Choral Hydrate

Everyone launders 

You don’t get paid if you don’t.

COVID is going to be with us.

Every time you get a dry cough you are going to be worried about it.

Come clean 

Don’t wait till the stones start falling.

My story is my story.

Don’t concern yourself about it.

I like reading the captions.

I don’t know what it does for me.

It is a concept.

It is struggling like any other concept.

It doesn’t want to die.

Remembered, not forgotten.

Computers are bad.

If you are using a computer, it is a bad thing.

Who are the mentally ill going to be?

There are shocking revelations to be had,

That aren’t foolish or crazy.

Tried to sink me like the Liberty.

Is there a difference between contradiction and hypocrisy?

I guess the pressure was to find illegitimate actors,

And I got caught in the mix

My family got caught in the mix

Let him reveal whatever the heck he knows,

And let’s get past it.

If the kids don’t buy it, Walmart doesn’t sell it.

Angry people upset the world is not about them anymore,

That they have been duped.

I am worried if we don’t respond,

It’s going to come back even stronger.

What if Abbie Hoffman had done it?

Radio is weak.

I ain’t getting nothing from the radio anymore.

It is not just our distribution networks anymore.

Things that have worked well for decades are failing.

I think we went headlong into this “brave new world”

And never really thought it through.

I would be the next one,

And he is clearly better at it than I am.

I might infer very well,

But it is still an inference.

I just wanted a good experience.

I didn’t mean to be angry at you.

It would hurt me deeply if anyone had ptsd over me.

I stopped watching Fox News in August.

I felt they were scaring people.

News outlets have become the place where you build your demographic.

It’s not about news anymore.

People spend hundreds of dollars,

And all they do is Twitter and Fox News.

They pay to program themselves.

They think their country is being stolen,

When it is their soul.

It is sad.

Phobic 

There is so much more technology could be 

CNN actually covered the conventions compared to the other two,

And dad seems to like CNN,

I felt I needed to pick one.

So I did.

The news cycle isn’t driven by votes.

It is driven by advertising.

I don’t think they ever really considered about elections.

We spend hundreds of dollars,

And the shit has control of us,

Not the other way around.

I would like to frame it as some big patriotic decision,

But it wasn’t.

Why is this shit selling?

Why are people scared for the kids?

MTV?

X Files?

They see what was done to them.

You put yourself in

And then it turns on you.

Does she deserve her reputation?

Do I deserve mine?

I ain’t steering the boat.

Satanic Jokes are being played on everybody.

It ain’t a black white thing.

Everyone has a lens

Automobiles are a satanic joke.

The space shuttle is a satanic joke.

America is a satanic joke.

That is my lens.

I can’t come up with anything original.

I ain’t going to be stupid over you forever.

When is the ball in your court?

I don’t hold the green light for autocracy.

That is what happens in deep space.

Do we really need to see babies in a delivery commercial?

What is the first word you think of?

I don’t want to cause a riot,

And I don’t really know that much about it.

I am not playing a chess game with you.

I am trying to be one of the good guys,

And you are not helping,

If you don’t know it’s origin,

It is probably a joke.

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Flag_of_the_British_East_India_Company_(1801).svg

By the time you get around to remembering stuff,

You have forgotten about it.

They gave me a bottle of choral hydrate.

You have two equally talented people,

And one looks the other way,

Who do you think is going to get the opportunity?

They didn’t want to give Richmond the satisfaction 

Of being the center of the controversy.

What is a navigable boom?

Origins of the American flag 

More info

And my clover stands for 4 Chan.

There is more to it than that.

There is something going on.

People are no longer going to accept dog chow.

It is falling apart, and it is worried how to frame it.

I say it’s not about 4 Chan,

You may say it obviously is,

And we could argue till we are blue.

But it isn’t going to change anything.

Take control of what you listen to.

It would be better for everyone if I could get my head above water.

What is going to happen post Q?

Nobody is going to have the same forum again.

