Hoo Wah Hoo

Nowadays it isn’t enough to protest once or twice.

You need to live a life of protest.

And even then the line is long waiting for you to drop out,

And take your place.

Fall afoul and see what your opinion is.

Their own arrogance that it was never going to happen,

Is what brought it about.

I think they doubled down on a perjury trap that didn’t materialize.

It is more than equation that can not be solved 

It implies all of our equations are humanistic.

Tone tone semitone tone tone tone semitone 

I like the idea that it is local and fresh,

But I can’t drink Budweiser 

Gives me a headache.

Is it just me,

Or does it go through the hoop faster than it used to

Would you want to work with someone like me?

People expect me to turn green.

 

I need to be careful 

I have severe paranoia

I need to draw lines

I don’t want to be the Bjork creep

thank you for life

Telling me to wake up

hoo wah

It’s not supposed to be about inflating ticket prices to launder money

It is supposed to be about encouraging people an making them feel connected 

I didn’t take a lot of time on it

My battery was almost dead

I felt the need to create something 

I just threw something together 

I knew it was going to say something 

But I had no control over what it said

Has it gotten to the point

That if it’s not four on the floor

It’s not music?

I consider they are afraid of me

Like I am Frankenstein’s monster

Like I am iron man

And I am going to turn on everybody 

I feel obligated to hold the center 

They comfort themselves by feeling they have no choice 

I appear quite willing to have people walk all over me.

There is still going to be a ghost in the machine,

Whether it is made in China or not

Capitalism has cost us $60,000 dollars a person

We have fiat capitalism, and it’s doomed to failure.

I am against the idea that capitalism is free

Is is not

It has no priority other than profits

Politics is about what we want to ignore 

It is not about what you support 

It is about what you want to ignore

erhu redone

Ageless Wobble

This is what happens when you watch too much Ancient Aliens

Revelation is there to protect you from this stuff

The idea was people would mark it up and pass it around 

Single notes do sound a little harsh

I could be a priest 

I wouldn’t hurt the kids

It is like a game of free cell they can’t let go of

They are determined to solve it

They are so determined everything is solvable,

They are ruining my life.

I wish it was a hand of free cell,

Then we could prove it unsolvable,

And that would be the end of it.

Just because you can’t be beat,

Doesn’t mean you are unavoidable 

 

agile acid

 

do you fit the bill

 

afghanbd2

I had my love affair with socialism 

If you discovered zero how would you explain it to people?

Would everyone want you to?

 

Let someone talk long enough 

And they will contradict themselves 

 

ageless wobble

What can I say?

I like Kitaro.

Dried Apricots

You should have seen what Evergreen Cemetery looked like 30 years ago.

We may lose the southwest to Aztlan

Some want to see a graceful decline of America

Agendas need to be made plain

America is a social, political, economic and environmental failure?

A racist and homophobic hoard is standing in the way of global socialism?

IfllI wish I didn't have thoughts like this.

Forgive me, there are people who feel that way

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I have been trying for years to figure out how to do that
Every since they took Opaque Burger down.
What I really want is to share my GarageBand projects
Let me know if it works or not.

I want people to be able to easily listen to my improvisations as loops.
Things don’t seem to be set up to do that.

They are not songs.
They are improvisations.
They are never going to be played on the radio.
I am never going to perform them to an audience.
They are not structured as a song.
They are for meditation and relaxation,
And meant to be played as loops.

I would not be surprised if people were using them already.

Call it farm use.

Things would be better in the workplace,
If people did not live paycheck to paycheck.
If there was guarantees

People don’t want to quit because they can’t afford it,
And businesses don’t want to fire people,
For financial or liability
So they harass you till you quit

It is considered ok if you are a poor employee,
But it is not

The idea that you can make someone a “team player “
Through harassment is just plain wrong.

The way I remember it
Mom and dad were arguing about it
And I said if people were going to argue about it
I was not going to play anymore.

I think I could contribute as part of a team.

They have better commercials than the hyper bucket.

I didn’t know he had been attacked by an ostrich.

I like dried apricots 

And I wouldn’t want to be a rockstar anyway.

Couldn’t handle it.

Hyper Bucket

When it comes to repetition

Study those that get away with it

Learn intervals and tones

Learn your keyboards and frets

Find an apple loop that sounds good,

And use a quarter of it

Tap something out monotone

And paint it

You can't get muscle memory from osmosis 

It is amazing I can even live on this planet

I think the music is negative and stale

It is very easy to cut and paste in GarageBand

It effectively quantifizes everything

Makes it very easy, forgiving, and productive

Apple has been waiting for me to GarageBand since the 00's

I am sorry it took so long

I can't be anything

They have built a little Idaho just for me.

I just rot here and know never to do this again

I am not into sex puzzles

I know why they do 15 bars now.

Should I keep making my loops?

Why did I become a pet project to begin with?

