Tormented Pedestrian

I told my father back during the George W. Bush admin

That I suspected foreign powers may take my work seriously 

I am labeled schizophrenic 

Who else was I supposed to tell?

I feel the democrats want America to gracefully decline.

It must feel really good.

I would have to let go of everything I am

And I can't do that

I believe in what I believe in

If you had it your way

I wouldn't be me anymore 

I could make pigs fly and nothing would come of it.

this is for millennials
back in the 90's there was this game called seventh guest
it was some sort of trap and people were getting caught in the game
it was treated as a big joke
I can see how people don't like president trump
but a lot of us are still pissed off about it.

I expected different results.

Was I tagged for being insane?

Or am I insane from being tagged?

Money is redemption in America.

there are people in this world who are different
it would be nice if we didnt have to make exceptions for these people.
but sometimes trying to fix it will only make it worse

It is primal

I just don't have the relationship with pleasure 

I am supposed to have

I would have to lose myself to change it

I wouldn't even know how to begin to feel

The way I am supposed to feel

They must have a lot of boats,

And they don't care about this one.

You have access to all my records 

Sue somebody tt

There are plenty of people 

Who probably think their disability check

Is a royalty check

It was romantic hazing

I was angry at women

I took it the wrong way

I can't fix it

Autistic enough to not fit in,

Normal enough for it to be my fault.

People cannot accept the reality of it.

There has to be some sinister foul agenda on my part.

They are sinister and foul themselves 

And they make themselves feel better

Thinking everyone is that way

Or should be

As a phenomenon 

Just because it only need happen once

Doesn't mean it is going to stop happening 

Smelly Ballet

Ü


 It is the loop for the loops sake.

You listen to it until you can't remember 

How many times you have listened to it

It is called lateral repetitions

I don't need an emotional wringer

I have had enough 

More of my share already

What could be so secret about the election 

That they had to redact all that information?

She plays Lucy with the football.

It is her empowerment.

She is never going to stop.

I see children and people strung out on lead.

They either have no respect for you,

Or they think they own you.

You are a demographic.

Have you ever tried to be an individual?

Go ahead

See what happens to you.

It is good to jam

It is better than driving 

You dissipate yourself

Is it a sin to assert yourself as an individual?

You never break new ground 

If people don't go their own way.

Do their own thing.

It is supposed to be some grand fun thing,

And it is not

apparently the root of the word idiot means
one who does not participate in politics

Why would they need to go to Russia to get information in the first place?

I don't think I want to know.

Fill this rabbit hole and move on.

If they can construct the new normal,

Who is going to know the difference?

I have been trying to find a way to lay guitar down over my loops.

I consider now it may have been already been done.

I can't use the editor in GarageBand 

I like audacity

I don't want to piss off Apple,

But if you want to make loops with GarageBand,

You may want to export an aiff

And do the MP3 conversion with audacity 

I don't know 

The songs will sound seamless in the app,

But when you export them as an m4a they aren't 

He would make this jewelry with glass beads,

And it was pretty and took some skill

But nobody would ever pay for it or wear it.

Except him I guess

Satan interrupts people's development 

To make them dependent

The evp means someone is listening to it

Either we have grand ideals that we CAN live up to,

Or we are just monkeys 

You can't have it both ways

Put two side by side, and cut out the middle.

I'm more worried yzax is going to get lost and never rediscovered.

Smelly Roses

Please don't talk about medication like that

It is inappropriate 

In evolutionary terms

It was only yesterday we were worshiping idols

I don't know what is being fought over

Or who's side I am on,

But as long as that damn door is open,

There is a war going on.

Sanity is fluid

At best it is made of glass

We are just rejected people 

That is the sad irony of it all

I want to be creative enough 

That it is their loss if they are going to sit on me

I consider it might be the valley of the shadow of death

I can't go back

Give me a few minutes everyday

And listen and to whatever you want to

It is called jamming.

There are beings that don't belong on this plane

That need you to believe in them

If there ain't no rules

There ain't no contracts either 

I ain't against nobody

I am just for the middle ground

Am I to follow her wherever she goes?

Am I to accept what she has assigned for me?

I have been broken 

I am not scared to be alone anymore 

I don't think they appreciate what they are trying to unplug.

We wouldn't be here if Robert faced the other way.

You would have to be at a crossroads in history to understand.

I haven't sought to impose my will on anybody.

I was 17

I belonged to them

They are pissed 

Other people are going to go through this 

And they are going to be

"You don't want to be like Dave do you?"

Toxic Opacity

It The  Observation is more than a tool?

I would do proud Mary

But I don't remember how I did it.

I am lazy

I want to jump right in and create something 

Say what you want,

But at least it's not stuck in my head anymore.

I wanted to skip the learning curve,

But I guess there is still a curve.

Jasmine used to do that with me,

I would pose something that made complete sense

And she would argue with me about it

I couldn't help her because she wouldn't listen.

I know what is wrong with my technique now.

People used to play guitar.

But they played much better than anyone on MTV

And they were not getting anywhere 

 

Damn

I guess John didn't want to be outdone.

Apparently there is an art to not knowing what you are covering.

I have listened to revolver the most

I like abbey road but a lot of it seems undone

85 was different from 95 was different from 97 was different from 2000

GarageBand is the VisiCalc for the iPad.

I wish I had come to it sooner.

I have nothing to lose by being highly speculative.

I feel I am actually being constructive.

I realized I was sick and I was trying to be practical.

I didn't have the virginal experience I wanted or should have had,

So I have it with my music.

Rock is supposed to be everything you want,

But it has been a nightmare for me.

They have pursued me to the point,

I have chosen to be alone.

I am the one who said there were no rules

I am not the one to tell 300 million people they are wrong

I just wanted what I wanted

All media wants to mtv their demographic 

It can't be talked about.

It is caustic.

We need to stay grounded.

We need to stay focused.

What we believe in is very valuable.

She is not a real person.

It is not so bad she felt things had to be done,

It is that most people believe in her.

They would have to admit they were reading the shit.