It must benefit them in some way.

I would not be surprised.

You see stuff on tv

And then you can’t find it anymore 

And you are called delusional 

I need to have something available in the usual outlets.

Stuff needs to change 

I can serve you 100 mb in 3seconds

It could take all day to dig through what you can download in 3 seconds.

https://www.icloud.com/iclouddrive/0V89C_n5gtaCL1CUs_CuvAroA#opaque_burger

Seems to do better in safari 

i cant guarantee that google hack is going to last forever

Thousands of artists that can’t get in front of anybody without putting up a fortune.

People like to dig and find stuff.

https://instagram.com/holo.goose?igshid=obr7eio6rfe8

I’m sorry it doesn’t look like google wants to play.

I am not happy with it, I think it’s hard to find.

You have to jump through 3 or 4 hoops but you can get it unto ipad

It is not easy.  I am not happy with it.  Maybe it works better in android.

I have a 10 dollar computer that I touch once or twice a month because iPad doesn’t do what it should.

I just wish I could be one or two clicks away like everybody else

The Big Omission

I didn’t understand I was hurting people.

It wasn’t the biggest issue in my life.

People sitting on money, or power,

And not using it,

Is unnerving to some.

All the progressions you may come up with yourself,

Are probably already out there anyway.

I don’t know everything 

All I know is paying attention to chords and progressions

Makes things easier to listen to

What are they going to do?

Put 70 million people on Zyprexa

People understand what power they have.

They know what to do.

We are still going to have a lot of motivated angry people.

What is media derangement syndrome?

I would not be surprised 

If 30 or40 million people ended up on medication.

A lot of people are going to have a problem.

I don’t know how to set that stuff up.

I know what I know.

It isn’t worth the headache.

I barely know how to use a cell phone.j

Can the system handle 20 or 30 million deranged people?

C major pentatonic scale: C - D - E - G - A

F major pentatonic scale: F - G - A - C - D

A minor pentatonic scale: A - C - D - E - G

E minor pentatonic scale: E - G - A - B - D

https://autochords.com/

Use edit, give it a haircut.

Nobody knows if or how we are going to get paid.

Nor do they know what to call us.

But that shouldn’t stop us.

I am in a situation where my immediate needs are met

You don’t need to steal from me.

It is really easy.

Give yourself some time.

There are people who can’t do radio.

There are people who can’t do broadcast television.

If you can’t do Facebook.

If you can’t do Fox News.

Then don’t do it.

There is concern about Marxism and socialism,

And I can’t say it is wrong.

Be weary about people who hide themselves behind a banner,

And claim they care about you.

This came up  – Isaiah 26:20

I said I wouldn’t be surprised if he was impeached 2 or 3 times.

I also said if he kept going,

He would be denied public office.

I don’t like predicting the end of the world,

But it came up and I felt he wanted me to say it.

Because you are inevitably wrong,

And that is all people will remember.

I didn’t know

http://technovelgy.com/ct/content.asp?Bnum=126

No wonder people think I am a robot 

The Androids are the meat

Does it make you feel better for yourself,

That at least you ain’t a replicant?

That is a recipe for Auschwitz.

Would you trust that person with your family?

It is a high threshold unfortunately.

There is something going on with men?

I am sorry that my dad had to see this.

He devoted his whole life to service of his country.

Norman Rockwell and Walton’s mountain.

I guess you could consider him a Reagan Democrat,

But I have never known how he actually votes

I told them I needed to be in the economy.

They think I am Drew Bledsoe

How do I vote for Trump?

Dad never said anything political to me about anybody.

Shit happens

You know?

She thinks I am taking her rights away.

How do you handle almost?

There is obviously something there.

Far more real than Roswell.

I can say first hand reverse speech is real.

I can say first hand magic squares are real.

I am fairly confident that satanism and child trafficking take place.

I can’t say a pizza parlor is a front for that activity.

Who else are you doing to hear it from?

That speaks volumes right there.

