Tomatoes Tomatoes Tomatoes

The platform itself is the scam.

The bias is in what is promoted and what is not.

People ask me “what is schizophrenia?”

I tell them if I knew what it was I wouldn’t have it.

Did they find me?

Or did they make me.

People layer their voices,

Nobody complains about that.

Humpty Dumpty says there is something wrong with HD television?

They could put ID tags in any medication.

In a way…

Washington DC is Area 51.

I take my cookie dough

And listen to it

While I watch CNN with the captions on.

Somebody will come up with a life hack

Don’t worry about it.

I am going to take it like they do.

I don’t want people to be nervous about what music they listen to.

I am never going to compete with American Idol.

I am never going to compete with most the folks.

Keep the bishop in check.

If it ain’t safe for me, 

It ain’t safe for nobody.

I am trying not to give people wisdom or advice.

It was some kind of causality loop processor

And those spirits would fight each other

Over who was going to be in the center of the burn

They want it to stay that way.

But Jesus and God say that’s old hat

I don’t know.

It is not enough.

They want me to prove it is over with.

A loop is the perfect place for yzax

And God needs Trump?

And God needs Fox News?

I don’t understand what people are struggling with.

We don’t ostracize people because they don’t sneeze right.

It is your sneeze.

I don’t care about it.

I would bet there is some sensation behind all this.

You can’t fight over it.

You are either with it or you are not.

Being schizophrenic doesn’t mean you are wrong about everything.

Maybe nationwide elected office is not going to work.

I feel I need to be in it.

I feel I can’t help anybody being outside of it.

How do we say the election was fake?

Who would have the power to do that?

What else is fake?

Who decides what is fake?

“I did what I came to do.”

Prince said that too.

Ran across

Pet theory of the day

Mercury

A lot of shit ain’t being taught.

Talk about this shit.

More Mercury

People are being played.

We have the opinions some agency wants us to have.

It is given a name,

And insurance pays for it.

It doesn’t matter if it’s true or not.

I am just saying,

There is some chemical vector to this shit.

It has happened before.

I didn’t know about the Tulsa riots.

The only thing I remember about Tulsa,

Was that huge McDonald’s.

I did not know about Juneteenth either.

Nobody ever told me these things.

I need someone who writes.

I need someone who sings.

And if I am going to be a photographer,

So be it.

We need to be happy with what we had.

I feel there is strong debate,

But I don’t think my stubbornness helped anything.

Lead poisoning is believed to be primarily responsible for the collapse of the Roman Empire

I don’t think we are going to make it through this funhouse,

If we don’t come together.

Lead and schizophrenia

Lead and schizophrenia

Just because you have schizophrenia,

Doesn’t mean you are wrong about everything.

I think I suffer more because I do have a factional threshold.

I am just saying.

Than we need to teach lead too.

We are in a collapse situation.

We don’t need that shit right now.

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thomas_Midgley_Jr.

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ethyl_Corporation

“lead pollution has increased by over 625 times previous levels in the past century due partly to pollution by leaded fuel.”

I blame the northern industrialists for this.  They could have used something else.  They couldn’t patent ethanol.

Robert E Lee didn’t do half of what Thomas Midgley Jr did 

I think Art Bell turned me on to this shit.

I am sorry 

I really don’t like that guy.

I understand the Lee monument needs to come down.

600 times the lead.

That is the new normal.

Some people like it,

But I can’t live that way,

Something keeps telling me things aren’t right.

There is big argument 

You may like it, and not even know you like it.

Resistance is futile.

We are stuck with it.

Need to know 

Doesn’t stop the need to know.

We have done away with stuff,

And we haven’t replaced it with anything.

You can’t just winnow out the bad actors,

And think it will all work out.

There is going to be a narrative,

One way or the other.

https://www.powerofpositivity.com/9-signs-youre-letting-ego-run-life/

attention-seeking behavior is counter-productive; it’s also obnoxious, rude, and annoying

You’re a special, unique person, and you shouldn’t require validation by comparing yourself with others.

The only respect that you should require is self-respect. The fact that you’ve done a good job and gave your best effort is enough.

I don’t like the idea of ego death

It doesn’t appeal to me

I had a bad experience 

If you don’t leave 

You force other people to be there

And they don’t like that

I guess

If I don’t put myself aside,

It puts people out I guess.

I can see where people would not want to be in my life.

I am not the healthiest person ever.

I keep waiting for brownie points,

But I guess it ain’t going to happen.