There is no middle ground?

It is either AC DC or Amy Grant?

Apparently there is a lot of people doing their job.

The Tyranny of the Idiot

 

Earth one got sucked up into a black whole

and ended up on the bottom of the Petri dish.

Our enemies are nameless

They want us to be angry

They want us to be confused 

No president could face down such criticism 

What is going to happen to the office of president?

Is every president going to face such criticism?

Is every campaign going to have an insurance policy?

I like to upload,

But I am not a big Internet person anymore 

Be positive 

Do good 

Make a contribution 

It was too repetitive 

It wasn't tight enough

because it would only take one completely absurd individual
to screw up the whole thing

This stuff is difficult to read.

I really thought I was making a contribution.

I am coming around.

I understand why people don't write this way.

Apparently there is an argument

And we can't know what the argument is

Or It would compromise the investigation.

There is nothing to give in to.

It is chemical 

It cannot be fixed

It cannot be undone

It is just getting worse 

I understand, but there is nothing I can do about it.

Nothing fits 100% of everybody

Please stop

It's clear the first voice is making fun of me.

Love is what you let people get away with.

I was wrong to think a birth would have no affect on me,

But I didn't know it would do that

I had accepted we were not going to happen,

I wanted to know if you even wanted me in your life.

The Confusion Collusion

If you are going to be a stranger because I said this,

Or didn't say that,

Just forget about it.

I don't clearly remember that argument.

I know it happened 

But I don't remember clearly what was said.

Anger over murderous nut cases is being directed towards me.

Go south

See who your Friends are

Some 14th century fox reality show.

If it is going to burn through Hollywood 

If it is going to burn through Washington 

It's not going to stop for a pink curtain 

You don't run edge on a roku

I don't understand what she hoped to accomplish.

I wish I had never said anything.

I would have been better off.

His choice was to be alone 

Put the music up front

And the television in the background 

Have I said that before?

Probably made a complete fool of myself

Silly to think I could make any contribution 

But I am glad y'all still had that stuff

I hardly know what epr is anymore

Everyone is in a band.

There is a glut of it.

I am having the relationship I wanted with it.

Stonewall Jackson was a physics professor?

It is an assessment.

There is no right or wrong about it.

I am different.

Not better or worse.

God wouldn't pump me full of antibiotics to fit me into a narrative.

God forbid I am pissing people off.

I am going to melt.

Why does anyone need to find me?

God knows where I am.

People pile it on and don't understand why they don't get a response from me,

And I tell them why and they get pissed off about it.

I have an adrenal situation

It is your problem not mine

I read one of his mirror messages once

I like Joni Mitchell too

I want things to be recognized.

I want this to have a name.

"How can I measure up to anyone now..."

Apparently 

If you can't keep a woman satisfied...

You are gay

Our enemies are not targeting the elections,

It is a confusion collusion.

Confusion is a big money industry.

Hollywood and Washington are selling stuff all the time.

We are blinded by who gets elected,

But it's not as important as we think it is.

Safety In Numbers

It You You IJYou 

Apparently if you don't vote gender 

If you don't vote race

You are being duped.

Professor Hawking did it.

I guess that is why we have a tournament.

The republicans presented too many candidates

The democrats nominated the wrong candidate

And that's how we got Trump

Her thought is on demographics.

She doesn't care about the individual.

I am an individual.

There is nothing that can be done about it.

I am sorry if that overturns the apple cart.

I tried to fit into a demographic and I failed miserably.

It is a bubble, get over it.

I don't have a tribal identity.

This is what would happen to a viable aberrant

If there was one.

This is what things would look like

If there was something different about me.

I think they like playing with single celled organisms

It seems, for some, God is about winning arguments,

And for some, it seems, God is the argument that can't be argued against.

The argument of all arguments.

Maybe it's about ending arguments

It all seems foreign to me.

We need answers

Not arguments

Satan is trying to break me

By making me be alone

There is no freedom

If there is no freedom to be an individual.

It is not even my agenda.

I don't know what started this.

I have been under such diametric pressure

That I have mutated.

She would have found a reason to be mad at me.

I fear every president we have is going to go through this now.

Apparently we are not impartial to the arrow of time.

They sell ammo at Walt Disney world?

Nobody shares my vision 

So I am stuck doing it by myself 

I consider, if it is plausible, if it is a simple explanation,

It may be a falsehood, 

But it is not a pathological delusion.

There are things people are mistaken about,

That are not pathological delusions.

I shouldn't have to prove that I am right,

To prove I don't have a pathology

I don't fully understand why I grew up paranoid,

But I do accept I am paranoid.

It makes things difficult,

But I am more paranoid 

Than I am hallucinatory or delusional.

There was some sort of test to decide what they could do with us.

It was clear they considered it a formality.

You really don't want an eventuality,

But if you have one,

It's considered messing with the past to fool around with you.

It is sad when you come to realize,

It's all just safety in numbers.

Seamless integration

NHFR

I think time goes slower when you smoke.

What is seamless integration?

I'm sorry,

But the NRA needs to be proactive.

Don't forget...

It is very easy to become an irresponsible threat to society.

People are going to forgo getting mental health services.

If they aren't already.

Don't feel smug, it can never happen to you.

Because it can.

I am dumbfounded it was felt that needed to be done,

I guess I don't understand 

The only thing it has done is push me closer to God.

I have seen armed guards at the supermarket.

Wasn't the FISA court supposed to be about terrorists?

It is best to be parochial and grounded.

It's an LL Cool J video 

Biggest video since thriller.

I choose Miami Dolphins to win Super Bowl LIII

I am not an expert

But although some medications may alleviate psychosis

I fear some may introduce causality reversal

I was right about my tensor tympani 

I fear I am going to be right about this too

One percent of anything can be bad news.

Avoid group think 

Make them waste teraflops on you

It's not so much the noise 

As it is the percentile it puts you in

Does the yellow cardinal have a disease?

Or is he just being difficult.

You can't gloss over a yellow Cardinal.

You have to have the detail.

