A Completely Different Day

Things changed when I stopped smoking.

I have become more political.

If this is what people are going to do,

We would be better off if people smoked.

Maybe everyone could take Prozac.

I stopped smoking in 2008.

I can’t believe I spend $100 for the privilege of watching CNN.

If that is going to be all I watch, I need to get rid of it.

He is sick, but he has money, so he gets away with it,

And that makes him a hero to some people.

The more he gets away with it, the bigger a hero he becomes.

If you read this blog, you can tell when I stopped smoking,

You can tell when I was watching FOX News,

You can tell when I switched to CNN.

You are probably going to be able to tell when they switched me to Sustenna. 

You don’t have as much control over the final product,

As you might have if you actually played.

There are some things that are not for me,

But I don’t feel the need to infringe on anyone.

Plan b should definitely be legal.

All embryos do not implant themselves in the womb.

I think

For some people it takes years to get pregnant,

Even if they aren’t using birth control.

I don’t think it is a mistake,

That Liz Cheney has a state wide office.

https://secularprolife.org/2018/12/nearly-half-of-all-fertilized-eggs-fail/

I think it is clear, life does not begin at fertilization.

How little people actually have their own opinions, perplexes me.

How many people have the opinion CNN or FOX news tell them to have?

It is going to be a question, whether congress has the right,

To codify Roe vs. Wade, without an amendment.

It would be nice, if people listened to my music the way I do.

When did the news become, politics, politics, politics?

People that follow politics like that are just plain nuts.

What happened to baby Jessica?

I watch it with my headphones on, and the captions running.

I can’t stop watching, I have gotten addicted, so I fight it as best I can.

It doesn’t matter what brand you smoke, you are still smoking.

https://www.psychologytoday.com/us/blog/your-neurochemical-self/201611/why-politics-makes-people-crazy

It is shameful.  It sells car insurance.  We are all insane.  Will we survive this?

People like live television, or radio for that matter.

It has an immediacy to it, you feel more involved.

I watch it because it is live.

I would watch a channel that was live, that wasn’t politics.

Siri requires the internet to work right.

I am clearly getting targeted stuff.

If people’s opinions aren’t being reflected in who is elected,

Who’s fault is that?

People may need live tv, it may be giving them something.

Maybe it gives you some sort of contact recorded tv doesn’t.

People are slowly coming around.

Things aren’t always empirical.

There is evidence for the bizarre.

I thought I might be able to get people to come to soundclick,

But I think I have people coming from soundclick.

Coming up with a name like Facebook or YouTube is half the battle.

There is a difference between what you do on Earth and what you do on the Moon or Mars.

It is creation that allows us to have this empirical mentality.

Funk and Disco reminds me of roller skating.

If anyone wanted my advice on using GarageBand,

I would tell them to treat it like roller skating.

You look stupid, and you fall down a lot.

These flex and flow loops are better than the regular hip hop loops.

You need to create.

Digital Hygiene is not just about the computer.

If there is only so many hotels to be bought,

That changes the whole game.

Every time we make gains in the minimum wage, we have inflation.

If you find a place where it’s 30 cents cheaper,

Buy an extra gallon.

I keep having dreams I am in purgatory,

And once I realize I am dead it stops.

If I keep it in the center, it makes the bass fuzzy.

I might do another 7 or 8 songs this way,

But eventually I need to start experimenting again.

I don’t like Trump,

But I don’t think we would be in a proxy war over Ukraine,

And I don’t think gas would be so expensive.

The Russian military is going to be better because of the Ukrainian war.

They are seeing western tactics and equipment.

They are going to be better than they would have been.

I miss the days when I could buy a double gulp refill for 90 cents.

I don’t think they even have double gulps anymore.

Everything is directional with headphones,

But typically, the higher the frequency, the more directional it is.

I guess it can be easy to get bored with GarageBand.

The only thing I remember about government,

Is I got a D because I said the parliamentarian system was better.

I think Richmond would boom if we had rail service like Japan.

I used to drive all over town going to thrift stores every day I was up.

I can’t do that anymore.

If I am going to pick up a guitar,

I am going to learn as much as I can in the meantime.

Sooner or later I am going to get bored.

I am lazy.  I cannot force myself to play guitar. 

I know a lot about the keyboard now and I don’t play that.

The iPad fits me.

I tell her to set an alarm sometimes,

But I don’t like talking to the computer.

I like 3/4 time, it is skippy.