Trivial Lead Theory

I am worried we are going to get blindsided by some variant from hell.

Whoever was responsible for for getting opaque burger listed again 

Thank you. I appreciate it.

Four years can feel a long time.

I don’t think young people are going to care about 2020 election fraud.

Can they keep it up for four years?

Is it still going to be pertinent?

I am centered on lead

I think lead is the cause of everything.

Think 88 to 92

Or 2004 to 2008

Is Trump the end all be all of our democracy?

Surely there are other conservative leaders out there.

I give him credit he beat Hillary,

But that was 2016.

I am looking for the republicans to move on.

Honestly?

I don’t think the Hillary folks and the Biden folks are the same people.

The Democrats woke up and moved to the center.

I remember in third grade, I didn’t do my homework.

My teacher was going to flunk me,

And I had to do the whole book.

https://www.cnsnews.com/news/article/terence-p-jeffrey/census-americans-poverty-typically-have-cell-phones-computers-tvs

Lead is a bigger problem than is admitted.

It is thought it will just become the new normal and no one will notice.

I don’t know about aerial phenomena,

But there are beings that want to work their way into our lives,

And the only way they can is if we allow them to.

They should not be confused with aerial phenomena.

Is it just schizophrenia?

I don’t know.

Look at QAnon.

Look at the power they are giving Q.

Is that schizophrenia?

Dangerous antediluvian entities.

It is difficult to talk about without being confused as to which side you are on.

Maybe that is why we have a new covenant.

I am schizophrenic.

I think weird stuff.

It is not just lead in the water,

Burning leaded gasoline has put a layer of lead on the whole planet,

And I was out there riding my bike in it,

Playing in the dirt where dad used gasoline to clean his paint brushes.

I might have done things wrong,

But I can’t fix that shit.

I don’t know,

She has some entitlement

And I am supposed to fix it.

I don’t want to get caught up in something,

I am never going to fix.

These kids are going to make their own blockbusters

By the time they are 50

I didn’t mean to dump anybody.

It was stimulation that I could not handle.

They put me in a padded room because I couldn’t handle buzzers.

How am I supposed to handle dove shots, or the radio?

Not interested in solving anything.

Just want to punish people.

We had a tinderbox of prisons and nursing homes 

And we are worried about how this virus started?

I am less than professional,

Because I don’t take myself seriously?

People see the stage being set,

And they are not being rational.

Can lead poisoning cause psychosis?

Children and adults who inhale the fumes from leaded gasoline may develop symptoms of psychosis in addition to typical symptoms of lead poisoning. Some symptoms may diminish if exposure to lead is stopped, only to worsen again if exposure is resumed. The diagnosis of lead poisoning is based on symptoms and a blood test.

Lead Poisoning - Injuries and Poisoning - Merck Manual

Lead and schizophrenia

 

Stinky and Weird

The kids like it loud.

They don’t even care if it’s not in stereo 

They just want it loud.

I am very good at cut and paste,

But it’s not a club skill I guess 

More of a producer thing

Maybe they will download it just to be able to loop it

It sounded like it said Egg War

I dont know

I didnt think it was a big issue

I thought it was like music where you cant copyright a title

like major tom

I am afraid to put anything on you tube now

Could I name my clip “civilization” ?

It ain’t “angry birds”

I consider people are lifting my titles.

Everything is a subscription.

I already have several I don’t even use.

I like m4a

I like that the artwork goes with it.

It looks good 

If they hear one thing

And they don’t like it

It is hard to get them to come back

I can’t criticize the people who think the election was rigged.

I don’t think I am getting accurate numbers either.

I don’t hear that third chord.

I guess it’s hard to find without words.

You can get every album ever made on YouTube.

Wes, that is his only outlet for anything.

Most people used to buy albums, if they liked two or three of the singles.

If you are going to be an album listener, you need to let the dog bite.

You ain’t going to like it on the first go round.

I remember listening to Tommy and wondering what was this stuff I wasted 20 dollars on.

But now I like listening to the whole thing.

It would be sad if we lost that.

We didn’t have the world at our fingertips.

If you bought an album you didn’t like,

You were stuck with it.

"I believe that entertainment can aspire to be art, and can become art,  but if you set out to make art you're an idiot." Steve Martin

I guess I am an idiot Steve.

I don’t think I ever meant this to be entertaining.

I am giving back.

Social Security has spent hundreds of thousands on me.

I am lucky.

Am I the only one stressing the potential of this iPad thing?

I am not trying to be pretentious.

Is my psychosis white privilege?