It is a sign of quality.

We don't even make our own bicycles anymore.

It used to be, some would buy the metals and make their own frames.

Now they can send the dimensions to China and have them made and shipped,

Cheaper than they can do it themselves.

That is scary.

I am glad president Trump has proposed to do something about it

There are people that do believe in God,

And if you leave it open like that,

They are going to claim it.

An ostrich bit me in the ass.

If we can't even make our own bicycles,

How are we going to maintain our readiness?

It means I am highly adept at ignoring people.

Once you fool around with it,

You are going to have to continually fool around with it.

I enjoy being creative.

It would be nice if it made money,

But it doesn't have to.

Useful idiot

You You You You IYou 

Plant a tree every single Sunday

And eventually you have a grove

And for a while, maybe, you won't need 

This is not about etiquette.

There are very serious issues about gender roles

And our philosophy.

I understand how planting might work

But I don't understand what damage it might do.

Is it  better than sitting on bottlenecks?

Voodoo works better when it's yours.

Or I if God gave it to you.

They are in the business of selling insurance policies.

We were in a big universal joke.

It might alleviate a bottleneck?

It is a recovered memory 

I was a small child

The left shoves stuff too.

It was an act of desperation

Like a beached whale.

They can't fix society 

So they treat the individual 

And so the individual must solve the problems.

I feel I have been locked in a closet,

And forced to rediscover relativity.

We need to solve these problems,

Or we are going to end up under shariah law.

We can't keep taxing the individual for societal problems.

Why were a bunch of kids dealing with issues like that to begin with?

I don't consider anyone can appreciate what dissolution is like,

Unless they have been through it.

The guy who pioneered stealth,

America took him seriously,

Russia didn't.

I don't think things need to be perfect 

To ascertain if someone has been compromised or not.

I want to believe I am delusional or psychotic,

The something else happens.

I understand why I am a threat.

I don't want the be in the dark.

I am not a rubicks cube.

It is not my fault grandmas were not in your equations.

You can't cover everything.

Grandmas, doves, it's all the same thing.

I wouldn't watch Fox News

If there was anything else to watch.

I understand.

Women want their day.

The only thing men can do is drop bombs and shoot each other.

The NRA needs to solve this problem.

Or these kids are going to solve this for us.

Have clubs

Hold meetings 

Watch out for each other.

If they are going to stand in the way,

They need to lead the way.

Tasking mental health with this problem 

Is not going to work.

We can't call on the government to solve this problem.

The people need to solve this problem.

That is what the second amendment is about anyway.

I feel there are those out there

Who are playing curling with society

And its not for the better either 

It's obvious someone who knows a great deal about humanity,

Is in charge of our situation.

What grandmas are for

IUIt You You ,I

I was willing to accept I was schizophrenic in 1985.

There are a lot of cousin Kevins out there who think it's funny.

I don't know what else I could have done.

Don't play with me like that.

It is a cousin Kevin

It's not doing any good.

Because I think, that's why.

I am sorry if that is a problem for you.

I was already in salvage mode.

It wasn't the phone call I planned to make.

You insist you can't do anything,

But it's your book,

You wrote it.

The whole future David Mallory thing is yours.

Ignore what you think you know

Treat it as the first time and it will be

It would be contrived 

It would be fake for me to respond in that manner.

Channel the anger.

Make the anger work for me.

People go through years of therapy to learn how to solve things without their fists.

If you are this way

They are going to want you that way

If you are that way

This way

In the end it's all about control

You can't win.

It's reductionist 

I don't buy it.

I know I am being difficult.

The way things are is not going to last.

Good people need to be rewarded.

I am trying to be more polite.

It doesn't help to blame somebody.

I don't think grandma likes what you are doing.

She must have had a reason.

what do I know?

Y'all are the ones having a tug of war.

I am just the rope.

And y'all are complaining about men.

It's checkmate

She has Sunday

There is nothing I can do.

Just because I don't have a black eye,

Doesn't mean I am not battered.

Caught between 2 terriers.

I need a good girl, like sunshine

We are being forcefully separated.

I was pushed full of this crap

When you knew nothing was wrong with me.

It's all being held together with bubble gum and voodoo.

I can't do anything.

She can kill me.

You just sift and find the nuggets.

I don't know where I get my information from.

Dreams conjecture 2+2=4

I want to know how can we live in the same world.

The world is fractured.

I don't understand what makes it work.

She said any woman could make me feel that way,

And if I wanted to feel that way,

She could provide

Dave the axe murderer

IYou You You IYou You I BY

It's like drinking the ocean

There is never more than a couple hours 

Before the stones start falling 

I've been down Broad St once.

It goes on forever.

When they start talking about me on CNN

That is the beginning of the end

Let's hope that never happens.

I feel like one of Harry Mudd's Robots 

She wants me to blow a circuit

I just want my sanity.

It wasn't what she wanted.

She would have found a reason to end it.

Why do I need you?

I caused the Big Bang.

You are always going to be expecting something.

It is never going to be enough with you.

If you don't want the same things

You let go, you move on

But you won't let me

You think you are saving the world from an axe murderer or something.

Time travel is always a desperate act.

So is listening to the radio.

It just feels foreign to me,

And it is.

You are into heavy metals.

I am not.

I don't see how they can diagnose people,

When they don't even know what normal is.

I'm just a GUY in this world

Cause that's all lead will let me be.

They know

They are so scared an undescended testicle will cause wwiii

That they don't care.

I admire Trump

He is so rich he doesn't have to put up with this shit.

That is the phenomenon,

That is why he is who he is.

They won't let people be Ghandi anymore.

You have no reason to be upset.

You are just being difficult.

It is some adolescent fantasy,

But he is the president 

Congratulations 

When you stop rewarding good people

That is what happens.

I thought you would be there

I really did.

Me me me me me

Ok I get it

I guess there were times when I should have been there too.

Voting for Dukakis

This I'm Don't 

Imagine the universe was a video game

And if you wanted to save your place

The system would give you a number.