From what I have seen,

Most would say do no harm,

And that people are just another animal,

And that stupidity should be painful.

It is felt that Satan doesn’t lie

That he keeps his promises 

That whatever happens to you, you have done to yourself.

I would be concerned about people that don’t contradict themselves.

You don’t do that when you are about winning a game.

I was nervous when he gave me that verse too.

Maybe someone knows something I don’t.

I spent years in a chat room with those people.

They inflated my ego to think yzax was some big scientific discovery.

I think saturation is a real thing,

I am just not going to get a Nobel prize over it.

I am some janitor that got lucky.

People like to dig.

People like rabbit holes.

How did they get removed?

Did they just walk away?

You want to bitch about satanists now?

Where were you 25 years ago?

I waved a red flag, and nobody gave a shit.

People could distribute without the usual channels.

What is The Big Omission?

Talking to a Dead Fish

If you don't die well 

It can send ripple effects

Down your whole life

It doesn’t do well for people to think they are being punished for days on end.

America spent ten years and 12 million dollars developing a pen that would work in space,

When Russia just used pencils.

Millions didn’t sound big enough.

I think they were both positioned.

Frames drag

Pressure builds 

And somewhere it slips

Was there involvement

Or did it just happen that way?

Whale noises van allen belt

Like eating cookie dough 

Boost your oximetry with folate?

I put myself in the electorate,

And President Trump did not win.

Maybe next time.

Don’t get me involved in this.

It is not mine to win or lose.

What is the alternative?

What are we going to have a war every four years?

Everyone has things they understand,

That no one else seems to appreciate.

More a description, than a solution.

I am wondering if it is therapeutic.

https://www.nm.org/about-us/northwestern-medicine-newsroom/nm-news-blog/power-of-music-to-cope-with-covid-19

I used background humm

Hocus pocus less in focus.

There is a whole industry of tones that aren’t helping people.

I don’t know

If I get cocky this thing is going to kill me.

Use something topical and resist the urge to scratch 

What if I really did reach thousands of people?

What would she do?

I am watching my oxygen levels,

And I am trying not to start coughing.

This thing gets you to hack when you don’t need to.

We need to bring England into the fold.

If she goes down, we go down.

I don’t like giving advice because I am not a doctor,

But this is simple stuff.

Wearing a mask, even at home, may help you keep moisture.

Every day you can avoid hacking,

Is a day in your favor.

People are afraid of getting sued if stuff doesn’t work.

Everyone needs to be treated like they have reached 10000 people.

We are treating people like it is the 80’s

And it is not.

An enormous amount of time and energy is being spent.

We need to accept that the world has changed.

The individual is no longer the individual we accept individuals are.

We reach more people 

Bottom line.

Wes told me to take vitamins.

This thing makes you hack when you don’t need to,

And you need to be ready for it.

You don’t have to like me.

I am not asking to be liked.

I don’t know

I have been dealing with congestion I can’t clear for years now.

I have never been able to bring mucus all the way up anyway.

People think they know schizophrenia 

Americans are learning the wrong lessons,

And they run into trouble if they try to do the right things.

What the use is technology,

If there ain’t no content?

Everyone is at war if there ain’t no content.

Is it content or conflict?

A Recipe For Ketchup

It is passive dissonance 

I am not here to change the definition,

Of what is in key and what is not.

It is my ears and they are a part of what is me.

It has moments when it’s really out of it.

I can compare one to another.

It is the third or fourth that gets me.

Can chemical imbalances be temporary?

When do the training wheels come off?

If you don’t think you can stop,

Well that is something different altogether.

More akin to being overweight than out of balance.

That is what the tea leaves said, I am sorry.

I guess cease and desist doesn’t mean anything to Trump.

They were playing “Fortunate Son” when they were asked not to

See your trusted professional 

Why does bing think I am in Seattle?

They wanted a platform where they could hold someone accountable.