Paranoia and vanity are not the same thing.

Trying to cure me of narcissism I guess.

Sooner or later you are going to smoke that last cigarette.

If you ain't ready for it, you ain't ready to quit.

It is addictive predatory behavior I tell you

It is wrong 

Everyone is strung out on lead

It is not supposed to be this way

It is prophylaxis 

This is what happens 

All it takes is one person.

And they don't even have to be memorable.

You cant have everything.

I feel a need to differentiate.

Do you think things would have gotten this far

If I was trying to pull a scam?

I feel like you want me to die.

I did sorrow 

I did dementia 

I did joy

I did regret

Self important ugliness 

Computers can be sensitive to sub space communication?

It has been put to me as well

I don't think Russia got Trump elected

I have tackled a lot of things

That in some cases have been fueled by the medications 

They didn't promote me to higher math

Because I wouldn't do my homework 

I would not do homework or papers

And I would get away with it

Something needed to be left undone 

I have given up on some things

But I ain't going to just sit here and rot

I am going to make the best of it

And I may forgive 

But I ain't going to forget a damn thing

It is a similar method I guess.

I didn't know she did things that way

I am sitting on the edge of a superstitious nightmare.

Create more

Time

Effort

And

Money

I love that I can pick up the iPad and go with it

It doesn't mind if you ain't picked it up in a while

It doesn't get in my way setting things up or fixing it

Finally getting it to work and not knowing what you did

By the time it works you don't feel like it anymore 

GarageBand is far more forgiving than the actual instruments 

Yet it is still powerful 

I would say pianos were probably considered cheating too

I have been looking for that sound for a decade

One of Ken's tenants played guitar over one of my loops,

And I have been trying to capture that ever since.

At first I thought it was a recording issue

But when it came clear I would have to do the guitar myself,

I drew inspiration from Neil Young 

People couldn't use my loops

Because they weren't a standard tempo

Or a standard key

I don't consider 

Anyone regrets as a life choice 

Attending a service academy 

Different things are happening to me,

Because the rules are changing 

It is about the paint they say

You have to start somewhere 

I feel for those who struggle 

It is just not something I struggle with 

It happens 

People forget 

And then it happens again

It is still bizarre 

Even if Apple did do it.

They have been trying to get people to use computers this way

Since the eighties 

They must not like the old fat me.

They think I am a deep state mule.

If it ain't happening in the first 15 minutes 

I save it and move on

Come back to it later 

I have always failed in some severe way

So dense that the horizon is actually smaller?

The event field is some sort of conglomeration 

Of the akashic record and the Higgs field 

Consume and destroy less

Somebody created the blues

And nobody knows who

Is there going to be a place for an octogenarian?

I am human 

I wouldn't mind a paycheck 

But I ain't selling my soul over a paycheck 

I agree

It is sad

The adolescence of the whole thing is ending 

Arbitrary Rabbits

Having your own email

And having your own email server

Are not the same thing

You can go to gmail and have an email address.

Whereas If you have your own server

You may have a hard drive to bleach or smash

Just another John Wayne I guess

Run of the mill Beatle issues 

I am the village idiot 

I say stuff other people can't say

Thank Jesus for bringing people to my blog.

Sometimes the best way to learn

Is to find it for yourself

How can you stop making sedans?

What are first time car buyers going to buy?

Find a hot spot and then rub it.

I thought if I was in a relationship the shit would stop.

THEY STILL DONT FRIGGEN GET IT!
I VOTED DEMOCRATIC BECAUSE YOU ASKED ME TOO!
friggen morons
you pigeon hole people and take them for granted
I will remember this

Reality is the consequence of doing It wrong.

I was talking about the math

They have spent their life savings and 

And migrated thousands of miles

How can we turn them away?

I think they have done away with it

And I really like it

The net should be a peer to peer free for all

I remember what happened last time I prayed that.

I find myself thinking there is something I can say

Something I can do

And it just haunts me

And it won't go away

She looks like the come find me girl.

You can't force someone to be happy

If they ain't buying it

I find myself knowing stuff I can't account for.

The luxury of an accident

I like that Shania Twain video 

I wish someone felt that way about me.

You have a mandate.

Please do something about mesoamerica.

it is difficult to have blue waves
when we have these 80%  districts.

If you are looking for one that is different,

Don't waste your time.

according to the Washington Post
These were the battleground districts for this election

would you buy that network?

I object to people being modeled like the weather.

Uncertainty is bad for the economy 

But that doesn't mean modeling the electorate is innocuous.

Because I thought I had a future

If you use a word that is on the fringe of your vocabulary like that,

It means someone is reading.

You cannot have democracy without grace.

Without grace there is no democracy.

I am still trying to answer shit that happened 30 years ago 

Why you trying to work on me?

We ain't got forever.

I am the way my family brought me to be,

That ain't right?

I am sorry if you had an accident,

You shouldn't be doing that shit to begin with.