Is the flag racist?

It took hours to make that YouTube post.

I had to shake the mouse every minute or so so it wouldn’t crash.

I think if I want people to listen,

I have to listen to other people.

I could buy it if it was a couple hundred.

It is this nothing that I ain’t buying.

Dragon Lady doesn’t like me.

I am on her shit list.

A certain future is no different than the past,

It is time reversal,

It is not a good thing.

Should I listen to my own shit,

Or should I watch CNN?

I watch CNN with the captions on,

But I listen to my own shit.

Why would they do something like that?

Are they just trying to keep me down?

What is their motivation?

If I get 10 or 15 views over there on YouTube I’ll put up Fourth Generation.

But it would take a couple days,

And I ain’t wasting my time

I am just another John Wayne.

I am just another shithead with Beatle issues.

I lost the file name.

I can’t control the file name blogger gives a page.

I was trying to get it listed.

I am sorry.

I am being disruptive.

breaking a disruptive technology into the market is never easy

I don’t think it could ever replace my Social Security.

Friends would be worth more than the possible money.

If you consider $500/month, a decent number, You would need 500,000 visitors/month to your personal blog

Dad tried to talk to me back before Theresa died.

People have conversations with me that I don’t remember.

So I can’t get mad and blame everyone.

I don’t know what it is like.

My delusions aren’t so fixed, they evolve,

And I may not feel persecuted so much.

13000 is still successful for a blog such as this.

Not bad for liverature. 

I don’t know, it could be a serial number or something.

Making a big deal about it is not going to change anything.

I don’t think people appreciate how easy it is to cut and paste with GarageBand.

The way it quantizes everything makes it terribly easy.

I don’t know.

I would have to have something notarized by God himself.

He wouldn’t want me to fix something 

He knows was caused by lead.

She had some type of entitlement, I don’t know.

https://www.madinamerica.com/2020/03/dangerous-thing-psychiatrist/

This is all new.

I don’t think they know what to do with me.

They play proof games with people,

And get concerned when people believe a big lie.

A lot of time people get help cause they feel safe,

And they end up loosing everything.

Letting go of your coping mechanisms can be a disaster.

This has been going on for decades.

There is no colloquial truth.

Centered, intermediate.

I watch it because it is live.

It feeds my paranoia because it is live.

You put the truth in the center,

And you make people fight over it.

Three Bubbles

Links don’t last forever.

It would be nice if they did, but they don’t.

The links are probably more valuable than the music.

They don’t care what is five links and a whole process away.

I don’t intend to be on the dark web.

There is no precise chronology of events.

The events themselves have been laundered.

We are all events.

If there is a precise chronology,

I don’t have it.

Because some are going to say God has it,

More power to him, I don’t know.m

Something affected my blood oxygen levels.

I would pray if I understood how it works.

I was doing some cleaning, and I broke the links.

It was my fault.

I am not going to redo it because it would take to much work,

And would be difficult to maintain at this point.

It would be worth it if it lasted 

But it doesn’t 

Just average on the internet,

A link that is a year old is rare compared to most

I am not mad at Apple.

I think they gave me more time than they usually do.

Those links cost them money.

The cloud thing might be a workable model to distribute whole catalogs.

Maybe you could sell the link for a buck or two.

It’s better than getting nothing.

It hurts my back to sit in front of the computer for hours on end.

That’s one of the reasons I like my iPad 

What is going to happen when I am in a group home,

And I don’t have a desktop to sync with?

They don’t have everything 

The others don’t loop as well as aiff in the music app.

I don’t know, it seems to me they were lasting more than 30 days, but I never checked.

The internet says google links last forever.

I don’t know why I keep running into trouble like this.

Loops have something to do with scales?

Maybe my ears are not good enough to know stuff doesn’t go together.

Kitaro meets AC DC

I thought Bill Liked me.

I guess not.

I hope I am not on Bill’s shit list.

That is not fun.

I guess my guardian angel doesn’t want me to go down that road.

How do I transfer my blog into something readable and permanent?

It is going down,

This is going to be lost.

All I will have is an xml file I can’t do anything with.

I feel the cold shoulder 

I have experienced this before.

Don’t let your folders get to big

https://nationalinterest.org/blog/reboot/covid-19-and-schizophrenia-potentially-deadly-combination-181675

I wanted to have something which lasted

PDF is easier to read big things.

It was difficult the way it was.

It is meant to be skimmed 

Yesterday 800% slower

I don’t know

Meglodave is a brand now

Others would be glad to have it.

