Smelly Ballet

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 It is the loop for the loops sake.

You listen to it until you can't remember 

How many times you have listened to it

It is called lateral repetitions

I don't need an emotional wringer

I have had enough 

More of my share already

What could be so secret about the election 

That they had to redact all that information?

She plays Lucy with the football.

It is her empowerment.

She is never going to stop.

I see children and people strung out on lead.

They either have no respect for you,

Or they think they own you.

You are a demographic.

Have you ever tried to be an individual?

Go ahead

See what happens to you.

It is good to jam

It is better than driving 

You dissipate yourself

Is it a sin to assert yourself as an individual?

You never break new ground 

If people don't go their own way.

Do their own thing.

It is supposed to be some grand fun thing,

And it is not

apparently the root of the word idiot means
one who does not participate in politics

Why would they need to go to Russia to get information in the first place?

I don't think I want to know.

Fill this rabbit hole and move on.

If they can construct the new normal,

Who is going to know the difference?

I have been trying to find a way to lay guitar down over my loops.

I consider now it may have been already been done.

I can't use the editor in GarageBand 

I like audacity

I don't want to piss off Apple,

But if you want to make loops with GarageBand,

You may want to export an aiff

And do the MP3 conversion with audacity 

I don't know 

The songs will sound seamless in the app,

But when you export them as an m4a they aren't 

He would make this jewelry with glass beads,

And it was pretty and took some skill

But nobody would ever pay for it or wear it.

Except him I guess

Satan interrupts people's development 

To make them dependent

The evp means someone is listening to it

Either we have grand ideals that we CAN live up to,

Or we are just monkeys 

You can't have it both ways

Put two side by side, and cut out the middle.

I'm more worried yzax is going to get lost and never rediscovered.

Smelly Roses

Please don't talk about medication like that

It is inappropriate 

In evolutionary terms

It was only yesterday we were worshiping idols

I don't know what is being fought over

Or who's side I am on,

But as long as that damn door is open,

There is a war going on.

Sanity is fluid

At best it is made of glass

We are just rejected people 

That is the sad irony of it all

I want to be creative enough 

That it is their loss if they are going to sit on me

I consider it might be the valley of the shadow of death

I can't go back

Give me a few minutes everyday

And listen and to whatever you want to

It is called jamming.

There are beings that don't belong on this plane

That need you to believe in them

If there ain't no rules

There ain't no contracts either 

I ain't against nobody

I am just for the middle ground

Am I to follow her wherever she goes?

Am I to accept what she has assigned for me?

I have been broken 

I am not scared to be alone anymore 

I don't think they appreciate what they are trying to unplug.

We wouldn't be here if Robert faced the other way.

You would have to be at a crossroads in history to understand.

I haven't sought to impose my will on anybody.

I was 17

I belonged to them

They are pissed 

Other people are going to go through this 

And they are going to be

"You don't want to be like Dave do you?"

Toxic Opacity

It The  Observation is more than a tool?

I would do proud Mary

But I don't remember how I did it.

I am lazy

I want to jump right in and create something 

Say what you want,

But at least it's not stuck in my head anymore.

I wanted to skip the learning curve,

But I guess there is still a curve.

Jasmine used to do that with me,

I would pose something that made complete sense

And she would argue with me about it

I couldn't help her because she wouldn't listen.

I know what is wrong with my technique now.

People used to play guitar.

But they played much better than anyone on MTV

And they were not getting anywhere 

 

Damn

I guess John didn't want to be outdone.

Apparently there is an art to not knowing what you are covering.

I have listened to revolver the most

I like abbey road but a lot of it seems undone

85 was different from 95 was different from 97 was different from 2000

GarageBand is the VisiCalc for the iPad.

I wish I had come to it sooner.

I have nothing to lose by being highly speculative.

I feel I am actually being constructive.

I realized I was sick and I was trying to be practical.

I didn't have the virginal experience I wanted or should have had,

So I have it with my music.

Rock is supposed to be everything you want,

But it has been a nightmare for me.

They have pursued me to the point,

I have chosen to be alone.