As long as I am making a contribution, I can deal with it.

The world has gotten too small to do something different in America.

I can’t get my words and my music to go together.

I can’t have everything, but it seems some people do.

We have a mental illness plague, because of lead and other chemicals,

I am telling you.

I don’t think the founders considered,

Everyone would be insane because of lead.

I hope our nation, our democracy survives this, but I am not sure.

The skips are different when you play it backwards.

Like I said, nobody notices because it is just the new normal.

We need to come around, we need to admit there is a problem.

America did it to itself.

We knew lead was dangerous, but we put it in the gasoline anyway,

Because it made more money.

My generation was raised with that shit.

There are probably a dozen other chemicals that are doing the same thing,

But nobody seems to be concerned but me.

We still fight each other.

We can’t even agree to disagree.

I am stricken.  I am missing my other half.

It is a situational hell.

Reading about music theory is like reading about physics.

You have to find the root questions.

I understand what a third is,

But how that has anything to do with the formula,

I don’t understand.

There are two types of thirds, okay I didn’t know that.

It is amazing what bing knows.

I like that I can ask it questions, and it doesn’t get frustrated or angry with me.

I thought a third was just three semitones, but apparently it is not.

It is the third note in the scale. And with the minor scale it is “flat”

https://www.musictheory.education/music-theory-level-3/ch-3-5-major-and-minor-third

There are some things I will never be able to do,

But that won’t stop me asking questions.

I never gave a thought to what a minor scale was,

E minor just meant I could play white notes.

I am never going to be able to listen to a piece of music and know what key it is in.

I am never going to be able to hear something in my head,

And sit down at the piano and play it.

I have a hard time doing the math to play black keys.

I thought I could stick with E minor and not worry about it.

I knew how to cut and paste music before GarageBand,

But it is ridiculously simple with GarageBand.

Everything snaps together like LEGOs.

And I can snip things down to a single beat if I want to.

Now with multiple sections 

I can copy phrases and repeat or alternate them

I have never been able to do that easily before.

Somebody is going to kill hundreds.

I am starting with live loops, then I scramble it and add stuff.

GarageBand and Audacity are two completely different things.

When I have two things with a similar range,

I move one slightly to the left, and the other slightly to the right.

They don’t step on each other as much.

Not bass, I try to keep drums and bass in the center.

I am the last person to give advice on stuff like that,

But that’s what I am doing.

Something about the name Dave,

You wouldn’t say Super Jim or Meglojohn.

A purgatory that is stitched to the bang, is still a purgatory.

A situational hell is a situational hell,

It matters little if there is a floor or not.

It is not what the bulk of the salad is made of.

I had a keyboard for years and nothing happened, I got nowhere.

I don’t know why this iPad affects me, it just does. Why does there need to be a reason?

I am a severely disorganized person.

https://www.regain.us/advice/general/7-signs-of-disorganized-behavior-and-how-it-can-affect-you/

I don’t enjoy it.

There is nothing wrong with tomatoes.

I just wish there was a market for it.

I may not feel as strongly as other people, but I do have emotions. 

Shocked, angry, sad, depressed.

That is the thing about psychology,

It seems to be the one thing everyone thinks they are an expert about.

You wake up to it every day, It is always there, It never fails.

You might be better off it it did fail, but it doesn’t.

That is what I meant by “stitched to the bang”

Have you ever given any thought as to why it is always there?

Is it always there for you?

Or is that just me.

I guess I am just completely blind in that respect.

There is no real reason why it should always be there.

It came from some country music DJ,

Who said women in country music, were like tomatoes in a salad.

I identify with that.

https://www.refinery29.com/en-us/keith-hill-women-tomatoes-in-salad-country-music-new-blog

I have tried to fit in and contribute, but people are like meerkats.

I labeled a post Tomatoes Tomatoes Tomatoes, not knowing what it was about,

And it has gotten a minor number of views recently.

I would be thankful to be in rotation at all.

I used to think it better if it was stitched to the bang,

But I guess it’s not.

I feel others are having a completely different day.

Smoke Friggen Cigarettes

You can’t do GarageBand with Bluetooth headphones.

People go downhill quick.

In 2019 they were vibrant thriving people.

I guess I have 7 or 8 people who follow me religiously.

If I am a book, I guess it would mess it up, I don’t know.

People that treat other people like they are cattle.

Toe straps or cleats take som getting used to.

