Average Inner Blog

I would want to work, But people bully me and say it’s my fault. She is a heavy hitter they brought in, Cause I was bouncing around too much. I call it panning. There is no place in the music industry for a wanker. It happens so fast. It is hard for me to imagine it means anything. Please don’t delineate me based on what I remember and what I don’t. It seems it is really easy for me to forget things. Maybe the pictures can spread it around a bit. I feel for people who have worked there whole life to master something, And to have some interloper claim art, music, or science. I didn’t know I was going to use them to do that when I downloaded them. I will try to stay on top of it. Feel free to comment. She didn’t want to hurt me, I understand. It’s called an iPad. If they didn’t want people to use it, They shouldn’t have made the darn thing. Paranoia is not narcissism, It is self injurious behavior. I have had ideas for awhile. The apps just weren’t there yet. Retrospecs and Afterlight...

Heavy dose of vitamin d at first sign? The music is too political. It needs to work for everyone. Wes turned me on to vitamins. You can use the back side too. I didn’t know that. A little book told me. Maybe he will learn the word sacrifice by then. I have the right to reject a fix it do over. If it is the end. Who is to know whether he lied or not. It’s not so much what it is, As what it took to get there. I told you. In my experience, it ended up being an endless second chance, Because the gods couldn’t tell if was the first time around or not. It would be worse than hell for me to go through an endless second chance. I just can’t do it. If they can’t promise you, How can they promise me? Just because the echo doesn’t get here, Doesn’t mean there is none. What are they to do? There is a whole island of misfit toys out there. My isotope is too heavy for a normal life. Was there really an accident? In the middle of all that, Did you expect me to be calm and rational? I know it doesn’t ...

I don’t think there was this latent ability, That I was just going to wake up. Maybe if she had spent some time on me. Babies and pizza If they must change, Things that can change, Do change. It is a tool It is an idea It is a device  It doesn’t require proof Now that everyone has been primed for the shit, I have gotten ambivalent about it. Mechanized prayer Why not everything else is there, It is like a musical cloud, I don’t think they are taking advantage more than anyone else. In the beginning I was making these small loops, And I felt soundclick rendered better. I can handle being evil, But I don’t want to be an iron man or a piper. I don’t know what they were supposed to do, But the tea leaves say they failed. “It”, is the hippie hippie shake? You can’t go by the charts over there, Sometimes I get more streams after the song isn’t in the charts anymore. I think things were better, when the only feedback I had was placement. Need to know is creating its own problems. Trust in ...

It is a hack I am worried they will fix it and I won’t be able to do it anymore. Shit is addictive. I liked it I thought it was one of the best things I’ve ever done. If GarageBand calls it e I call it e I can’t hear it. I would do SoundCloud But my best stuff over there has six views I don’t believe that. You may not like soundclick’s ratings, But at least it is something. Happy birthday  https://www.fakemusicgenerator.com/ I am not sure where the pictures come from I seem to remember finding them But I really don’t fully remember.  I feel bad. I would give credit if I remembered I guess there are people who mine for music, And this stuff is going to pop up 20 years from now. I don’t know  They are able to mine the net. It is more than what we think it is. That is the name of the loop I made it with. Do you care about the past? Do you know where your Great Grandmother is buried? Do you know her name? I told everyone  If they listened to born to run intently  I ...

I am burning in my own way We all share responsibility  Something is not letting me feel it. Confront me with it. People are angry. They think I am getting away with things. There is something valuable about me. I don’t know why they are carrying me. There is something beneficial about me. More like the toothless ogre that puts the star on the tree. Give people ideas and let others be the band. I don’t appreciate how this rumbling has affected my ego. It has made me think different about myself. How does a low pressure system turn into a hurricane? You can’t remove the monument of what past generations have left us with. Lead Over Virtually Everything  People don’t have a choice no more. It is one thing to put it in your wine, It is another to put it all over everything. I guess we will have to learn to live with it. What if it were decided we needed lithium, And lithium was put all over everything? It is some sort of math I am doing, I don’t know. We are playing loose with ch...

The platform itself is the scam. The bias is in what is promoted and what is not. People ask me “what is schizophrenia?” I tell them if I knew what it was I wouldn’t have it. Did they find me? Or did they make me. People layer their voices, Nobody complains about that. Humpty Dumpty says there is something wrong with HD television? They could put ID tags in any medication. In a way… Washington DC is Area 51. I take my cookie dough And listen to it While I watch CNN with the captions on. Somebody will come up with a life hack Don’t worry about it. I am going to take it like they do. I don’t want people to be nervous about what music they listen to. I am never going to compete with American Idol. I am never going to compete with most the folks. Keep the bishop in check. If it ain’t safe for me,  It ain’t safe for nobody. I am trying not to give people wisdom or advice. It was some kind of causality loop processor And those spirits would fight each other Over who was going to be in th...