I am the one who said there were no rules

I am not the one to tell 300 million people they are wrong

I just wanted what I wanted

All media wants to mtv their demographic 

It can't be talked about.

It is caustic.

We need to stay grounded.

We need to stay focused.

What we believe in is very valuable.

She is not a real person.

It is not so bad she felt things had to be done,

It is that most people believe in her.

They would have to admit they were reading the shit.

There is no middle ground?

It is either AC DC or Amy Grant?

Apparently there is a lot of people doing their job.

The Tyranny of the Idiot

 

Earth one got sucked up into a black whole

and ended up on the bottom of the Petri dish.

Our enemies are nameless

They want us to be angry

They want us to be confused 

No president could face down such criticism 

What is going to happen to the office of president?

Is every president going to face such criticism?

Is every campaign going to have an insurance policy?

I like to upload,

But I am not a big Internet person anymore 

Be positive 

Do good 

Make a contribution 

It was too repetitive 

It wasn't tight enough

because it would only take one completely absurd individual
to screw up the whole thing

This stuff is difficult to read.

I really thought I was making a contribution.

I am coming around.

I understand why people don't write this way.

Apparently there is an argument

And we can't know what the argument is

Or It would compromise the investigation.

There is nothing to give in to.

It is chemical 

It cannot be fixed

It cannot be undone

It is just getting worse 

I understand, but there is nothing I can do about it.

Nothing fits 100% of everybody

Please stop

It's clear the first voice is making fun of me.

Love is what you let people get away with.

I was wrong to think a birth would have no affect on me,

But I didn't know it would do that

I had accepted we were not going to happen,

I wanted to know if you even wanted me in your life.

The Confusion Collusion

If you are going to be a stranger because I said this,

Or didn't say that,

Just forget about it.

I don't clearly remember that argument.

I know it happened 

But I don't remember clearly what was said.

Anger over murderous nut cases is being directed towards me.

Go south

See who your Friends are

Some 14th century fox reality show.

If it is going to burn through Hollywood 

If it is going to burn through Washington 

It's not going to stop for a pink curtain 

You don't run edge on a roku

I don't understand what she hoped to accomplish.

I wish I had never said anything.

I would have been better off.

His choice was to be alone 

Put the music up front

And the television in the background 

Have I said that before?

Probably made a complete fool of myself

Silly to think I could make any contribution 

But I am glad y'all still had that stuff

I hardly know what epr is anymore

Everyone is in a band.

There is a glut of it.

I am having the relationship I wanted with it.

Stonewall Jackson was a physics professor?

It is an assessment.

There is no right or wrong about it.

I am different.

Not better or worse.

God wouldn't pump me full of antibiotics to fit me into a narrative.

God forbid I am pissing people off.

I am going to melt.

Why does anyone need to find me?

God knows where I am.

People pile it on and don't understand why they don't get a response from me,

And I tell them why and they get pissed off about it.

I have an adrenal situation

It is your problem not mine

I read one of his mirror messages once

I like Joni Mitchell too

I want things to be recognized.

I want this to have a name.

"How can I measure up to anyone now..."

Apparently 

If you can't keep a woman satisfied...

You are gay

Our enemies are not targeting the elections,

It is a confusion collusion.

Confusion is a big money industry.

Hollywood and Washington are selling stuff all the time.

We are blinded by who gets elected,

But it's not as important as we think it is.

Safety In Numbers

It You You IJYou 

Apparently if you don't vote gender 

If you don't vote race

You are being duped.

Professor Hawking did it.

I guess that is why we have a tournament.

The republicans presented too many candidates

The democrats nominated the wrong candidate

And that's how we got Trump

Her thought is on demographics.

She doesn't care about the individual.

I am an individual.

There is nothing that can be done about it.

I am sorry if that overturns the apple cart.

I tried to fit into a demographic and I failed miserably.

It is a bubble, get over it.

I don't have a tribal identity.

This is what would happen to a viable aberrant

If there was one.

This is what things would look like

If there was something different about me.

I think they like playing with single celled organisms

It seems, for some, God is about winning arguments,

And for some, it seems, God is the argument that can't be argued against.