You find stuff when you aren’t looking for it,

And you solve stuff when you rest on it.

It’s been 20 years over there on soundclick 

And the shit is still there

That is how I know people are reading it,

But they dig up the worst things 

I didn’t think I used her name.

I apologize.

Not bad for a sub genre I probably don’t even belong in.

Choral Hydrate

Everyone launders 

You don’t get paid if you don’t.

COVID is going to be with us.

Every time you get a dry cough you are going to be worried about it.

Come clean 

Don’t wait till the stones start falling.

My story is my story.

Don’t concern yourself about it.

I like reading the captions.

I don’t know what it does for me.

It is a concept.

It is struggling like any other concept.

It doesn’t want to die.

Remembered, not forgotten.

Computers are bad.

If you are using a computer, it is a bad thing.

Who are the mentally ill going to be?

There are shocking revelations to be had,

That aren’t foolish or crazy.

Tried to sink me like the Liberty.

Is there a difference between contradiction and hypocrisy?

I guess the pressure was to find illegitimate actors,

And I got caught in the mix

My family got caught in the mix

Let him reveal whatever the heck he knows,

And let’s get past it.

If the kids don’t buy it, Walmart doesn’t sell it.

Angry people upset the world is not about them anymore,

That they have been duped.

I am worried if we don’t respond,

It’s going to come back even stronger.

What if Abbie Hoffman had done it?

Radio is weak.

I ain’t getting nothing from the radio anymore.

It is not just our distribution networks anymore.

Things that have worked well for decades are failing.

I think we went headlong into this “brave new world”

And never really thought it through.

I would be the next one,

And he is clearly better at it than I am.

I might infer very well,

But it is still an inference.

I just wanted a good experience.

I didn’t mean to be angry at you.

It would hurt me deeply if anyone had ptsd over me.

I stopped watching Fox News in August.

I felt they were scaring people.

News outlets have become the place where you build your demographic.

It’s not about news anymore.

People spend hundreds of dollars,

And all they do is Twitter and Fox News.

They pay to program themselves.

They think their country is being stolen,

When it is their soul.

It is sad.

Phobic 

There is so much more technology could be 

CNN actually covered the conventions compared to the other two,

And dad seems to like CNN,

I felt I needed to pick one.

So I did.

The news cycle isn’t driven by votes.

It is driven by advertising.

I don’t think they ever really considered about elections.

We spend hundreds of dollars,

And the shit has control of us,

Not the other way around.

I would like to frame it as some big patriotic decision,

But it wasn’t.

Why is this shit selling?

Why are people scared for the kids?

MTV?

X Files?

They see what was done to them.

You put yourself in

And then it turns on you.

Does she deserve her reputation?

Do I deserve mine?

I ain’t steering the boat.

Satanic Jokes are being played on everybody.

It ain’t a black white thing.

Everyone has a lens

Automobiles are a satanic joke.

The space shuttle is a satanic joke.

America is a satanic joke.

That is my lens.

I can’t come up with anything original.

I ain’t going to be stupid over you forever.

When is the ball in your court?

I don’t hold the green light for autocracy.

That is what happens in deep space.

Do we really need to see babies in a delivery commercial?

What is the first word you think of?

I don’t want to cause a riot,

And I don’t really know that much about it.

I am not playing a chess game with you.

I am trying to be one of the good guys,

And you are not helping,

If you don’t know it’s origin,

It is probably a joke.

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Flag_of_the_British_East_India_Company_(1801).svg

By the time you get around to remembering stuff,

You have forgotten about it.

They gave me a bottle of choral hydrate.

You have two equally talented people,

And one looks the other way,

Who do you think is going to get the opportunity?

They didn’t want to give Richmond the satisfaction 

Of being the center of the controversy.

What is a navigable boom?

Origins of the American flag 

More info

And my clover stands for 4 Chan.

There is more to it than that.

There is something going on.

People are no longer going to accept dog chow.

It is falling apart, and it is worried how to frame it.

I say it’s not about 4 Chan,

You may say it obviously is,

And we could argue till we are blue.

But it isn’t going to change anything.

Take control of what you listen to.

It would be better for everyone if I could get my head above water.

What is going to happen post Q?

Nobody is going to have the same forum again.

It must benefit them in some way.

I would not be surprised.

You see stuff on tv

And then you can’t find it anymore 

And you are called delusional 

I need to have something available in the usual outlets.