The borg have a more perfect union too.

https://trumpstitution.tumblr.com/

She would have found a reason for me to be inadequate.

Why did Virginia seem to handle the vote so well?

I don’t know enough about music for me to claim jazz.

Choose an outlet and stick with it.

They are having a standoff.

Congratulations President elect Joe Biden

And Vice President elect Kamala Harris

He is going to end up being banned from public service 

There are better ways for rural America to express misgivings.

I like it when she says always 

People are fickle.

You need to find trust in God.

You should not take public office

If you’re afraid to lose.

Psychiatry is going to have a major power grab.

It is going to affect everybody.

https://www.history.com/news/jfk-assassination-documents-declassified-release

They are probably burning 15 dollars worth of gas just waiting in line.

Gas ain’t free.

They gotta pay for that too.

You shouldn’t put a lot of expectation on one individual.

They are bound to disappoint.

Dissonance is not fraud.

The last thing Republicans need right now is to completely fail on COVID-19 

America will survive partisan politics 

I think people voted on who we could survive.

People realize this Democratic Party is in bed with Marxists

But they didn’t think we could survive President Trump.

They cognitive dissonance shows that.

They ain’t about control,

They know one world government won’t work.

They are trying to find someone.

We can have years of peace

Or we can have months of absolute hell

It is your decision 

You only have a few hours to savor it.

It is your decision 

You can win this thing

But it will only last an hour or two

I dream about it all the time

It doesn’t just hand over like that,

It takes years of preparation.

You don’t want to get into a decision derby

Even if he runs again 

It won’t be the same opportunity 

I love my iPad.

I wish I had this 30 years ago.

Forgive me

I am sorry

I was wrong

I am wrong

Don’t miss me

Don’t miss me

When I am gone

I don’t think they appreciate efficacy when it comes to mental health.

They think if it keeps you out of the hospital, it is good to go.

I don’t know if they appreciate magic as a real thing or not.

I just wanted a good experience.

I really didn’t care who it was with.

They have us listed like a recipe for ketchup 

The Meat Paradox

Conspiracy zero

Because it is the right thing to do

I can’t speak that way, it is wrong.

Sometimes I get up on the soap box,

And start preaching to everybody.

That is wrong.

I shouldn’t do that.

I don’t know as God wants to take the game this way.

Was the fat head stuff better?

I need the iPad 

I can’t put 2 and 2 together without it.

Why did my mother have to die without family,

If nothing better came of it?

I wish the best for the president.

I hope he recovers.

https://www.worldometers.info/geography/alphabetical-list-of-countries/

It was heartbreaking.

My mother had dementia.

She had no understanding what was going on.

Her pleas still echo in my head.

If you stop watching for 24 hours,

And you still want to vote for this man,

Go ahead.

That is how I put it to myself.

I did not mean to combat anyone.

I don’t care who it is.

If they lose you for 24 hours,

They think they have lost you politically.

I guess the confusion comes from my mother.

My mother had an integrity crisis.

If someone doesn’t do well 

And they have a crisis 

It affects everyone 

A few days of dementia

Is enough to screw everything up

Opaque in the sense it is difficult or impossible to follow,

Not that it is hiding anything.

I really don’t like the name “word salad”.

Letting your sub speak is a dangerous thing.

I can’t imagine myself being farther right than my dad.

I liked it when Eddie played won’t get fooled again entirely on guitar.

It may be fake news,

But it ain’t fake votes.

Even if it is not a real choice,

It is still a decision.

Make your decision,

And wait for what God gives you.

Everyone wants instant potatoes.

Generations that have never had the real thing.

https://www.biography.com/news/gandhi-hitler-letters-world-war-ii

https://www.brainyquote.com/authors/winston-churchill-quotes_2

You can’t have faith nowadays without being accused of magical thinking.

They wrap themselves up in 19th century bullshit

Everyone knows doesn’t apply anymore 

And think they are being radical.