The argument of all arguments.

Maybe it's about ending arguments

It all seems foreign to me.

We need answers

Not arguments

Satan is trying to break me

By making me be alone

There is no freedom

If there is no freedom to be an individual.

It is not even my agenda.

I don't know what started this.

I have been under such diametric pressure

That I have mutated.

She would have found a reason to be mad at me.

I fear every president we have is going to go through this now.

Apparently we are not impartial to the arrow of time.

They sell ammo at Walt Disney world?

Nobody shares my vision 

So I am stuck doing it by myself 

I consider, if it is plausible, if it is a simple explanation,

It may be a falsehood, 

But it is not a pathological delusion.

There are things people are mistaken about,

That are not pathological delusions.

I shouldn't have to prove that I am right,

To prove I don't have a pathology

I don't fully understand why I grew up paranoid,

But I do accept I am paranoid.

It makes things difficult,

But I am more paranoid 

Than I am hallucinatory or delusional.

There was some sort of test to decide what they could do with us.

It was clear they considered it a formality.

You really don't want an eventuality,

But if you have one,

It's considered messing with the past to fool around with you.

It is sad when you come to realize,

It's all just safety in numbers.

Seamless integration

NHFR

I think time goes slower when you smoke.

What is seamless integration?

I'm sorry,

But the NRA needs to be proactive.

Don't forget...

It is very easy to become an irresponsible threat to society.

People are going to forgo getting mental health services.

If they aren't already.

Don't feel smug, it can never happen to you.

Because it can.

I am dumbfounded it was felt that needed to be done,

I guess I don't understand 

The only thing it has done is push me closer to God.

I have seen armed guards at the supermarket.

Wasn't the FISA court supposed to be about terrorists?

It is best to be parochial and grounded.

It's an LL Cool J video 

Biggest video since thriller.

I choose Miami Dolphins to win Super Bowl LIII

I am not an expert

But although some medications may alleviate psychosis

I fear some may introduce causality reversal

I was right about my tensor tympani 

I fear I am going to be right about this too

One percent of anything can be bad news.

Avoid group think 

Make them waste teraflops on you

It's not so much the noise 

As it is the percentile it puts you in

Does the yellow cardinal have a disease?

Or is he just being difficult.

You can't gloss over a yellow Cardinal.

You have to have the detail.

It is a sign of quality.

We don't even make our own bicycles anymore.

It used to be, some would buy the metals and make their own frames.

Now they can send the dimensions to China and have them made and shipped,

Cheaper than they can do it themselves.

That is scary.

I am glad president Trump has proposed to do something about it

There are people that do believe in God,

And if you leave it open like that,

They are going to claim it.

An ostrich bit me in the ass.

If we can't even make our own bicycles,

How are we going to maintain our readiness?

It means I am highly adept at ignoring people.

Once you fool around with it,

You are going to have to continually fool around with it.

I enjoy being creative.

It would be nice if it made money,

But it doesn't have to.

Useful idiot

You You You You IYou 

Plant a tree every single Sunday

And eventually you have a grove

And for a while, maybe, you won't need 

This is not about etiquette.

There are very serious issues about gender roles

And our philosophy.

I understand how planting might work

But I don't understand what damage it might do.

Is it  better than sitting on bottlenecks?

Voodoo works better when it's yours.

Or I if God gave it to you.

They are in the business of selling insurance policies.

We were in a big universal joke.

It might alleviate a bottleneck?

It is a recovered memory 

I was a small child

The left shoves stuff too.

It was an act of desperation

Like a beached whale.

They can't fix society 

So they treat the individual 

And so the individual must solve the problems.

I feel I have been locked in a closet,

And forced to rediscover relativity.

We need to solve these problems,

Or we are going to end up under shariah law.

We can't keep taxing the individual for societal problems.

Why were a bunch of kids dealing with issues like that to begin with?

I don't consider anyone can appreciate what dissolution is like,

Unless they have been through it.

The guy who pioneered stealth,

America took him seriously,

Russia didn't.

I don't think things need to be perfect 

To ascertain if someone has been compromised or not.

