The Big Omission

I didn’t understand I was hurting people.

It wasn’t the biggest issue in my life.

People sitting on money, or power,

And not using it,

Is unnerving to some.

All the progressions you may come up with yourself,

Are probably already out there anyway.

I don’t know everything 

All I know is paying attention to chords and progressions

Makes things easier to listen to

What are they going to do?

Put 70 million people on Zyprexa

People understand what power they have.

They know what to do.

We are still going to have a lot of motivated angry people.

What is media derangement syndrome?

I would not be surprised 

If 30 or40 million people ended up on medication.

A lot of people are going to have a problem.

I don’t know how to set that stuff up.

I know what I know.

It isn’t worth the headache.

I barely know how to use a cell phone.j

Can the system handle 20 or 30 million deranged people?

C major pentatonic scale: C - D - E - G - A

F major pentatonic scale: F - G - A - C - D

A minor pentatonic scale: A - C - D - E - G

E minor pentatonic scale: E - G - A - B - D

https://autochords.com/

Use edit, give it a haircut.

Nobody knows if or how we are going to get paid.

Nor do they know what to call us.

But that shouldn’t stop us.

I am in a situation where my immediate needs are met

You don’t need to steal from me.

It is really easy.

Give yourself some time.

There are people who can’t do radio.

There are people who can’t do broadcast television.

If you can’t do Facebook.

If you can’t do Fox News.

Then don’t do it.

There is concern about Marxism and socialism,

And I can’t say it is wrong.

Be weary about people who hide themselves behind a banner,

And claim they care about you.

This came up  – Isaiah 26:20

I said I wouldn’t be surprised if he was impeached 2 or 3 times.

I also said if he kept going,

He would be denied public office.

I don’t like predicting the end of the world,

But it came up and I felt he wanted me to say it.

Because you are inevitably wrong,

And that is all people will remember.

I didn’t know

http://technovelgy.com/ct/content.asp?Bnum=126

No wonder people think I am a robot 

The Androids are the meat

Does it make you feel better for yourself,

That at least you ain’t a replicant?

That is a recipe for Auschwitz.

Would you trust that person with your family?

It is a high threshold unfortunately.

There is something going on with men?

I am sorry that my dad had to see this.

He devoted his whole life to service of his country.

Norman Rockwell and Walton’s mountain.

I guess you could consider him a Reagan Democrat,

But I have never known how he actually votes

I told them I needed to be in the economy.

They think I am Drew Bledsoe

How do I vote for Trump?

Dad never said anything political to me about anybody.

Shit happens

You know?

She thinks I am taking her rights away.

How do you handle almost?

There is obviously something there.

Far more real than Roswell.

I can say first hand reverse speech is real.

I can say first hand magic squares are real.

I am fairly confident that satanism and child trafficking take place.

I can’t say a pizza parlor is a front for that activity.

Who else are you doing to hear it from?

That speaks volumes right there.

From what I have seen,

Most would say do no harm,

And that people are just another animal,

And that stupidity should be painful.

It is felt that Satan doesn’t lie

That he keeps his promises 

That whatever happens to you, you have done to yourself.

I would be concerned about people that don’t contradict themselves.

You don’t do that when you are about winning a game.

I was nervous when he gave me that verse too.

Maybe someone knows something I don’t.

I spent years in a chat room with those people.

They inflated my ego to think yzax was some big scientific discovery.

I think saturation is a real thing,

I am just not going to get a Nobel prize over it.

I am some janitor that got lucky.

People like to dig.

People like rabbit holes.

How did they get removed?

Did they just walk away?

You want to bitch about satanists now?

Where were you 25 years ago?

I waved a red flag, and nobody gave a shit.

People could distribute without the usual channels.

What is The Big Omission?

Talking to a Dead Fish

If you don't die well 

It can send ripple effects

Down your whole life

It doesn’t do well for people to think they are being punished for days on end.

America spent ten years and 12 million dollars developing a pen that would work in space,

When Russia just used pencils.