It is like the FDA

It takes ten years for a device to be approved 

What’s in use today

Is at least 5 generations old

You don’t have an opinion unless it has been approved.

Just because they are legitimate voters,

Doesn’t mean they ain’t fracking.

It seems to me you would change your opinion 

Before you started fracking

Let’s bring in new blood, and do what we want.

We don’t want to answer to the people.

Let us get new people.

40 percent of America has nothing of value to say.

They are creepy old records.

We need civil conversation 

In my opinion,

It doesn’t become paranoia until you feel threatened or persecuted.

For me

I am the type of person 

That is just the way things are.

I don’t know any different.

I have no experience to compare it to.

It has always been this way.

I’m frantically trying to lose.

They said I shouldn’t have this authority,

That I wasn’t elected.

Find something that relaxes you

Slows your breathing 

Slows your heart rate

If you cannot calm yourself down,

How are you going to calm other people?

I don’t know.

They think Jesus is coming.

There has been people like me before.

We just have the internet now.

I remember who I was 35 years ago.

I certainly don’t wish to become a permanent fixture 

Of the Republican Party.

https://www.startribune.com/can-democracy-survive-the-internet/572541651/

Reverse speech is real

Sex magic is real

Satanism is real

All evangelicals are idiots?

Proof is the pudding.

I don’t know the answer 

I only know what has worked for me.

I seem to be in some sort of survival mode.

Beat Trump

The laws are there,

But the universe itself didn’t happen.

You don’t get to this place by listening to pundits.

https://news.yahoo.com/studies-suggest-sharp-drop-covid-134442854.html

It has become a skill set, like karate.

You cannot be afraid of ugly shit.

I don’t think they have skills to deal with asexuals.

They don’t even think it is a real thing.

It’s not a role that I could fill to begin with.

I hear it, I just cannot seem to find it.

I guess it has a dissonance they don’t like

Africa From Space

Sometimes I work two hours on something 

That sounded better in the first 15 minutes 

Nobody is going to be a police officer anymore.

We are going to have to draft people 

I fear it is going to become a federal responsibility 

And people are going to get drafted

I hear that we need leadership,

I hear that there is systemic racism,

But what is the president’s role in a solution?

There are no clear lines like there were in the 1860’s

I fear an increase in federal authority 

A power grab that isn’t going to help anyone.

What is America going to look like after things get done?

I told them to go south

I told them don’t stop

That change would require a life of protest 

Let’s be real

It might be put off another 4 years

But short of an apocalypse 

It’s the black community that is going to determine what America is going to become 

There are plenty out there,

Who would welcomingly court the apocalypse 

Russia is white

They would rather give it all to Russia I guess.

Rather that than pay reparations 

I don’t know what makes me think these things.

Milk us to death and leave us with a dead cow.

Nobody listens to me,

I have been canceled since the 80’s

Don’t mind me,

I am just the tooth fairy.

I ain’t crazy about President Trump,

But I am supposed to believe 

MSNBC is better than FOX News?

CNN did a better job with the conventions than the other two.

More convention and less commentary.

Some have a heart,

But they seem overly concerned about a Pulitzer 

Are you going to work together as a team,

Or are you going to throw people under the bus?

They lied about the hantavirus.

What would have happened if that had gone the wrong way?

There is a lot of esoteric stuff in psychiatry,

The whole discipline depends on secrets.

You don’t solve things by using big words.

When it comes to human behavior,

Give us one word we have found a solution for.

There is no solution.

It cannot be fixed.

We are stuck with it.

Our ability to name things,

Out paces our ability to solve them.

Once you hear one thing,

It is hard to hear anything else.

I dream about Biloxi all the time.

It is one of the top 3 things I dream about.

It has been different,

But I don’t think osmosis is any easier.

It is a dark age way to do things I guess.

I dream about having another year,

But it never does any good.

I would think people would be happy for me,

But somehow it is an affront 

I slowed something down,

And it just sort of fell in my lap.