How big would that number have to be 

To save everything?

I don't need proof to entertain something.

Just because I entertain something,

Doesn't mean I believe it.

Sometimes my understanding is like a jigsaw puzzle.

It's all important if it fits or not.

Baptize yourselves.

Don't fight over who is real and who is not.

I am always at the bottom,

And it's always my fault

Men suffer too.

Am I alone in my own skin?

I think they like my self deprecating personality.

I don't think they like people who are looking for a Nobel prize over this.

How much longer are things going to remain polite?

I expected something 

This was far beyond what I expected.

Actually Henrico county is at the forefront of community treatment.

You guys are reading this because we are out in the community.

There have always been people who are more paranoid than delusional.

They are good people 

This medicine is causing shit

But who is ever going to believe me?

Unfortunately 

The world is full of lofty ideals that don't work.

You get harassed till you quit

Because your boss doesn't want to pay unemployment insurance 

Nobody strives to be a bad employee.

I might vote

And I would probably vote democratic 

But I am still upset about seventh guest 

It was considered a joke 

And some sort of trap is not a joke to me.

Faith in an objective reality is like everything else.

I have written this too close to home.

I should have developed a character and a plot.

Men are never going to change.

It's like asking dogs not to alphafy.

Are we the parrots,

Or are they?

How did my genome survive this madness?

I consider people were tired of voting for the less of two evils.

Polling and voting is seen now as more of a form of societal control,

I consider Americans don't like that

I consider a lot of people who would have never imagined it,

Did not vote.

There are

Don't want a God

Don't need a God

Don't deserve a God people,

But there is no such thing as an atheist.

This is a pinko fag telling you this.

They say they are atheists 

Then they turn around and do something like seventh guest

I am sorry but I am still upset about it.

There are those that hide behind the word "proof",

And do nasty things to people.

I hated Reagan 

I voted for Dukakis 

Treat each other right

This wasn't right.

I was big headed and they took it to me.

I feel they must consider the medication can aggravate  the condition they are trying to treat.

Fanciful Tangents

It It II I T

It was a long time ago a long time ago.

She sees the world a certain way, and I can't get her to stop.

If it wasn't for the grace of God,

I would have died from broken heart syndrome a long time ago.

I remember years of going to Wendy's by myself,

It was good to finally have someone to go to Wendy's with.

But it was never going to be more than that.

I don't know why yzax affects my sexuality,

It just does.

Revelation is like the telomerase.

I guess we see what the market is going to do 

Are they in the position to hold the government hostage?

Why should she rely on what I remember anyway?

She is going through it too.

I have resentment towards women

I have serious memory problems

And I am socially inept

What is whackanomics?

It would imply circular logic is real,

And people have serious problems with that.

I am self absorbed and self important

It seems to me to suggest,

The arrow of time might be anthropic

Everybody is strung out on lead,

That is what I think.

That is my issue

And undescended testicles caused wwii

It has just been a perfect storm

Bottlenecks happen

You can't stop them

And you can't fix them

I have to pace myself.

I could burn right through this clozaril if I wanted to.

It was bland.

I didn't get anything out of It.

I am afraid it is only going to get worse.

I have lived my life wrong.

This is not going to end well.

I am sorry

It just helps me forget

People think I am a damn robot or something 

And I am not

You should give because you want to

Not because you feel obligated 

I fail to see what weight scales have to do with it,

But jumping and voting are the same thing.

Get lost

Sit on it

Go !!!! Yourself 

I don't think the public is ready

To learn the bizarro overlords

We're shooting doves.

Only buzzards claim to own history

Because I don't know what is going to happen in April.

I don't think the world is ready for this conversation.

I couldn't be a scientist.

I go off on fanciful tangents.

340,282,366,920,938,463,463,374,607,431,768,211,456

It never occurred to me.

It just was not an option.

I thought I had the freedom to be who I wanted to be.

God games are bad for your health.

God games don't have to be played on a computer.

I am guilty.

A lot of schizophrenics are playing God games with themselves.

It is difficult to stop a god game

When the doors are open

That means war is going on?

It looks like we are going to have to take it on the chin,

Before China is going to do anything.

I don't see the future.

The future sees me.

http://blackboxvoting.org/fraction-magic-1/

Is it better to be in denial about it?

Am I to be an unknowing fool?

What is willful ignorance?

The information itself decides who can be read in

And who cannot.

Does pertinence matter?

https://soundcloud.com/meglodave/my-song-6

My 8.1 story

This past Monday I bought a used computer at a thrift store. I went to Walmart to buy a patch cord to connect my vga monitor to the dvi outputs but they did not have one. So I went to OfficeMax and they did, but it cost more than the computer did. But I bought it anyway. I got it home was locked out at a password prompt. I thought about it, and I read up on it. I tried to run an installation disc, but I couldn't get the system to boot from the DVD drive. I did not have a keyboard that had the right connector, so I went to target to get that. When I got back home, I was playing hell trying to get the system to go into cmos. Struggling with that, I discovered you could get into it by holding the shift key while clicking restart. Having discovered that I found I could also revert to previous versions of Windows that way too.  So I tried it and it worked. The system booted into windows 8. Of course I had to update it before I could install 8.1 and, after a little hacking, I got the 600 some updates installed, and after the whole day, 8.1 itself.

And hey, I discovered I actually like 8.1

Romantic Hazing

Hazing is wrong too.

I wish they could do something about that.

Why does the eclipse go west to east?

None of us needs a lecture 

On nineteenth century politics.

It is easy to be romantic 

When it is not your freedom involved 

I feel for all those who fell

But it is not romantic anymore

I don't think an open sore is a good idea

confederate circles

IYou IThe I

I am sorry for what happened,

It was not planned or rehearsed

I have to stand public opinion.

People have been lynched for less.

I could have used better judgement.

I am sorry if she was traumatized.

We do have healthcare in America.

It is called bankruptcy.

How many people are being trickled out of the economy?

I thought they were talking about the election being hacked.

Having dinner is not hacking.