I am not crazy about ketchup on my burgers anymore.

Maybe with my fries.

When you get a good song, it makes everything else sound good.

In as much as GarageBand is cheating.

Some people really feel it is.

Editing the piano roll seems to bother people.

So many Americans are insane, nobody notices.

It is the new normal.

I don’t exactly fit the culture,

But I wouldn’t mind being established as a hip hop artist.

I like funk.

I like funk and disco.

I don’t care for electronica too much.

I mean I don’t hate it.

It just all sounds the same to me.

If I could make funk and disco,

I would make it all day.

I would never stop.

Figuring out how to do multiple sections has really opened things up.

I don’t really care for drum machines.

That is why I started scrambling stuff.

I can but I have to fail a couple times.

It is ok if it is modulated.

I like the way I play piano.

I have a hard time doing it on carpet.

The notification said you are twice as likely to die in the next decade,

If you can’t stand on one foot for ten seconds.

Modulation is key.

Everything sounds better when you modulate.

I didn’t know how to show all sections.

I figured it out on Truth To Innocence.

I was stuck with one section.

Now I can copy stuff and move things around.

It is so much easier.

I am not going to be accepted.

I have run my mouth too much.

They say if you ain’t making money at this shit,

You ain’t doing something right.

I guess I will put it on YouTube.

I would rather it be on TikTok.

TikTok seems to be honest about how much traffic I get.

I don’t know about YouTube.

I know in my heart I am getting more traffic than that.

I think they are worried I will flip out.

I don’t know why people do me like that.

There must be a reason.

Maybe they are worried about copycats,

I don’t know.

I would rather be on TikTok,

But if they don’t take this one,

I ain’t trying them no more.

I spend a lot of money for the privilege of uploading shit.

If I knew what rhyme or reason there was to things getting rejected,

I could work with it.

Maybe scrambling will fix things.

I hope so.

I hope they decide to have me again.

I wouldn’t want anyone else.

I wish I knew someone who wrote and sung.

I download the m4a’s from Opaque Burger to make sure the links work,

Then I play them in alphabetical order.

The m4a’s come with the artwork and can be grouped by album.

They load up in the music app real nice.

Well it didn’t get rejected.

I am relieved.

I guess I can’t use the loops straight out of the can.

I have to scramble them or they won’t be posted.

I don’t expect a lot cause it is not crazy different.

But it’s doing ok.

I think I did tell people to steal my stuff.

Honestly, it is the only way I will ever hear it on the radio.

If I had considered, I would be a blemish on my father’s record,

I may have done things differently.

When I first started writing a blog type thing,

I would make this inner thought type stuff.

Opaque Burger was the place where I would read what I wrote.

Reverse speech was all the rave back then,

So I listened to what I had recorded backwards.

Sometimes when I would write I would repeat a phrase over and over again.

One time I said “alternate, direct, alternate, direct.”

And it came back as “average inner thought, average inner thought.”

So that is where the name of this blog came from.

I wish they had a geocities place nowadays.

I would put up yzax again.

Maybe it is a diode.

It would be nice to be able to listen at a fuller volume 

Without disturbing the neighbors.

If I really did go viral,

I would probably freak out anyway.

I respect a woman’s choice,

But I don’t feel it is a right enumerated in the constitution.

We probably should have codified it a long time ago.

We had 50 years to codify it.

We shouldn’t have waited till it got struck down.

It might take 40 or 50 years for us to get an amendment through,

That would cover things like that.

We can’t wait for this to work or that to work,

We need a permanent solution.

Only a constitutional amendment will be that solution.

It is going to be up to the people.

Don’t put republicans in office.

When you take the middle,

You just end up pissing off everybody.

I don’t think it is right,

And if it were me I wouldn’t do it,

But it is not my decision.

Metallica says “life is ours, we live it our way”

Who am I to say no you can’t.

There are some things, only your conscience can tell you, you can’t do.

I don’t know why I am such a sad person.

Sometimes I feel it is my duty to be sad.

I should be able to not buy it if I don’t want to.

It isn’t my fault I am crucial to her career.

I wonder what some of these people believe now?

I guess it makes it so I can’t see anything.

If you don’t remember how it ends,

It is a new movie to you.

If the right can have trigger laws,

The left can too.

Please, y’all really don’t want me to sing.

I am thankful I can go to Walmart on Sunday.

I don’t think they are going to strike down Loving v. Virginia.

I doubt there is anything still on that phone from Jan 6.