I am worried we are going to get blindsided by some variant from hell. Whoever was responsible for for getting opaque burger listed again  Thank you. I appreciate it. Four years can feel a long time. I don’t think young people are going to care about 2020 election fraud. Can they keep it up for four years? Is it still going to be pertinent? I am centered on lead I think lead is the cause of everything. Think 88 to 92 Or 2004 to 2008 Is Trump the end all be all of our democracy? Surely there are other conservative leaders out there. I give him credit he beat Hillary, But that was 2016. I am looking for the republicans to move on. Honestly? I don’t think the Hillary folks and the Biden folks are the same people. The Democrats woke up and moved to the center. I remember in third grade, I didn’t do my homework. My teacher was going to flunk me, And I had to do the whole book. https://www.cnsnews.com/news/article/terence-p-jeffrey/census-americans-poverty-typically-have-cell-phones-comp...

The kids like it loud. They don’t even care if it’s not in stereo  They just want it loud. I am very good at cut and paste, But it’s not a club skill I guess  More of a producer thing Maybe they will download it just to be able to loop it It sounded like it said Egg War I dont know I didnt think it was a big issue I thought it was like music where you cant copyright a title like major tom I am afraid to put anything on you tube now Could I name my clip “civilization” ? It ain’t “angry birds” I consider people are lifting my titles. Everything is a subscription. I already have several I don’t even use. I like m4a I like that the artwork goes with it. It looks good  If they hear one thing And they don’t like it It is hard to get them to come back I can’t criticize the people who think the election was rigged. I don’t think I am getting accurate numbers either. I don’t hear that third chord. I guess it’s hard to find without words. You can get every album ever made on YouTub...

Links don’t last forever. It would be nice if they did, but they don’t. The links are probably more valuable than the music. They don’t care what is five links and a whole process away. I don’t intend to be on the dark web. There is no precise chronology of events. The events themselves have been laundered. We are all events. If there is a precise chronology, I don’t have it. Because some are going to say God has it, More power to him, I don’t know.m Something affected my blood oxygen levels. I would pray if I understood how it works. I was doing some cleaning, and I broke the links. It was my fault. I am not going to redo it because it would take to much work, And would be difficult to maintain at this point. It would be worth it if it lasted  But it doesn’t  Just average on the internet, A link that is a year old is rare compared to most I am not mad at Apple. I think they gave me more time than they usually do. Those links cost them money. The cloud thing might be a workabl...

Everyone launders  You don’t get paid if you don’t. COVID is going to be with us. Every time you get a dry cough you are going to be worried about it. Come clean  Don’t wait till the stones start falling. My story is my story. Don’t concern yourself about it. I like reading the captions. I don’t know what it does for me. It is a concept. It is struggling like any other concept. It doesn’t want to die. Remembered, not forgotten. Computers are bad. If you are using a computer, it is a bad thing. Who are the mentally ill going to be? There are shocking revelations to be had, That aren’t foolish or crazy. Tried to sink me like the Liberty. Is there a difference between contradiction and hypocrisy? I guess the pressure was to find illegitimate actors, And I got caught in the mix My family got caught in the mix Let him reveal whatever the heck he knows, And let’s get past it. If the kids don’t buy it, Walmart doesn’t sell it. Angry people upset the world is not about them anymore, T...

I didn’t understand I was hurting people. It wasn’t the biggest issue in my life. People sitting on money, or power, And not using it, Is unnerving to some. All the progressions you may come up with yourself, Are probably already out there anyway. I don’t know everything  All I know is paying attention to chords and progressions Makes things easier to listen to What are they going to do? Put 70 million people on Zyprexa People understand what power they have. They know what to do. We are still going to have a lot of motivated angry people. What is media derangement syndrome? I would not be surprised  If 30 or40 million people ended up on medication. A lot of people are going to have a problem. I don’t know how to set that stuff up. I know what I know. It isn’t worth the headache. I barely know how to use a cell phone.j Can the system handle 20 or 30 million deranged people? C major pentatonic scale: C - D - E - G - A F major pentatonic scale: F - G - A - C - D A minor pentaton...

If you don't die well  It can send ripple effects Down your whole life It doesn’t do well for people to think they are being punished for days on end. America spent ten years and 12 million dollars developing a pen that would work in space, When Russia just used pencils. Millions didn’t sound big enough. I think they were both positioned. Frames drag Pressure builds  And somewhere it slips Was there involvement Or did it just happen that way? Whale noises van allen belt Like eating cookie dough  Boost your oximetry with folate? I put myself in the electorate, And President Trump did not win. Maybe next time. Don’t get me involved in this. It is not mine to win or lose. What is the alternative? What are we going to have a war every four years? Everyone has things they understand, That no one else seems to appreciate. More a description, than a solution. I am wondering if it is therapeutic. https://www.nm.org/about-us/northwestern-medicine-newsroom/nm-news-blog/power-of-mus...

It is passive dissonance  I am not here to change the definition, Of what is in key and what is not. It is my ears and they are a part of what is me. It has moments when it’s really out of it. I can compare one to another. It is the third or fourth that gets me. Can chemical imbalances be temporary? When do the training wheels come off? If you don’t think you can stop, Well that is something different altogether. More akin to being overweight than out of balance. That is what the tea leaves said, I am sorry. I guess cease and desist doesn’t mean anything to Trump. They were playing “Fortunate Son” when they were asked not to See your trusted professional  Why does bing think I am in Seattle? They wanted a platform where they could hold someone accountable. The borg have a more perfect union too. https://trumpstitution.tumblr.com/ She would have found a reason for me to be inadequate. Why did Virginia seem to handle the vote so well? I don’t know enough about music for me to cl...