If you get stuck by lightning,

Do you blame the lightning?

Can you go without television for 24 hours?

She was playing golf.

She knew what the hazards were.

He doesn’t want to hear me cry anymore 

Some type of hysteria is going on.

I wish I could sue the Boy Scouts.

I guess I had some walk on part in a nuclear holocaust.

I don’t understand how that is a bad thing.

I may be able to walk people through a Holocaust,

But I can’t solve everything.

I guess voter fraud is only real in Georgia.

I watched a whole documentary about it.

I think it was PBS.

I consider people think

That because nothing happened 

No work went into it.

You have nothing to contrast.

It is known what you believe.

You are blueprinted.

It is ok

That is the way America works.

Your opinions were known 30 years ago

You mean to tell me,

There are no futurists at the pentagon?

It is very difficult to be original anymore.

He really did something.

The aliens had to give us a plague to get rid of him.

His privilege attracts people.

I think people failed to understand 

How attractive privilege can be.

I have been trying to be a redneck my whole life.

Ghandi is a joke to these people.

Nobody failed me.

It is this postmodern world we are living in.

What is new doesn’t work.

The scientific method,

Is just another modernist tool that doesn’t work.

There was supposed to be a utopia,

And it didn’t happen.

Why does it get to happen now?

It has failed.

All this 19th century good ideal stuff simply does not work.

Why should we keep trying it?

Love is in hell.

What can you say?

If we had psychiatric care for everyone who needed it,

The system would be overwhelmed.

Everyone has their love affair with it,

But it just doesn’t work.

Honestly?

They think it hasn’t worked because America has been in the way.

America is an engine for the elite 

They want to bring down America,

So they can remake the world.

People think this socialist utopian dream is dead.

It isn’t.

 

It is hard not to be romantic about it.

http://nursing-resource.com/erik-eriksons-stages-of-psychological-development/

How many people are successful at this?

Isn’t it just personality types?

Seems judgmental to me.

Desirable traits?

Desirable to who?

I don’t want to feel like a failure when I die.

I guess I have the need to feel accomplished.

Thousands of people being sold pipe dreams.

But the real revolution is going to be in the way people learn.

It is very threatening.

There is a lot of money involved.

It’s easy to layer stuff when there’s only 3 tones

5 tones is difficult 

If people go through what I went through in 2008,

It’s going to be a rough ride.

Don’t get caught up in it.

Vote early.

I don’t know about Q

But I do believe sex magic and reverse speech are real

More Than A Choke

No attention to a key

I can’t keep track of everything I am delusional about.

Not playing enough notes to know what key it’s in.

They made some comment on msnbc I didn’t like

I am just saying,

It has become a sad state of affairs,

If this has become a blog of note.

It was a left field observation that had nothing to do with her eligibility 

The biggest obstacle to time travel,

Is that the women are always right.

Some bozo caused an accident 

And the women had to take over

They don’t know when to stop

It’s not an anti Biden thing

This is why I have thought maybe I shouldn’t vote.

you know that the MostHigh rules the kingdom of men and gives it to whom he will

http://www.jamaicaobserver.com/news/the-british-monarchy-8217-s-involvement-in-slavery-the-british-monarchy-8217-s-involvement-in-slavery_128602?profile=1096

Government certainly can’t fix the problem.

Nothing is going to work.

We are stuck with it.

Not believing makes the problem worse.

Seek

Contemplate 

Google God

We need another social welfare program 

On the backs of future generations 

That being said,

We can’t have a permanent underclass on the basis of race

I can’t look to the government to effectively change anything.

We are going to go several rounds with this

I wish I had the clarity of purpose others seem to have.

My life experiences have left me broadly disillusioned.

https://www.theaquilareport.com/marxism-postmodernism-and-critical-race-theory/

I believe there is going to be an equalizer that will stop the cycle of violence.

There is a tremendous amount of information out there,

And people are using Facebook 

It disables the air bags

And keeps you going for the show

I don’t feel fully responsible.