Millions didn’t sound big enough.

I think they were both positioned.

Frames drag

Pressure builds 

And somewhere it slips

Was there involvement

Or did it just happen that way?

Whale noises van allen belt

Like eating cookie dough 

Boost your oximetry with folate?

I put myself in the electorate,

And President Trump did not win.

Maybe next time.

Don’t get me involved in this.

It is not mine to win or lose.

What is the alternative?

What are we going to have a war every four years?

Everyone has things they understand,

That no one else seems to appreciate.

More a description, than a solution.

I am wondering if it is therapeutic.

https://www.nm.org/about-us/northwestern-medicine-newsroom/nm-news-blog/power-of-music-to-cope-with-covid-19

I used background humm

Hocus pocus less in focus.

There is a whole industry of tones that aren’t helping people.

I don’t know

If I get cocky this thing is going to kill me.

Use something topical and resist the urge to scratch 

What if I really did reach thousands of people?

What would she do?

I am watching my oxygen levels,

And I am trying not to start coughing.

This thing gets you to hack when you don’t need to.

We need to bring England into the fold.

If she goes down, we go down.

I don’t like giving advice because I am not a doctor,

But this is simple stuff.

Wearing a mask, even at home, may help you keep moisture.

Every day you can avoid hacking,

Is a day in your favor.

People are afraid of getting sued if stuff doesn’t work.

Everyone needs to be treated like they have reached 10000 people.

We are treating people like it is the 80’s

And it is not.

An enormous amount of time and energy is being spent.

We need to accept that the world has changed.

The individual is no longer the individual we accept individuals are.

We reach more people 

Bottom line.

Wes told me to take vitamins.

This thing makes you hack when you don’t need to,

And you need to be ready for it.

You don’t have to like me.

I am not asking to be liked.

I don’t know

I have been dealing with congestion I can’t clear for years now.

I have never been able to bring mucus all the way up anyway.

People think they know schizophrenia 

Americans are learning the wrong lessons,

And they run into trouble if they try to do the right things.

What the use is technology,

If there ain’t no content?

Everyone is at war if there ain’t no content.

Is it content or conflict?

A Recipe For Ketchup

It is passive dissonance 

I am not here to change the definition,

Of what is in key and what is not.

It is my ears and they are a part of what is me.

It has moments when it’s really out of it.

I can compare one to another.

It is the third or fourth that gets me.

Can chemical imbalances be temporary?

When do the training wheels come off?

If you don’t think you can stop,

Well that is something different altogether.

More akin to being overweight than out of balance.

That is what the tea leaves said, I am sorry.

I guess cease and desist doesn’t mean anything to Trump.

They were playing “Fortunate Son” when they were asked not to

See your trusted professional 

Why does bing think I am in Seattle?

They wanted a platform where they could hold someone accountable.

The borg have a more perfect union too.

https://trumpstitution.tumblr.com/

She would have found a reason for me to be inadequate.

Why did Virginia seem to handle the vote so well?

I don’t know enough about music for me to claim jazz.

Choose an outlet and stick with it.

They are having a standoff.

Congratulations President elect Joe Biden

And Vice President elect Kamala Harris

He is going to end up being banned from public service 

There are better ways for rural America to express misgivings.

I like it when she says always 

People are fickle.

You need to find trust in God.

You should not take public office

If you’re afraid to lose.

Psychiatry is going to have a major power grab.

It is going to affect everybody.

https://www.history.com/news/jfk-assassination-documents-declassified-release

They are probably burning 15 dollars worth of gas just waiting in line.

Gas ain’t free.

They gotta pay for that too.

You shouldn’t put a lot of expectation on one individual.

They are bound to disappoint.

Dissonance is not fraud.

The last thing Republicans need right now is to completely fail on COVID-19 

America will survive partisan politics 

I think people voted on who we could survive.

People realize this Democratic Party is in bed with Marxists

But they didn’t think we could survive President Trump.

They cognitive dissonance shows that.

They ain’t about control,

They know one world government won’t work.