Has anyone else noticed they have changed the subject?

Why have they changed the subject?

Was information exchanged over dinner?

Was that information gathered by Russian hacking?

My relationship with Jesus is nobody else's business.

I have my story.

The land of cruel jokes and missed opportunities.

We need to help people going bankrupt 

Over catastrophic or long term care.

Because the democrats don't care about the cruel jokes.

They think it's cool.

They think it's part of American life.

Things don't have to involve money to be wrong.

She was the senator for the state of New York,

What did she know say or do about it?

I think they knew what they wanted to stick him with from the beginning

And there was collusion to have a special prosecutor 

To obtain that objective.

People are thinking this.

Do honeybees know they are pollinating?

Is it like tickling your throat to make yourself gag?

Was there collusion between Comey and the Hillary Clinton campaign?

Was the special counsel appointed honestly?

I am sorry.

It looks like a flea flicker to me.

It's wrong.

It's stupid.

It's wrong and stupid.

It is genuine.

It is strong.

It is genuine and strong.

Why should I get angry?

It is a game that doesn't get you anywhere.

They think you are stupid.

You are being played.

If they can keep you in that anger,

They can control you.

You are forced to accept anger,

Because it makes you predictable.

Am I the only one who understands?

I guess we better start planting trees again.

they are going to be called confederate circles,
and they are going to be a bigger draw than the monuments ever were.

I don't want to Nostradamus the whole thing

But as an egg,

Seeing over the horizon is my job.

Daily America

IIt It It If If If It  HU

I admit he is not that savory 

But I have to defend him

there were serious concerns 

about the security of our election systems 

A long time ago

And I don't know if anything was ever done about it

You didn't have to be Nostradamus to see that one coming.

Let's just say

It wasn't a snowfall in May

OK?

Welcome to hell?

What is up with that?

I guess chicken pox is a serious thing if you are older.

Fox News just has a gloss the others don't have.

It is sad.

They are fighting over which is the communist.

Holding information for political advantage.

It looks like a trump card they were waiting to play.

How long has this been an issue?

And this is coming out just now?

This is not in the spirit of how things should work.

There are those that want education

To be at the center of social and economic life.

I don't agree with that.

I don't consider it a cure all for making people happy.

People don't like Hillary Clinton.

I fail to see why we need a political meltdown over this.

That is just what Putin would want,

And he probably counted on it.

We are really being played.

Our own arrogance is going to sink us.

They are going to start hitting 

with stuff that can't be answered in 24 hours.

What is the use of me having a voice

If I don't use it.

People are day to day right now.

This is not a broadcast.

If you are here you came here.

This is my personal space that I am sharing with you,

Because I feel not to do so,

Would confer an advantage

To people are not in the know

Because some have access to eggs like me,

And some don't.

It maybe useful to someone studying psychology.

Daily America has no idea how deep this thing goes.

A little more than word salad.

A little less than tea leaves.

I know I have the condition,

But I can't stop it.

There is a reason people don't write this way.

There is no barrier between me and the material.

It is like a DMZ

You are wide open for anyone.

A DMZ is used for trouble shooting.

I guess when I loose myself sometimes 

It is considered broadcasting.

But that is the psychological definition.

Sometimes you sink into broadcasting

And you don't come back.

It all starts with broadcasting.

If you understand that

You have a leg up.

I am trying to be constructive with my broadcasting.

Just because you are in a legitimate loop,

Does make it less dangerous.

You should not inflate the ego

Of someone who has a broadcasting issue.

Call it a Sticky Gate

Four Seconds

It If I IBB

It goes backward until it arcs somewhere

Then you have a timeline 

I guess you could do it the right way 

And wait for someone to hit you

Women want babies

They don't care about timelines

They think they are all the same

They think it is stupid

What is the universe from the perspective of a sperm?

Isn't a man more than that?

It's not Christianity that's is making people's lives difficult 

It is the application of probability 

Sometimes things are difficult for a reason.

Applicate the applicators,

It's not the music, it's the charts.

You are deluded I can do anything about it.

It is too monolithic to be stupid chance.

The whole thing has become a probability circus.

I remember voting for Bill Clinton.

I took a lot of heat for it.

I took a lot of heat for just being a democrat back then.

It's better to be in a real hell than a false one.

We have a media medicine complex

I lied to James

It didn't even occur to me till I was in Florida.

What I meant to say is,

I think a part of me knew.

Most people don't see reality 

As something that can be lost

I took shit for appreciating Ghandi 

Either I don't remember,

Or that hasn't happened yet.

I need to leave the station

Nothing is ever going to work there.

Its like time zones 

They did not always exist

And our lives changed because of them

What is

The Cold Revolt?

If people did not die,

The whole equation for power would change.

It doesn't do good to feel bad about your country.

You need to divorce those sentiments from what's going on.

I guess they know more about ancient aliens.

I am the only one who has the time and the freedom to say anything.

If I had a job, I would probably get fired for doing this.

If I were in school I would probably be shunned.

As it is, Google gave me heat over what they called spam.

Now the president is doing it.

Imagine that.

It is my damn life

If that is the way I want to live it, that is my prerogative.

I am not going to base my life on sexual gratification.

The Cold War has screwed up people's heads.

It doesn't bother you 

That you can't have an original thought 

Unless you have paid your dues or done the math?

Freedom of purpose 

You are either doing it or you're not.

Did you give it any thought

As to what you would do if it didn't work?

There has got to be something more for me than this.

I wish this was a movie and I could walk out.

She needs to back off 

It is never going to happen 

She is ruining my life

What can I say?

I was surrounded by Mennonites and gay people.

I was waiting to meet the aliens

Until I became xenophobic.

They manipulated my Dna 

But I was rejected by the gene pool.

I guess I am just someone who doesn't.

I guess I need to be happy with that.

I can't go from 0 to 60 in four seconds.

Christmas Suprise

We NNT

If you have someone's memories

You have a universe

How do we know dna is static

Maybe it goes off like a volcano

It is a situational dance isn't it?

Of course I idolize my father.