I was sitting at the bottom of a list 1700 lines long.

I never understood how people could watch movies over and over again.

Captions are bad on cnbc.

Getting as far as I did with no ads is probably a big deal.

Moving from alternative indie, to instrumental hip hop, is a big move.

The top 100 is bigger over there.

I should have spent $5 long time ago.

Do regular people go over there though?

Or is it just artists appealing to other artists?

The election had a different dynamic,

But I don’t think it was fraudulent.

Do you think they would have killed Mike Pence?

Do you think they would have killed Nancy Pelosi?

Just because a dog is mean doesn’t mean it is going to bite you.

Just talking about it is wrong though.

There are people in this world, that fear and intimidation are a major part of their life.

I hope my generation isn’t going to wreak the ship.

When I was a kid, it was the republican kids that were intimidating everybody.

That has stuck with me,  and I will never vote republican.

I will either vote democratic, or not at all.

And I think there are a lot of people like that.

I don’t remember if I voted in 96.

I didn’t vote in 00, 04, 08, 12, or 16.

Or the off years either.

I will definitely vote if Trump is on the ballot again.

I think he is dangerous, and I don’t like his style.

He was put out of office by people who hadn’t voted in 20 years.

I think Trump and his people thought 00 was going to repeat itself,

And it didn’t.

I think I am involved for some reason,

It is not clear to me why.

I guess that is what happens when you sit on a fence for 20 years.

I questioned whether I made the right decision to vote against Donald Trump.

I think Jan 6 proves that I made the right decision.

I have been reluctant to call it hip hop.

I don’t want to intrude.

Why can’t we just say he won’t run again,

And let’s just end this stuff.

He has been dominating the news since 2016.

I am tired of it.

For some people he is some Christian King given to us by God.

I guess it is weird for someone to start making music in their fifties.

That is what I told them I was going to do.

I guess you could say I actually started in my thirties,

But even that is a little late.

I guess nothing happened back then cause the music was really really bad.

I feel like the radio and television are talking to me.

I feel like I have to respond.

When you knock on a door, do you just knock?

Or do you rat a tat tat?

I am worried future presidents

Are going to have the Secret Service, and their inner circle, politicized.

It seems like they say Trump every 14 seconds.

This stuff needs to end.

I have gotten addicted to CNN.

I need to stop this stuff.

I have wanted to use a computer to make music from the beginning.

It is sick we have gotten so polarized, we can’t do anything.

There is something about hdtv that is messing with people.

My opinions have seriously changed since I switched to CNN.

If you read the blog you can probably tell when I switched,

But I don’t blame CNN for that.

They aren’t the ones who made the news political.

It has become like what brand of cigarettes you smoke.

They think he is dangerous.

They think they need to do this so he can’t run again.

MSNBC is worse.

People should just smoke friggen cigarettes.

Lead Kills Democracy

Pay attention to what happens by accident.

You will figure it out.

Somebody has to want you in their life no matter what.

I am just not getting that from her.

I ain’t saying I am right about everything.

I just ain’t getting it from her.

Why should I commit to someone,

Who clearly doesn’t want me in their life.

This is what you see when you go south.

Biden would win again,

But I fear he wouldn’t complete the term.

I like being an artist.

You can’t have everything.

If you spend as much time with it as I do,

Chances are it’s happened already and you didn’t notice it.

You need independents to win the White House,

And I don’t think independents are going to vote for Trump.

Guitar is too much math for me.

I don’t know if I will ever really play guitar.

I knew I was never going to get married.

I tried to avoid my fate but I wasn’t successful.

I didn’t want this to happen,

I couldn’t stop it.

It is never going to be good enough.

I could be Hall and Oates and it wouldn’t be good enough.

She is the one with the talent and the gift.

I guess she doesn’t want to waste it.

It was better than it sounded.

I knew more than I thought I did.

I haven’t actually sat at a keyboard in a while,

But I know some of the formulas,

And I know my way better than a guitar.

Western music has a beginning, middle, and end.

I still haven’t gotten that down.

I trust the lord.

If that is what I need to do, I will do it.

With my music, I have to count to know when it’s going to end.

People don’t like it when I play piano.

I change it to guitar and everything is ok.

The keyboard is what I know the most about.

Piano has a right way and a wrong way,

And I guess I just play it the wrong way.

I don’t like to think of the iPad as cheating.

I know what I know, and I have learned what I have learned.