Stuff needs to change 

I can serve you 100 mb in 3seconds

It could take all day to dig through what you can download in 3 seconds.

https://www.icloud.com/iclouddrive/0V89C_n5gtaCL1CUs_CuvAroA#opaque_burger

Seems to do better in safari 

i cant guarantee that google hack is going to last forever

Thousands of artists that can’t get in front of anybody without putting up a fortune.

People like to dig and find stuff.

https://instagram.com/holo.goose?igshid=obr7eio6rfe8

I’m sorry it doesn’t look like google wants to play.

I am not happy with it, I think it’s hard to find.

You have to jump through 3 or 4 hoops but you can get it unto ipad

It is not easy.  I am not happy with it.  Maybe it works better in android.

I have a 10 dollar computer that I touch once or twice a month because iPad doesn’t do what it should.

I just wish I could be one or two clicks away like everybody else

The Big Omission

I didn’t understand I was hurting people.

It wasn’t the biggest issue in my life.

People sitting on money, or power,

And not using it,

Is unnerving to some.

All the progressions you may come up with yourself,

Are probably already out there anyway.

I don’t know everything 

All I know is paying attention to chords and progressions

Makes things easier to listen to

What are they going to do?

Put 70 million people on Zyprexa

People understand what power they have.

They know what to do.

We are still going to have a lot of motivated angry people.

What is media derangement syndrome?

I would not be surprised 

If 30 or40 million people ended up on medication.

A lot of people are going to have a problem.

I don’t know how to set that stuff up.

I know what I know.

It isn’t worth the headache.

I barely know how to use a cell phone.j

Can the system handle 20 or 30 million deranged people?

C major pentatonic scale: C - D - E - G - A

F major pentatonic scale: F - G - A - C - D

A minor pentatonic scale: A - C - D - E - G

E minor pentatonic scale: E - G - A - B - D

https://autochords.com/

Use edit, give it a haircut.

Nobody knows if or how we are going to get paid.

Nor do they know what to call us.

But that shouldn’t stop us.

I am in a situation where my immediate needs are met

You don’t need to steal from me.

It is really easy.

Give yourself some time.

There are people who can’t do radio.

There are people who can’t do broadcast television.

If you can’t do Facebook.

If you can’t do Fox News.

Then don’t do it.

There is concern about Marxism and socialism,

And I can’t say it is wrong.

Be weary about people who hide themselves behind a banner,

And claim they care about you.

This came up  – Isaiah 26:20

I said I wouldn’t be surprised if he was impeached 2 or 3 times.

I also said if he kept going,

He would be denied public office.

I don’t like predicting the end of the world,

But it came up and I felt he wanted me to say it.

Because you are inevitably wrong,

And that is all people will remember.

I didn’t know

http://technovelgy.com/ct/content.asp?Bnum=126

No wonder people think I am a robot 

The Androids are the meat

Does it make you feel better for yourself,

That at least you ain’t a replicant?

That is a recipe for Auschwitz.

Would you trust that person with your family?

It is a high threshold unfortunately.

There is something going on with men?

I am sorry that my dad had to see this.

He devoted his whole life to service of his country.

Norman Rockwell and Walton’s mountain.

I guess you could consider him a Reagan Democrat,

But I have never known how he actually votes

I told them I needed to be in the economy.

They think I am Drew Bledsoe

How do I vote for Trump?

Dad never said anything political to me about anybody.

Shit happens

You know?

She thinks I am taking her rights away.

How do you handle almost?

There is obviously something there.

Far more real than Roswell.

I can say first hand reverse speech is real.

I can say first hand magic squares are real.

I am fairly confident that satanism and child trafficking take place.

I can’t say a pizza parlor is a front for that activity.

Who else are you doing to hear it from?

That speaks volumes right there.

From what I have seen,

Most would say do no harm,

And that people are just another animal,

And that stupidity should be painful.

It is felt that Satan doesn’t lie

That he keeps his promises 

That whatever happens to you, you have done to yourself.

I would be concerned about people that don’t contradict themselves.

You don’t do that when you are about winning a game.

I was nervous when he gave me that verse too.

Maybe someone knows something I don’t.

I spent years in a chat room with those people.

They inflated my ego to think yzax was some big scientific discovery.

I think saturation is a real thing,

I am just not going to get a Nobel prize over it.

I am some janitor that got lucky.

People like to dig.

People like rabbit holes.

How did they get removed?

Did they just walk away?

You want to bitch about satanists now?

Where were you 25 years ago?

I waved a red flag, and nobody gave a shit.

People could distribute without the usual channels.

What is The Big Omission?