I want to believe I am delusional or psychotic,

The something else happens.

I understand why I am a threat.

I don't want the be in the dark.

I am not a rubicks cube.

It is not my fault grandmas were not in your equations.

You can't cover everything.

Grandmas, doves, it's all the same thing.

I wouldn't watch Fox News

If there was anything else to watch.

I understand.

Women want their day.

The only thing men can do is drop bombs and shoot each other.

The NRA needs to solve this problem.

Or these kids are going to solve this for us.

Have clubs

Hold meetings 

Watch out for each other.

If they are going to stand in the way,

They need to lead the way.

Tasking mental health with this problem 

Is not going to work.

We can't call on the government to solve this problem.

The people need to solve this problem.

That is what the second amendment is about anyway.

I feel there are those out there

Who are playing curling with society

And its not for the better either 

It's obvious someone who knows a great deal about humanity,

Is in charge of our situation.

What grandmas are for

IUIt You You ,I

I was willing to accept I was schizophrenic in 1985.

There are a lot of cousin Kevins out there who think it's funny.

I don't know what else I could have done.

Don't play with me like that.

It is a cousin Kevin

It's not doing any good.

Because I think, that's why.

I am sorry if that is a problem for you.

I was already in salvage mode.

It wasn't the phone call I planned to make.

You insist you can't do anything,

But it's your book,

You wrote it.

The whole future David Mallory thing is yours.

Ignore what you think you know

Treat it as the first time and it will be

It would be contrived 

It would be fake for me to respond in that manner.

Channel the anger.

Make the anger work for me.

People go through years of therapy to learn how to solve things without their fists.

If you are this way

They are going to want you that way

If you are that way

This way

In the end it's all about control

You can't win.

It's reductionist 

I don't buy it.

I know I am being difficult.

The way things are is not going to last.

Good people need to be rewarded.

I am trying to be more polite.

It doesn't help to blame somebody.

I don't think grandma likes what you are doing.

She must have had a reason.

what do I know?

Y'all are the ones having a tug of war.

I am just the rope.

And y'all are complaining about men.

It's checkmate

She has Sunday

There is nothing I can do.

Just because I don't have a black eye,

Doesn't mean I am not battered.

Caught between 2 terriers.

I need a good girl, like sunshine

We are being forcefully separated.

I was pushed full of this crap

When you knew nothing was wrong with me.

It's all being held together with bubble gum and voodoo.

I can't do anything.

She can kill me.

You just sift and find the nuggets.

I don't know where I get my information from.

Dreams conjecture 2+2=4

I want to know how can we live in the same world.

The world is fractured.

I don't understand what makes it work.

She said any woman could make me feel that way,

And if I wanted to feel that way,

She could provide

Dave the axe murderer

IYou You You IYou You I BY

It's like drinking the ocean

There is never more than a couple hours 

Before the stones start falling 

I've been down Broad St once.

It goes on forever.

When they start talking about me on CNN

That is the beginning of the end

Let's hope that never happens.

I feel like one of Harry Mudd's Robots 

She wants me to blow a circuit

I just want my sanity.

It wasn't what she wanted.

She would have found a reason to end it.

Why do I need you?

I caused the Big Bang.

You are always going to be expecting something.

It is never going to be enough with you.

If you don't want the same things

You let go, you move on

But you won't let me

You think you are saving the world from an axe murderer or something.

Time travel is always a desperate act.

So is listening to the radio.

It just feels foreign to me,

And it is.

You are into heavy metals.

I am not.

I don't see how they can diagnose people,

When they don't even know what normal is.

I'm just a GUY in this world

Cause that's all lead will let me be.

They know

They are so scared an undescended testicle will cause wwiii

That they don't care.

I admire Trump

He is so rich he doesn't have to put up with this shit.

That is the phenomenon,

That is why he is who he is.

They won't let people be Ghandi anymore.

You have no reason to be upset.

You are just being difficult.

It is some adolescent fantasy,

But he is the president 

Congratulations 

When you stop rewarding good people

That is what happens.

I thought you would be there

I really did.

Me me me me me

Ok I get it

I guess there were times when I should have been there too.