I do stuff the wrong way, and I cheat.

That is life.

That’s the way nature does it.

It should be about getting it done,

Not about how you do it.

I have this mentality about doing stuff like I was the first person to do it,

And I think the iPad needs someone like me.

Of course you can’t learn to play that way,

But somebody had to someday.

How did the first flint knife get made?

It probably happened by accident.

I am dealing with bigger issues.

I don’t know why she is trying to undo it.

It is just making my life harder.

I think it would undo if she just left it alone.

I have a blue lagoon fantasy.

I didn’t mean to swallow anybody’s future.

I apologize.

If words support like bone,

I guess my music is jellyfish.

What must I have been here to learn?

I guess they don’t want me to be like this anymore.

I must have given birth to something.

I can see where someone would think something happened to me.

I gave birth to yzax.

Zyprexa caused it.

Nobody listens.

They want to blame it on my mother.

The ball may have started rolling long before that,

But yzax is the thing that is swallowing people’s future.

Is it going to bring new life into the world,

Or will it just bring war?

That is yet to be decided.

I don’t know.

They are messing around with the airbags.

They don’t like the airbags.

They are inconvenient for them.

They want everything to be empirical,

And it’s not.

Our construct is layered,

And the mind is part of that layer,

It is not separate from the physical world like we think it is.

That is an illusion.

Yzax happened because they were messing around with the airbags.

The mind does what it thinks it needs to do to keep you safe.

My mind felt I couldn’t deal with whatever I was dealing with,

So it made yzax to help me deal with it.

They can’t fix society, so they treat the individual.

Then the individual gets tasked with the problem.

It was a safety issue.

If we could recognize this has taken place,

It would go a long way.

Just because you have airbags,

Doesn’t mean you drive into a brick wall.

It works, but don’t be stupid with it.

From what I can gather,

I don’t think it is an umbrella or insurance policy.

Back in the 70’s, when a car was 10 years old, it was an old car.

You are supposed to start with a genre,

Not make it and then try to figure out what genre it is.

I don’t think I am some superhuman sent to protect the planet anymore.

I was insane to begin with,

And it was just a safety issue that happened to an insane person.

Severely abnormal.

It is difficult to say.

There is a feedback loop.

Being able to create has calmed me and made me more rational.

Having my parents die has been sobering.

It is just reasoning.

Dad never really cared for that Accord.

I told him if he wanted a Buick buy a Buick.

Victory Song had two downloads and 70 some streams.

I don’t understand how they calculate those charts.

At least they show me something.

I ain’t get nothing no where else.

Except maybe TikTok.

Maybe I should promote.

I don’t know.

I don’t want to promote and have shit that ain’t no good.

I am happy with 2 downloads and 70 streams.

If that continues maybe I will promote.

I think people were disappearing, and they couldn’t have that.

Nominating Trump would be like the democrats nominating Hillary.

The party loves him, but he is sincerely unpopular.

We need a two term president.

If we go three or four cycles without a consecutive second term,

That will not bode well.

Everything is up in the air.

Decisions aren’t getting made.

You can only stand at the crossroads so long,

Before you have to commit to going one way or the other.

Lead killed Rome.

The family collapsed because of lead.

It is my pet project.

People need to acknowledge what lead has done to society.

We can’t fix the problem if we can’t admit there is one.

It is all about the chemicals.

It always has been.

I didn’t know there was a 2.4 liter vtec motor in that sob.

I don’t understand that people are better off not knowing.

I think there is a lot of evidence out there,

But for some reason they don’t want us to be concerned about it.

I guess they don’t want us to draw the conclusion,

There are farmers who want it that way.

They sprayed us with lead on purpose.

You can’t tell me they didn’t know.

Lead kills Democracy.

Spoil Already

What use is the ***  thing if you can’t *** use it. 

I ain’t trying to break the internet for *** sake.

Apple needs to do something, this shit is ridiculous.

I can’t use the *** loops.

Every time I do TikTok gives me shit.

I guess if I am going to use Apple loops I am going to have to go to YouTube.

I don’t know.

TikTok doesn’t have a problem with my organic stuff.

Now I understand why I made all this organic stuff.

I guess TikTok has the  right to decide what they want on their platform.

They are very Chinese.

There is no arbitration.

Other platforms, I have told them it is GarageBand and they have backed down.

There I don’t even have a place to complain.

I guess the internet has a zero Dave policy.

