get new people.

40 percent of America has nothing of value to say.

They are creepy old records.

We need civil conversation 

In my opinion,

It doesn’t become paranoia until you feel threatened or persecuted.

For me

I am the type of person 

That is just the way things are.

I don’t know any different.

I have no experience to compare it to.

It has always been this way.

I’m frantically trying to lose.

They said I shouldn’t have this authority,

That I wasn’t elected.

Find something that relaxes you

Slows your breathing 

Slows your heart rate

If you cannot calm yourself down,

How are you going to calm other people?

I don’t know.

They think Jesus is coming.

There has been people like me before.

We just have the internet now.

I remember who I was 35 years ago.

I certainly don’t wish to become a permanent fixture 

Of the Republican Party.

https://www.startribune.com/can-democracy-survive-the-internet/572541651/

Reverse speech is real

Sex magic is real

Satanism is real

All evangelicals are idiots?

Proof is the pudding.

I don’t know the answer 

I only know what has worked for me.

I seem to be in some sort of survival mode.

Beat Trump

The laws are there,

But the universe itself didn’t happen.

You don’t get to this place by listening to pundits.

https://news.yahoo.com/studies-suggest-sharp-drop-covid-134442854.html

It has become a skill set, like karate.

You cannot be afraid of ugly shit.

I don’t think they have skills to deal with asexuals.

They don’t even think it is a real thing.

It’s not a role that I could fill to begin with.

I hear it, I just cannot seem to find it.

I guess it has a dissonance they don’t like

Africa From Space

Sometimes I work two hours on something 

That sounded better in the first 15 minutes 

Nobody is going to be a police officer anymore.

We are going to have to draft people 

I fear it is going to become a federal responsibility 

And people are going to get drafted

I hear that we need leadership,

I hear that there is systemic racism,

But what is the president’s role in a solution?

There are no clear lines like there were in the 1860’s

I fear an increase in federal authority 

A power grab that isn’t going to help anyone.

What is America going to look like after things get done?

I told them to go south

I told them don’t stop

That change would require a life of protest 

Let’s be real

It might be put off another 4 years

But short of an apocalypse 

It’s the black community that is going to determine what America is going to become 

There are plenty out there,

Who would welcomingly court the apocalypse 

Russia is white

They would rather give it all to Russia I guess.

Rather that than pay reparations 

I don’t know what makes me think these things.

Milk us to death and leave us with a dead cow.

Nobody listens to me,

I have been canceled since the 80’s

Don’t mind me,

I am just the tooth fairy.

I ain’t crazy about President Trump,

But I am supposed to believe 

MSNBC is better than FOX News?

CNN did a better job with the conventions than the other two.

More convention and less commentary.

Some have a heart,

But they seem overly concerned about a Pulitzer 

Are you going to work together as a team,

Or are you going to throw people under the bus?

They lied about the hantavirus.

What would have happened if that had gone the wrong way?

There is a lot of esoteric stuff in psychiatry,

The whole discipline depends on secrets.

You don’t solve things by using big words.

When it comes to human behavior,

Give us one word we have found a solution for.

There is no solution.

It cannot be fixed.

We are stuck with it.

Our ability to name things,

Out paces our ability to solve them.

Once you hear one thing,

It is hard to hear anything else.

I dream about Biloxi all the time.

It is one of the top 3 things I dream about.

It has been different,

But I don’t think osmosis is any easier.

It is a dark age way to do things I guess.

I dream about having another year,

But it never does any good.

I would think people would be happy for me,

But somehow it is an affront 

I slowed something down,

And it just sort of fell in my lap.

If you get stuck by lightning,

Do you blame the lightning?

Can you go without television for 24 hours?

She was playing golf.

She knew what the hazards were.

He doesn’t want to hear me cry anymore 

Some type of hysteria is going on.

I wish I could sue the Boy Scouts.

I guess I had some walk on part in a nuclear holocaust.

I don’t understand how that is a bad thing.

I may be able to walk people through a Holocaust,

But I can’t solve everything.

I guess voter fraud is only real in Georgia.

I watched a whole documentary about it.

I think it was PBS.

I consider people think

That because nothing happened 

No work went into it.

You have nothing to contrast.

It is known what you believe.

You are blueprinted.

It is ok

That is the way America works.

Your opinions were known 30 years ago

You mean to tell me,

There are no futurists at the pentagon?

It is very difficult to be original anymore.

He really did something.

The aliens had to give us a plague to get rid of him.