Everything I do have is because of him.

I am more paranoid than delusional,

But where do the delusions start,

And the paranoid end.

The Jehovah's Witness don't vote either

Maybe they kept you out of office

I am waiting for someone to come forward about lead

I am convinced it is responsible for the ebb and flow of civilization.

If I knew what was good for me, I would probably be scared.

What use is the presidency,

If we keep putting them through investigations like this?

I am a living breathing talking walking person.

I don't want to be calculated by some machine.

What is Liberty if they know what you are going to do

For the next 30 years

Art Bell talked about the hacking of voting machines 20 years ago

The high witches pledged a coronation and didn't deliver.

Using people you could form a computer

Are you worried about being inside a computer?

Pick up a bible.

If it's an absolute emergency,

Burn the darn thing

I don't think he is talking about tapes from the White House

They act like they got blindsided by this Russia thing. 

That is simply not true.

Nobody cared about grandma  

Till she got run over by a reindeer 

What is going to happen if this traces back to the Gore campaign?

The only difference is

She is not Al Gore

And he is not George W Bush

Or should I say no one cared about Rudolf 

Nobody cared about Rudolf 

Till grandma got run over 

It was thought, if Kennedy could go out that way

We must be living in hell.

From our parents perspective,

We grew up in hell.

It means Christ dying for you personally

I think people that would sit by 

And watch the floor drop out

Are naive and stupid

Is it subversive to lie or decline to participate in polls?

This all started when he let a widow have a religious experience 

With her dead husband on national television 

Obstruction of Office

Why are we singling out Russia?

Other nations have artists that sing about it from 20 years ago.

It seems one witch hunt just leads to another witch hunt

Progress gets made and roadblocks are put up

I was wanting to say something,

But I felt it would be offensive.

Mounted pedestrians?

Swiss guard?

I am having a windows nightmare.

I haven't seen a machine this sick since 1998

Apparently Intel and Microsoft are at odds over antivirus utilities 

Mcafee was telling me nothing was wrong and it was fighting me

Obviously something was wrong

Machines don't get that sick and nothing is wrong 

I just wanted it to do a scan for Pete's sake

It should be able to do a scan on command

Mcafee wouldn't do a scan

And it wouldn't let defender do a scan

I got to get control of this machine

Some people believe what the computer is telling them

Some people don't

I wrote one time that it was sad we spend hundreds a month on technology

While there are people starving in Africa,

And I think Bill took it to heart

I have no problems with Bill 

I was talking about bill gates

I think it's great Apple has made those apps free

I don't know anything about o'reily

How is it

Someone of his background

Just happened to be working at the school book depsitory?

How often does the king come that close to you?

How often does he come that close, and you have a rifle?

What I am trying to say is...

Kennedy came to Oswald

Not Oswald to Kennedy

It is something that is easy to do forward

But difficult to do backward

They are going to drag me before congress

Before I get a Nobel prize

What is the office of the president going to look like

After we chase President Trump from office

Do we really want our president over a barrel

To the director of the FBI?

Schizophrenic = Perpetrator

BFIt's harder for things to evolve if you try to own them.

That's my opinion anyway.

I don't remember why I came to have that opinion.

If I did I would be trying to own it.

It is augmented.

My perp said he would cut off my nookie supply if I ever fingered him.

Imagine that.

Occam's razor says lead.

The closest thing to victim a schizophrenic is ever going to get.

Schizophrenic = Perpetrator

Giving new meaning to the word watergate.

I did not start out on the right.

Now that I know what left and right is about,

I am glad to be on the right.

It seems some looked into my ravings and profited.

I warned my dad that was going to happen.

I give my shit away for free,

Because I am on somebody's shit list,

And I am getting blackballed.

I have the right to exist and I am defending myself.

They make deals with the devil

And when they can't deliver or fall short

They blame republicans 

I am defending myself 

I don't have the luxury of an opinion.

I saw a sign between the bushes and I know I need to stop,

But I don't know if I can.

There is a better life out there that I can't have

If I keep doing what I am doing.

Go patriots

If they are going to stitch people to it,

They should at least know what the Big Bang is.

I have pissed somebody off.

This is ridiculous.

If you don't think about sex every eight seconds,

Something is wrong with you.

It was never even an option for me.

The people spreading those rumors had their own motivation.

There are people out there whose issue is gay or not gay.

I am never going to convince those people.

I think we need to come to terms with the fact,

I am not fitting into the formula.

"I don't like it anymore than you do..."

Be thankful you don't live in a place,

Where it's racist to love your hometown.

Oh my goodness can you believe it!

Oh my gosh I have never seen a game like this!

Go Patriots!

Thanks for the response,

I appreciate it.

Formulaic Pest Control

V

It's thought Christ is a pansy.

It's thought love is in hell.

It's thought Christ is not going to physically do anything.

It's thought he needs to finish what he started,

Do what he promised.

This is not radical.

Millions of people believe this.

Democracy is not the real experiment.

The real experiment is whether we can live together or not.

Whether we can recognize reality or not.

Whether we are his or not.

Yzax is a discovery 

If it is not assimilated it my never be discovered again

I may have been crazy to think one of my posts might cause wwiii,

But we are in the center of it snow aren't we.

I know I have foreshadowed things before.

I hope I am wrong about this one.

Is there an x they have anything good to say about?

It looks like the manna machine.

Lithium = dose of reality = stitched to the bang

What are tunneling led's

She got angry

She fought

I am afraid to play my Nintendo

Sometimes I realize people are trying to get a reaction out of me,

So I try and fake it,

But that doesn't work

And it hasn't worked before

So I end up doing nothing

She would drive me crazy going to the women's room,

But she wasn't afraid to be confrontational.

Happy birthday professor hawking.

How do you know this isn't the second chance?

I don't want to live this reality over and over again.

How does anyone know what normal is

When there is lead all over everything?

I am not going to jail over you.

The Dave Topology

It's not worth my sanity.

It is considered creepy and stalking

If they admit to what is happening in the polls,

It will make their situation worse.