I am sorry. I will be a good proletariat.

That little flair is annoying 

But that might be a good thing.

If I actually distribute I can take that out.

I guess you have to advertise and promote,

But I just ain’t there yet.

It is easy if you know what key it is in.

I think I would rather do hip hop than electronic

I don’t really care for electronic that much.

I think, in the future, the traffic is going to be more important than the copyright.

People are fickle.

This might be the end of it.

Half of Ukraine in NATO is still going to be a loss for them.

The situation is going to be worse than Korea.

Apple Loops should be treated the same as basic chord progressions.

You want a copyright?

Doctor the damn thing.

Chop it up, rearrange it.

It takes 5 minutes.

Sounds better anyway.

People keep putting it off,

But sooner or later, we need to debate

what’s copyrightable and what is not.

I can’t believe Apple made the loops,

So the industry could copyright everything.

I guess TikTok doesn’t want to get involved in controversy.

I don’t think I would get as mad,

But it really pissed me off that I couldn’t fair use the loops.

At least not on TikTok.

And I understand TikTok 

It is not their business to promote music.

Honestly?

I just wanted traffic.

I didn’t care if people copied my stuff.

50 views is moderately successful.

I stayed away from live loops, because the one time I used it there were copyright issues.

I didn’t realize the problem was so bad.

I guess people know what loose organic music is now.

I lay down a lot.

I guess you could call it meditation.

If it were legal,

And I could buy it at the convenience store,

I would smoke weed.

The county is all up in my shit.

I don’t have the freedom to do pot anymore.

Honestly?

I think you make better shit sober.

Let the people listening get high.

I am on some serious meds.

I am probably high, and don’t really know it.

I guess it could be weed or tea,

But I called it loose, like loose duty free cigarettes 

And organic, like produced simply with little effort.

I guess it could be loose cause the mix is loose.

I know how to use loops the common way,

I made it loose and organic on purpose.

It ain’t going to be no use to copyright the loops,

Because people are going to chop them up and rearrange theme.

Sounds better anyway.

The meds don’t give you a recreational high,

But apparently they can effect what you think and produce.

I could see where people would chase heat,

If that is a real thing.

I don’t know.

I am ready for the next thing,

And it is already there.

I avoided it because of copyright issues,

But I didn’t know it would sound that much better.

I can doctor the loops.

It is no big deal.

Just don’t post to TikTok.

Man here installing the carpet and I feel guilty.

That album was mathematical anyway.

I don’t know if it is going to work with the others.

I am going to have to find something else to do.

Being obsessed probably kept me out of trouble.

I can’t be mad at Apple.

The iPad has made an enormous difference in my life.

I am happy that I am able to create anything.

There are things I would say,

But in the end, God doesn’t need me.

I have heard people say that once they acknowledged they were gay,

And stopped fighting it, They were much happier.

I am not going to argue with them and say I am right and they are wrong.

My fantasy world is all screwed up,

And there may be some things queer about me,

But I cannot force myself to fantasize about men.

We are a crop

The farmers have sprayed chemicals on us to make us that way.

I have heard it before.

That is the second time I have used that loop.

I have waited my whole life to be able to do stuff like this.

We never had anything.

And even if we did it was never going anywhere.

It was just some childhood fantasy.

We can’t agree on simple shit.

I don’t want people to be in my way because they think they might spoil something.

I think lead played a role,

And even if I could go back,

I can’t fix that.

Nasty Pop

People chose Barabbas 

It is a human fault.

I was centered around A and skipping the 2nd and 6th

Not knowing what I was doing.

I have resigned myself.

I don’t miss people much anymore.

I am not trying to get people to taste raspberries.

I make it first for me.

I am literally jamming.

I don’t know.

I am experimenting with X-rays.

Side b didn’t go over so well,

But I learned some stuff.

I still like Meat Paradox the best.

I thought it might sound better with a long attack,

So I just flipped it.

I like m4a because it comes with the cover photo.

I don’t know why they stopped listing Opaque Burger,

I had a good thing going.

I wish they would bring it back.

I guess it threatened the centralized order.

I don’t know.

Peers become hubs, and it disrupts everything.

I don’t know.

They keep trying to clear me,

And I keep stopping up.

There is some type of energy that flows through me

There is no need to be upset about it.

I try to hold back.

I try to be normal.

People get upset.

Think I am trying to skate.

Think I am not doing my best.