Kellyanne Conway was the best person President Trump had.

If no one is going to have a say, it is okay?

God forbid, I don’t belong to mtv.

When you first learn about nationalization,

You think that is what should happen,

We should support that,

But it is the atheism that doesn’t work.

People are romantic, and want it to work,

But it just doesn’t,

No matter who you blame.

Because atheism is a complete lie and they know it.

It is thought God is a homicidal maniac.

They know better than God.

https://covid19testcenterlocator.uhc.com/ctcl#/CTC-Search

If you are depending on websites to get things done, good luck.

It seems they always hang up on something.

God is real

He gets involved in personal lives.

He is not just someone you are going to be accountable to when you die

Be ready

I think he is going to be in peoples lives

And they are not going to like it.

We probably have more 80 year olds.

I hope that God will let people use it if they need it.

All the anger people had about Hinckley and Chapman got put on me.

I tried to drop it and move on but people wouldn’t let me.

I do feel I am the face of schizophrenia now.

I am all for the separation of church and state,

But God is God

And I fear he is going to be in people’s heads,

And people need to be ready for it.

I can tell you what I fear

But I am not going to make predictions 

Or try not to anyway

We have known for decades that election years are difficult 

When you find your cognac 

You don’t want anyone else to find it

The type of music you make when you are looking for something.

It got me that they drove by the guy that just killed two people.

A Chromatic Mess

They think men can only solve things with violence.

You are playing right into their psyop agenda.

They will give you everything you want,

Then they will take it all away.

It is called Pump and Dump.

They manufactured the issues 20 years ago.

It is always a scenario.

Are you ready for it?

Violence is not going to win.

It will just decide what the next scenario is going to be.

They sell sundaes in Portland too.

There are millions of people out there

Waiting for something to do

Obligated even

If there was any promise in it,

It has been worked out by now.

If the goal is for everyone to be indispensable 

We ain’t there yet.

There is going to be civil conflict 

And they are going to come to the rescue 

And put us all on medication 

Your not smart enough.

Your just one person.

It would take the second coming to stop this now.

Can the federal government build communities?

Is it the president’s job?

The presidency is not some magical office that is going to solve everything.

I sent them a letter that I was under attack.

If I say too much it won’t be there for other people.

I think there is a romantic hangover 

I ain’t messing with no one

I just want to gather myself and move on.

People ain’t ready for instant karma.

Are you ready for immediate consequences?

Things are built layer on layer,

And I consider we run the risk of exposing the magma.

It is a drop box 

It helps me cope

Burn it like a candle

A paranoid person is a paranoid person.

It doesn’t matter if it’s true or not.

If it is consuming your life,

You should seek treatment.

What about the Washington Sturgeons 

Portland needs to deal with Portland 

Chicago needs to deal with Chicago 

I can’t very well bitch about outsiders in Richmond,

Then get involved with Portland.

I gave Democrats my vote in 2018 because they said they needed it

I hadn’t voted for 20 years

What did they do with it?

They are giving me riddles to determine where my information comes from.

How do you have a discipline you can’t directly talk about?

My birth certificate is a notarized microfiche.

It probably wouldn’t be up to par.

It’s true because it makes itself true.

If you construct a law,

It is going to get tested.

Why are you here to get pissed off about it to begin with?

This is not Facebook 

This is a drop box

I put things because I am paranoid

And feel the need to talk to the television.

What is your excuse for reading it?

It is delusional.

It doesn’t matter.

I was spamming compuserve before I knew www even existed

My first windows machine did not even come with a modem

It all started with a chromatic mess.

The Equalizer

Men went off to war and never came back,

Even in a body bag,

Or if they did, lame or addicted.

They didn’t buy the farm either 

Homes were foreclosed 

Widows were evicted 

Mind you women were considered frail back then

We don’t get the story of reconstruction.

That is what my father told me.

If that is racist I guess I need to work on it.