They are trying to find someone.

We can have years of peace

Or we can have months of absolute hell

It is your decision 

You only have a few hours to savor it.

It is your decision 

You can win this thing

But it will only last an hour or two

I dream about it all the time

It doesn’t just hand over like that,

It takes years of preparation.

You don’t want to get into a decision derby

Even if he runs again 

It won’t be the same opportunity 

I love my iPad.

I wish I had this 30 years ago.

Forgive me

I am sorry

I was wrong

I am wrong

Don’t miss me

Don’t miss me

When I am gone

I don’t think they appreciate efficacy when it comes to mental health.

They think if it keeps you out of the hospital, it is good to go.

I don’t know if they appreciate magic as a real thing or not.

I just wanted a good experience.

I really didn’t care who it was with.

They have us listed like a recipe for ketchup 

The Meat Paradox

Conspiracy zero

Because it is the right thing to do

I can’t speak that way, it is wrong.

Sometimes I get up on the soap box,

And start preaching to everybody.

That is wrong.

I shouldn’t do that.

I don’t know as God wants to take the game this way.

Was the fat head stuff better?

I need the iPad 

I can’t put 2 and 2 together without it.

Why did my mother have to die without family,

If nothing better came of it?

I wish the best for the president.

I hope he recovers.

https://www.worldometers.info/geography/alphabetical-list-of-countries/

It was heartbreaking.

My mother had dementia.

She had no understanding what was going on.

Her pleas still echo in my head.

If you stop watching for 24 hours,

And you still want to vote for this man,

Go ahead.

That is how I put it to myself.

I did not mean to combat anyone.

I don’t care who it is.

If they lose you for 24 hours,

They think they have lost you politically.

I guess the confusion comes from my mother.

My mother had an integrity crisis.

If someone doesn’t do well 

And they have a crisis 

It affects everyone 

A few days of dementia

Is enough to screw everything up

Opaque in the sense it is difficult or impossible to follow,

Not that it is hiding anything.

I really don’t like the name “word salad”.

Letting your sub speak is a dangerous thing.

I can’t imagine myself being farther right than my dad.

I liked it when Eddie played won’t get fooled again entirely on guitar.

It may be fake news,

But it ain’t fake votes.

Even if it is not a real choice,

It is still a decision.

Make your decision,

And wait for what God gives you.

Everyone wants instant potatoes.

Generations that have never had the real thing.

https://www.biography.com/news/gandhi-hitler-letters-world-war-ii

https://www.brainyquote.com/authors/winston-churchill-quotes_2

You can’t have faith nowadays without being accused of magical thinking.

They wrap themselves up in 19th century bullshit

Everyone knows doesn’t apply anymore 

And think they are being radical.

It is like the FDA

It takes ten years for a device to be approved 

What’s in use today

Is at least 5 generations old

You don’t have an opinion unless it has been approved.

Just because they are legitimate voters,

Doesn’t mean they ain’t fracking.

It seems to me you would change your opinion 

Before you started fracking

Let’s bring in new blood, and do what we want.

We don’t want to answer to the people.

Let us get new people.

40 percent of America has nothing of value to say.

They are creepy old records.

We need civil conversation 

In my opinion,

It doesn’t become paranoia until you feel threatened or persecuted.

For me

I am the type of person 

That is just the way things are.

I don’t know any different.

I have no experience to compare it to.

It has always been this way.

I’m frantically trying to lose.

They said I shouldn’t have this authority,

That I wasn’t elected.

Find something that relaxes you

Slows your breathing 

Slows your heart rate

If you cannot calm yourself down,

How are you going to calm other people?

I don’t know.

They think Jesus is coming.

There has been people like me before.

We just have the internet now.

I remember who I was 35 years ago.

I certainly don’t wish to become a permanent fixture 

Of the Republican Party.

https://www.startribune.com/can-democracy-survive-the-internet/572541651/

Reverse speech is real

Sex magic is real

Satanism is real

All evangelicals are idiots?