I have no problem with it.

They lie and hide from the people,

Let the people hide and lie to them.

If states had rights

You wouldn't have to worry about your marriage

Or reproductive rights

If California wants to do one thing

And New Jersey wants to do something else

To a certain extent

They should be able to do that

Unfortunately it becomes a race issue and doesn't work.

It is the last hoorah of the silent majority.

Enjoy it while it lasts.

Issues can always be hijacked by people who want to do the wrong thing

I decided to see if my vote mattered or not.

Actually I felt the party I voted for would have an unfair advantage.

They have four years to prove to the rest of us they are right.

A bunch of tricksters who want to play mind games on the public

Is not a demographic I want to be a part of.

I think the real question is whether doing without is a viable alternative.

Just because you discovered fire doesn't mean it belongs to you.

It's my mind's topology now and there is nothing I can do about it.

You only need one anyway.

Universal Saturation

Is saturation real?

Or is it what you decide it to be?

What is universal saturation?

Mine is the same as yours, is the same as his...

Or, Mine is mine, yours is yours, his is his

In a scramble nothing is substituted 

If I gave every line its own page, it would cause a mess.

It is less spambolic that way.

The bizzarro people like that I leave it open like that.

It's like reality, you never know when the door is going to close.

You put it on the bus, and it just bounces around in there until you ask for it again.

They are bringing packets back from the dead.

States may resign and become dysfunctional.

Good People, Bad Air

Happy birthday

I am not cut out for radio generous,

I need to leave.

If I could go back to that day I walked out

I would leave

White people have lived with lead for thousands of years

His body,

His blood,

If he is risen,

It is his decision.

If one lone gunman versus Kennedy doesn't balance out,

The crucifixion for 144000 elite individuals doesn't balance out.

Clean air matters

Clean water matters

Parsley sage rosemary and lead

It is just another part of the recipe

Are you doing what needs to be done?

Or are you doing what you want to do to somebody?

I was in the chat room or something,

And they asked me what I do it for

And I said "I am in it for the lulls"

Meaning quiet restful moments

And they just really thought that was funny

I don't know if they admire me,

Or if they just like watching me lose my mind.

It's like everything else,

Did it really happen?

I don't know.

I am a failure.

My ego is not doing its job

How can the electoral college do its job as a firewall,

If electorals can't vote their conscience?

Would you rather have a child, or a zero day?

What is monopolife?

The secret is 45rpm

The other amoeba

I don't get angry like I am supposed to.

I can't run.

I have facial recognition problems

My social interaction is shot.

I can't push myself

I can't challenge myself

I don't feel the need to worship anything.

Proverbs is right.

Sometimes you need to set aside your personal understanding

And trust in God.

It bothers me that I don't know what the original timeline was.

I saw a small child given a game,

And he was told,"You have one chance, and if things go south, go south."

I want that small boy to make it back home.

Run with it.

I must admit, he looks nothing like Oj Simpson.

I guess the meme likes being stolen.

"Something in the water does not compute."

It is probably the cycle, not the water itself.

I guess the role does too.

I don't do the math,

The math does me.

Apparently so do a number of others.

Jesus was crucified for saying "I am"

His divinity is the central issue to why he was crucified.

Jesus was with God at the beginning

God was with Jesus through his lifetime

At the cross Jesus was God.

?

At the cross he was alone

Satan want us to play name games and go on big ego trips like it was tbefore the flood.

Sitchin was looking for a sucker to bring back the name game, and I fell for it.

They do it because it makes them burn and they like It

If an amoeba splits in two,

Which one is the real one.

Kraft Quality

There are a lot of sad people out there.

We can't write them all off for being stupid.

There is no pass or fail.

It is all about how far you can take it.

No one was supposed to get hurt.

It was a funhouse.

It wasn't meant to have a solution.

It wasn't meant to be solved.

Do dominoes fall?

Only if you set them up.

Miracles happen when they need to.

Supernatural 

Divine 

Intervention

You shouldn't call for it unless you are ready for it.

Winning and solving may be anthropic 

What I consider is aliens may not think that way

You are right

I can't just make statements 

I must consider being able to defend them.

It is considered just because we haven't learned anything.

The more we focus on winning and solving the worse it gets.

"You didn't have to be so nice.

I would have loved you anyway."

End stage renal disease.

I like the idea of someone listening to the same stream I am.

Addictive

Predatory

Behavior

I need to be careful.

I am almost always upside down or backwards.

I think it means distress.

You get to the top and realize you have been had.

Then your job is to have somebody else.

I am here to experience the argument,

But it isn't working.

That attitude developed because anyone could do anything better than me.

An "equation that works"?

I'll take it.

I guess that is good for an outsider.

How much information can our hard drive hold,

Even if we do last forever?

What can I say?

It was a bad career choice.

You Know

Too dumb to smash it with a hammer.

I pleaded with her to stop.

She was ready to launch.

I wonder what was so special about Bill Cosby's house.

I am a good guy.

I don't deserve this shit.

She couldn't cover me.

It's not my fault.

I tried to tell her something was wrong.

I am in the way.

I am an obstacle to who she wants to be.

I don't know exactly what American women feel entitled to.

I am a man.

I don't have the right to be in the way.

I guess I can't debate common sense.

The democrats sneezed and the republicans caught the flu.

Delusions are generally the simple explanation.

They are an explanation to something the individual is experiencing.

I don't know what the Internet has to do with the Big Bang.

If we are being compressed, it will develop flaws.

I would go farther, but I hate drum machines.

Mommy why does everyone want to ruin us?

Mommy why does everyone want to ruin us?

That's what buddies are for.

If you can follow it, you are me.

I can't say it was done on purpose,

But that is why it is written this way.

They are against football.

It means something to me.

I don't want people to be afraid of me.

It depends on how you define the end.

What is egolectic?

I think they want something to be wrong with my family.

The compression floor

I get words

I get pictures

I don't always know what they mean.

Scientific minds don't always have that luxury.

I think it scares them.