His privilege attracts people.

I think people failed to understand 

How attractive privilege can be.

I have been trying to be a redneck my whole life.

Ghandi is a joke to these people.

Nobody failed me.

It is this postmodern world we are living in.

What is new doesn’t work.

The scientific method,

Is just another modernist tool that doesn’t work.

There was supposed to be a utopia,

And it didn’t happen.

Why does it get to happen now?

It has failed.

All this 19th century good ideal stuff simply does not work.

Why should we keep trying it?

Love is in hell.

What can you say?

If we had psychiatric care for everyone who needed it,

The system would be overwhelmed.

Everyone has their love affair with it,

But it just doesn’t work.

Honestly?

They think it hasn’t worked because America has been in the way.

America is an engine for the elite 

They want to bring down America,

So they can remake the world.

People think this socialist utopian dream is dead.

It isn’t.

 

It is hard not to be romantic about it.

http://nursing-resource.com/erik-eriksons-stages-of-psychological-development/

How many people are successful at this?

Isn’t it just personality types?

Seems judgmental to me.

Desirable traits?

Desirable to who?

I don’t want to feel like a failure when I die.

I guess I have the need to feel accomplished.

Thousands of people being sold pipe dreams.

But the real revolution is going to be in the way people learn.

It is very threatening.

There is a lot of money involved.

It’s easy to layer stuff when there’s only 3 tones

5 tones is difficult 

If people go through what I went through in 2008,

It’s going to be a rough ride.

Don’t get caught up in it.

Vote early.

I don’t know about Q

But I do believe sex magic and reverse speech are real

More Than A Choke

No attention to a key

I can’t keep track of everything I am delusional about.

Not playing enough notes to know what key it’s in.

They made some comment on msnbc I didn’t like

I am just saying,

It has become a sad state of affairs,

If this has become a blog of note.

It was a left field observation that had nothing to do with her eligibility 

The biggest obstacle to time travel,

Is that the women are always right.

Some bozo caused an accident 

And the women had to take over

They don’t know when to stop

It’s not an anti Biden thing

This is why I have thought maybe I shouldn’t vote.

you know that the MostHigh rules the kingdom of men and gives it to whom he will

http://www.jamaicaobserver.com/news/the-british-monarchy-8217-s-involvement-in-slavery-the-british-monarchy-8217-s-involvement-in-slavery_128602?profile=1096

Government certainly can’t fix the problem.

Nothing is going to work.

We are stuck with it.

Not believing makes the problem worse.

Seek

Contemplate 

Google God

We need another social welfare program 

On the backs of future generations 

That being said,

We can’t have a permanent underclass on the basis of race

I can’t look to the government to effectively change anything.

We are going to go several rounds with this

I wish I had the clarity of purpose others seem to have.

My life experiences have left me broadly disillusioned.

https://www.theaquilareport.com/marxism-postmodernism-and-critical-race-theory/

I believe there is going to be an equalizer that will stop the cycle of violence.

There is a tremendous amount of information out there,

And people are using Facebook 

It disables the air bags

And keeps you going for the show

I don’t feel fully responsible.

Kellyanne Conway was the best person President Trump had.

If no one is going to have a say, it is okay?

God forbid, I don’t belong to mtv.

When you first learn about nationalization,

You think that is what should happen,

We should support that,

But it is the atheism that doesn’t work.

People are romantic, and want it to work,

But it just doesn’t,

No matter who you blame.

Because atheism is a complete lie and they know it.

It is thought God is a homicidal maniac.

They know better than God.

https://covid19testcenterlocator.uhc.com/ctcl#/CTC-Search

If you are depending on websites to get things done, good luck.

It seems they always hang up on something.

God is real

He gets involved in personal lives.

He is not just someone you are going to be accountable to when you die

Be ready

I think he is going to be in peoples lives

And they are not going to like it.

We probably have more 80 year olds.

I hope that God will let people use it if they need it.

All the anger people had about Hinckley and Chapman got put on me.

I tried to drop it and move on but people wouldn’t let me.

I do feel I am the face of schizophrenia now.

I am all for the separation of church and state,

But God is God

And I fear he is going to be in people’s heads,

And people need to be ready for it.

I can tell you what I fear

But I am not going to make predictions 

Or try not to anyway

We have known for decades that election years are difficult 

When you find your cognac 

You don’t want anyone else to find it

The type of music you make when you are looking for something.

It got me that they drove by the guy that just killed two people.