If it is organized and shared,

It is not considered delusional.

I like the idea of beef hotdogs,

But I think the chicken and pork ones taste better.

I don’t know.

I am sure it means something.

I want people to know,

That the truth has nothing to do with it.

What is a paranova?

I feel disconnected from the sensitivities 

Of the African American community.

It just wasn’t in the front of my mind,

Like Geico or Progressive.

It is these corporations spending millions of dollars

To be at the front of your mind

That are the problem 

Bunch of screen time junkies,

Don’t even know how to make tea.

You do things for yourself,

You are involved in it

I don’t know how they stay ahead of me.

I can’t come up with anything original.

Save some of it

You may need it sometime 

The not knowing,

Combined with the not knowing,

Among the not knowing 

Really has done a number on me.

I didn’t know what the thunder was,

And, as an adopted person, my genealogy

And no one having any answers for me

If Jordy was involved in the development of warp travel,

Then where did warp travel come from?

It was an education.

I did not know black people felt that way.

We need to be mindful 

That everyone feels included 

There was something wrong with society,

That it needed ******* to begin with

I am out of touch.

I am talking about Star Trek.

If it’s about what black children see,

Then let’s do something about it.

You cite a higher power,

When the origin cannot be traced.

It happens.

You have a better name for it?

It doesn’t matter who you vote for,

The winner is going to be China.

Because China is going to benefit either way.

America is short sighted.

We think we have won the game,

But we have been played the whole time.

I think people appreciate that you say something genuine,

As opposed to just winning them over.

I felt I was loosing it,

I felt I needed to reign myself in,

I decided the ball was in her court.

I belonged to MTV.

I didn’t have a page.

MTV gets in trouble if they don’t deliver.

You don’t belong to me.

I am not going to suffer if I don’t deliver you.

Keep that in mind.

I saw it in Bpe

I saw them complaining about the Bush victory

Their indignation that the polls seemed inaccurate 

Concern about who was going to be in power

When information about the Kennedy 

Well you know

It is too deep for me to understand what side I am on

What really gets me,

Is they think they are doing a patriotic thing

I can understand how having someone have your back,

Can be a big deal right now.

I understand why we need science as a tool,

But I don’t think it answers everything.

I understand how someone that can thumb their nose,

Can be attractive.

He is above psychiatry,

And that is scary for people.

Is this going to be an issue?

The pendulum has swung way left

And there is a lot of resentment on this issue.

Are you mad at psychiatry?

Do you think Joe Biden is going to do anything?

What we are doing is wrong,

And if we don’t stop,

We are going to end up under sharia law 

The idea that the president is above psychiatry,

Is a big issue.

He is a hero for millions.

And I understand it.

Do you?

What are you going to do

If it happens again?

Which it assuredly will

You need every single person,

And is just not going to happen 

I am angry about what has happened to me.

People should be able to get help

And not be worried about how they will support themselves 

I mean

I couldn’t get help until I lost everything.ep

I guess I am not making the world safe for atheists anymore.

Atheists and people who don’t go to church or read the Bible 

Are not the same thing

Christianity is about how we treat one another.

It is not just do no harm.

It is also do to help people.

The Mayan calendar changed the western calendar 

And I think voodoo changed America too.

I love my mother.

I don’t think anyone called it right.

And I knew it all

I guess there is a difference 

Between a big old tom cat

And a dandy.

He looks like a Patrick Blaine 

They sprayed museums and galleries.

I don’t think a mob from Richmond would do that.

I am afraid some of us are being used to manufacture blind spots.

And I fear it has become cultural.

It is dangerous for me to talk about this shit

And there is nothing I can do about it.

I stitched myself to the bang.

Even if I was,

I am not someone who is delusional or doesn’t remember anymore.

God forbid there be something you don’t understand.

I don’t have to prove anything 

My objective has been met

Then let them be careful who they fuck with.

It is an equalizer 

And they don’t want that

The equalizer has been there for over 20 years!