I don't think they are ready to think that way.

Just because I allow myself to think that way,

Doesn't mean I am mad or delusional.

I believe there is a bizarro world,

And I don't think they have a high opinion of us.

I wanted to be schizophrenic 

I thought it was cool

A lot of the fears I deal with are hers.

If something cannot be compressed,

will that cause errors?

I need to become accustomed to the idea I am not right about everything.

His ways are not my ways.

My thoughts are not his thoughts.

When the rocks start falling, I am going to be praying like everyone else.

Smile and be predictable.

Why do things quantize to begin with?

I shouldn't be expected to prove myself.

I couldn't use it if I created one anyway.

I shouldn't be expected to prove my own existence.

That is wrong.

I have been taught the futility of it.

Because mankind can't handle our own affairs.

It's sad but that's the truth of it.

I understand the argument,

But we can't even do without the bees.

How are we going to do without God?

Would you want a back door on your brain?

That's the whole reason you buy Apple 

It is an extension of yourself,

And should be protected

Making grey goo is not the answer

I am the enemy

Mine comes from math

I am not a music person

I am damaged goods

I have a lot of people who pin their anger at me.

The more they do that the worse it gets,

Cause I don't understand what they are angry about.

I was dealing with issues a lot bigger than if I was gay or not.

I underestimated how serious you were about that crap.

I want to be free to be who I want to be,

But I guess I am not.

It comes at a price.

I lost the simple.

I couldn't get it back.

I can't get it back sweetheart.

It was gone.

People don't get the chance to be Ghandi anymore.

That's nipped in the bud real quick.

You can buy it,

But no one wants it anyway.

We are all wasslers 

And we are supposed to be happy with it.

I am here to suck a big tit, and that's the end of it.

If I think anything different I am angry at women.

Well damnit I guess I am angry then.

I hit the compression floor that's all.

It means I don't mean a damn thing to anybody but myself.

Rationality and permanence

What is cheating sex?

A pedestrian stepped on a butterfly.

All the music of 77 is just really special for some reason.

It reminds me of lying in front of the console with my Mom,

And going to see Star Wars with my Dad.

Radical Islam will never rule the world in peace.

How do you know something is wrong if it has always been that way?

Here I am bitching about lead,

And vinyl records have lead.

I must have been born desperate.

A championship in many other places,

Would be just another championship.

At VCU it would be much more than that.

How about Styx at the super bowl in Chicago?

Matt and the harmonics 

I don't remember there being 93 different versions no.

Of the coverup,

By the coverup,

For the coverup.

Potassium permanganate

I understand the John 1:1 debate

I understand the revelation 1:11 debate

God let the GNB be written.

There is a tradition of parsing surrounding the KJV that outsiders do not understand.

That I admittedly do not understand.

For me it is an issue of new wine and old wine

A domain for the dead

,Nobody wants to be king of the mountain.

It costs too much, and you can't stay there

I may not recognize the truth,

But I am not meaning to deceive anyone.

That there is no magic,

That there is no alchemy,

That is the lie.

There is a difference between resorting to magic to explain something,

And acknowledging it is there

Telling you the truth

Without ushering in the dark ages 

One thing seems certain,

They ain't listening to the carpenters.

The second amendment is about the people's right to revolt,

Not the right to shoot up elementary schools.

I don't think it is understood what would have to be done.

It's not just a 1984 thing
It is a 1963 thing
It makes me hope I am delusional.
That I am making up the absurdity 

E

I want the words to flow

I want my parrot to talk,

Nobody sees the value in It

It's ok to show because he is Palestinian?ff

I don't recall any one else gunned down on television.

In the beginning everything runs in to a wall

And falls off a cliff.

Colorful Geometry

What is the "yet" operation?

.gov is for tourists

I understand why she wanted her own server

It's not .mil

That is the sort of thing you would do in Nobunaga

What is a fantasy fugue?

I don't think they ever took into account what might happen if someone actually did rewire themselves.

I create too many questions,

And I don't answer any.

Did she really have to do it?

Has it really kept me out of trouble?

I don't remember much about 1983.

I tried to become another person but I failed

Beyond the realm of any possibility.

I won't get an accurate portrayal if leave out the ugly parts.

Have they ever said "poo" on American television?

Someone who is always right is not high on my desirable list.

One percent happens

Everyday

Psychiatry doesn't think one percent should change the way they treat people.

They talk about the brain making new connections, but aren't ready when it actually happens.

I have rewired myself, and I don't know if it's for the good or bad.

I don't know that this wasn't the whole problem to begin with.

People go seeking help, but it breaks down their resistance and leads them to the dark side.

What is fourth geometry

What are no boundary vectors

We use imaginary numbers,

Why not fourth geometry

I don't think you can understand 3 until you understand 4

I think things start 4 then deteriorate to 3

What is dark geometry?

or maybe "unexpected geometry"

Or unestablished

Things Meaningful yet Subjective

You can experience it,

But I don't think you will ever have proof.

I am not the way I see myself am I.

Did Jesus really tell them the rocks would talk?

I hate the term "High functioning"

It makes it sound I could be better if I tried harder.

If you have an event that needs to happen,

You will have a whole line of things that need to happen,

And some of those things may be in cyberspace

Just as they might in a dream

Which gets down to what dreams are

Just because it sounds bizarre,

Doesn't mean its irrational.

They are two separate things.

We are like gasoline

Nobody has found a use for us yet.

I spend a lot of energy staying rational.

"Lithium is believed to have been created by the Big Bang"

Hence "stitched to the bang"

You give lithium to those who are holographic

It's a dose of reality

Relax

I am only half kidding

When you try to understand it,

It gets bizarre.

It's like a warning to stay on your own turf.

God is angry

Somebody needs to step up.

I was in the middle of a vision and they tackled me and didn't let me have it.

You are stupid.

You think you can do a better job?

Responsibility is the worst thing that can happen to you.

Now what are you responsible for?

Sometimes you are better off with the lemons.

You can't fix things anyway.

It takes generations for things to get fixed.