We really don’t know,

But let’s just say Satan picks on people,

Based on their name, birthday, family, or birthplace.

That’s all we can really say.

In a perfect world I guess it wouldn’t matter,

But it seems to matter to somebody.

There is no place for magic.

It is troublesome.

It is like the psychiatrists say

They know it when they see it,

Or hear it I guess.

It is difficult to have traffic in a sustained way.

I guess babies are worth more than men are.

Like I said, in a perfect world it wouldn’t matter.

Satan is tying a knot and blaming it on me,

It ain’t my fault,

I ain’t the fix of this shit.

What is organic paranoia?

25 years?

Yeah I guess something is wrong with me.

I can imagine as a kid what I would think.

It just ain’t happening I guess.

You can’t have everything.

Force me to act out

It just ain’t happening 

Asexuality is a real thing.

And conversion therapy doesn’t work on us either.

Is Neil making fun of me,

Or is he sending me a message.

I wish things could be out in the open.

I don’t understand how people function this way.

I am fruitful.

I do multiply.

According to the many worlds interpretation,

Every time I choose  y over z I have split the world in two.

I believe if we could harness the power of this thing,

We wouldn’t have wars anymore.

I guess if someone wants a war you can’t stop them.

It is sad for us to have a war now.

We are almost at the place where it is unnecessary.

What are they trying to accomplish?

Why won’t they stop?

Downloads are important.

They are probably more important than the charts.

I don’t think Frank would have liked me very much.

The thunder made me paranoid and think big.

I guess I share characteristics with bad people.

Instead of spending all day on TikTok, I create something.

It is not such a bad thing.

It is more interesting when it is almost symmetrical.

Safari seems to do psychosisb better.

I don’t know.

If this happened every day for a month,

Maybe they would do something.

I am not giving TikTok my best shit anymore 

People reverse engineer my shit and claim copyright

I don’t understand how they can do that 

I have as much right to use an apple loop as anyone else

Even if someone is already using it

Maybe you could use my mandalas for trauma victims.

I have made the mandalas available at Opaque Burger.

Somebody Is going to need this stuff someday

I guess it ain’t happening.

Well it gives me something to do.

I don’t know why they would bother listing it if it only had one view.

I have either crashed Typito or they don't want to be associated with me.

If YouTube gave me a few dozen views I would give them more stuff,

Stuff shows up on Bing,

What is the deal?

I guess they think I might flip out.

I am not happy with heavy vinyl.

I haven’t had one that didn’t have a nasty pop in it somewhere.

Confusion Therapy

Happy birthday Boston 

It is not so much feet of clay,

As it is one person.

I think you can be 10000 dollars in debt,

And regret things you didn’t buy.

Failure of Sputnik V has left them in a desperate helpless situation,

Sanctions are only going to make the situation worse

Love your enemy

Putin needs to go

Ukraine went against Sputnik V

I don’t know if it is a Black Death situation 

But I think it is pretty bad.

I am hoping for some abatement 

Maybe someone will listen, I don’t know.

Some voice in my head said OMDB

I don’t know.

I am convinced there is a Sputnik V factor in all of this.

Let us be clear 

Purification is Armageddon.

Putin is welcoming Armageddon 

I think he is going to kill hundreds of thousands before we feel the need to escalate 

I miss the movie store.

I used to watch two or three movies a week.

Sometimes 

There is a place where I never came home

That this place is actually thousands of years in the future 

And Sean Penn talks about feminization of men

I am glad slim fast works for you 

May those who continue to wage war against children and civilians,

Face immediate personal consequences 

What is herd complacency?

I think people look towards me.

If it is of no consequence

Maybe they won’t look towards me anymore.

If it caught on everyone would do it.

They want things somewhat centralized.

I breathe by the grace of God.

I can’t stop Sandy Hook from happening again,

Ultimately the only thing that is going to stop this is instant karma.

Few, if any, of us are ready to live in the presence of the lord 24/7.

This guy is killing hundreds of thousands,

And the state is sitting on me.

It is either psychosis b or mess with the money

A few hundred is pretty good 

Considering I am a moron trying to make art.

All schizophrenics have things about their name or birthday,

But you couldn’t come up with better if you were writing a book.

This thing is going to go humanitarian.

The west is going to be forced into action.

When is it attention seeking and counterproductive?

You can tell it a minor,

But if you really want a minor,

You have to go into editing and delete shit.

I had it upside down again 

Now everyone is going to expect that every time