I don't know where you get your information from,

But you act like we have lifetimes to get it right

And I don't think we do.

I have to talk.

There are too many going through this

That don't have the luxury of an accident 

Professor Hawking used to make that hole sign.

It is some inside joke.

I don't think it was a racist thing.

Some kind of where's Waldo 

I have never had much luck with upgradable 

You can't change what generation something is

Maybe Astra Zeneca can help

 

 

Marching On Air

What is eureka displacement?

It feels better in the bath tub.

You ain't making no sense either 

It is like you are dangerous.

It is like you are going to get in trouble if you ain't gay

You have to be careful.

Some people will bring a stranger to a party 

Just to see him get beat up.

It is difficult to beach yourself,

When the medication has you marching on air.

Adopted children are more likely than biological children to have special health care needs, current moderate or severe health problems, learning disability, developmental delay or physical impairment, and other mental health difficulties.

I had the bends to begin with,

But I asked God to take it away from me

Restraint is a disease.

Capitalism works?

Slavery worked too.

It is our hemisphere.

We need to do a better job.

Take it to the fire station 

I was disturbed in my sleep screaming the N word.

I am sorry if anyone heard that.

I don't know why that happened.

I have read the Bible.

I see where God gave us the law

I see where God gave us prophets 

I see where God gave us a king

I see where God gave us his son 

Where does God give us the right to vote?

People are knee deep in it

Before they even know what it is about.

And it is intentionally designed that way.

It is an opinion 

Many people feel that way

I feel people are being damaged by the political process
and they have the right not to vote

its sold as being innocuous
and its not

There is a lot of stuff that way

It ain't the 90's

This shit has been dealt with

Move on

Politics has a need to infect everybody.

You can't force people to carry

That's a right people fought for 

Some people are in it

Just to see what they can make you do

I need more than a sky is falling argument

Hopiland will take you if you walk there

I might make it to Petersburg.

Could you make it to Petersburg?

The Principal Reaction

VB

What is the principal reaction?

I was hissed at because my t shirt looked like it said "virgin".

I was put forth as an example of what not to be in the whole triangle.

People get drunk

They fuck

What planet do these people live on?

It is like visiting Sodom and Gomorrah 

And bitching about your holiday 

They wouldn't give him any trouble if he was 10 years older

What are women typically delusional about?

Don't like being called delusional?

Welcome to the club.

They don't have any hesitation calling men delusional.

Have you seen what is on YouTube lately?

It would take a whole cultural do over to fix this shit.

That shit makes Madonna look like Madonna.

It ain't happening in a vacuum okay?

How are we supposed to fix it

When we can't even have an honest discussion about it?

I think women have a broader scope than men do.

I think it's entirely possible its left of center,

And he has no recollection of it.

People are going to have to sign a release 

Before going to a party

They think you don't like girls

They think you don't want it

They think something is wrong with you 

There were people there

Paranoia is not vanity

Has anyone else claimed to have caused it?

Would you rather it be someone else?

It is a chair somebody must sit in.

You can't just be normal.

Normal is something that happens to you

And there is no consensus 

If it's a good thing or not

Some embrace it

Some avoid it

I sense it's there but don't really know what it is

People lose their soul as a manner of course 

I am trying to be nice 

But that's what I get out of it

Tormented Pedestrian

I told my father back during the George W. Bush admin

That I suspected foreign powers may take my work seriously 

I am labeled schizophrenic 

Who else was I supposed to tell?

I feel the democrats want America to gracefully decline.

It must feel really good.

I would have to let go of everything I am

And I can't do that

I believe in what I believe in

If you had it your way

I wouldn't be me anymore 

I could make pigs fly and nothing would come of it.

this is for millennials
back in the 90's there was this game called seventh guest
it was some sort of trap and people were getting caught in the game
it was treated as a big joke
I can see how people don't like president trump
but a lot of us are still pissed off about it.

I expected different results.

Was I tagged for being insane?

Or am I insane from being tagged?

Money is redemption in America.

there are people in this world who are different
it would be nice if we didnt have to make exceptions for these people.
but sometimes trying to fix it will only make it worse

It is primal

I just don't have the relationship with pleasure 

I am supposed to have

I would have to lose myself to change it

I wouldn't even know how to begin to feel

The way I am supposed to feel

They must have a lot of boats,

And they don't care about this one.

You have access to all my records 

Sue somebody tt

There are plenty of people 

Who probably think their disability check

Is a royalty check

It was romantic hazing

I was angry at women

I took it the wrong way

I can't fix it

Autistic enough to not fit in,

Normal enough for it to be my fault.

People cannot accept the reality of it.

There has to be some sinister foul agenda on my part.

They are sinister and foul themselves 

And they make themselves feel better

Thinking everyone is that way

Or should be

As a phenomenon 

Just because it only need happen once

Doesn't mean it is going to stop happening