Proof is the pudding.

I don’t know the answer 

I only know what has worked for me.

I seem to be in some sort of survival mode.

Beat Trump

The laws are there,

But the universe itself didn’t happen.

You don’t get to this place by listening to pundits.

https://news.yahoo.com/studies-suggest-sharp-drop-covid-134442854.html

It has become a skill set, like karate.

You cannot be afraid of ugly shit.

I don’t think they have skills to deal with asexuals.

They don’t even think it is a real thing.

It’s not a role that I could fill to begin with.

I hear it, I just cannot seem to find it.

I guess it has a dissonance they don’t like

Africa From Space

Sometimes I work two hours on something 

That sounded better in the first 15 minutes 

Nobody is going to be a police officer anymore.

We are going to have to draft people 

I fear it is going to become a federal responsibility 

And people are going to get drafted

I hear that we need leadership,

I hear that there is systemic racism,

But what is the president’s role in a solution?

There are no clear lines like there were in the 1860’s

I fear an increase in federal authority 

A power grab that isn’t going to help anyone.

What is America going to look like after things get done?

I told them to go south

I told them don’t stop

That change would require a life of protest 

Let’s be real

It might be put off another 4 years

But short of an apocalypse 

It’s the black community that is going to determine what America is going to become 

There are plenty out there,

Who would welcomingly court the apocalypse 

Russia is white

They would rather give it all to Russia I guess.

Rather that than pay reparations 

I don’t know what makes me think these things.

Milk us to death and leave us with a dead cow.

Nobody listens to me,

I have been canceled since the 80’s

Don’t mind me,

I am just the tooth fairy.

I ain’t crazy about President Trump,

But I am supposed to believe 

MSNBC is better than FOX News?

CNN did a better job with the conventions than the other two.

More convention and less commentary.

Some have a heart,

But they seem overly concerned about a Pulitzer 

Are you going to work together as a team,

Or are you going to throw people under the bus?

They lied about the hantavirus.

What would have happened if that had gone the wrong way?

There is a lot of esoteric stuff in psychiatry,

The whole discipline depends on secrets.

You don’t solve things by using big words.

When it comes to human behavior,

Give us one word we have found a solution for.

There is no solution.

It cannot be fixed.

We are stuck with it.

Our ability to name things,

Out paces our ability to solve them.

Once you hear one thing,

It is hard to hear anything else.

I dream about Biloxi all the time.

It is one of the top 3 things I dream about.

It has been different,

But I don’t think osmosis is any easier.

It is a dark age way to do things I guess.

I dream about having another year,

But it never does any good.

I would think people would be happy for me,

But somehow it is an affront 

I slowed something down,

And it just sort of fell in my lap.

If you get stuck by lightning,

Do you blame the lightning?

Can you go without television for 24 hours?

She was playing golf.

She knew what the hazards were.

He doesn’t want to hear me cry anymore 

Some type of hysteria is going on.

I wish I could sue the Boy Scouts.

I guess I had some walk on part in a nuclear holocaust.

I don’t understand how that is a bad thing.

I may be able to walk people through a Holocaust,

But I can’t solve everything.

I guess voter fraud is only real in Georgia.

I watched a whole documentary about it.

I think it was PBS.

I consider people think

That because nothing happened 

No work went into it.

You have nothing to contrast.

It is known what you believe.

You are blueprinted.

It is ok

That is the way America works.

Your opinions were known 30 years ago

You mean to tell me,

There are no futurists at the pentagon?

It is very difficult to be original anymore.

He really did something.

The aliens had to give us a plague to get rid of him.

His privilege attracts people.

I think people failed to understand 

How attractive privilege can be.

I have been trying to be a redneck my whole life.

Ghandi is a joke to these people.

Nobody failed me.

It is this postmodern world we are living in.

What is new doesn’t work.

The scientific method,

Is just another modernist tool that doesn’t work.

There was supposed to be a utopia,

And it didn’t happen.

Why does it get to happen now?

It has failed.

All this 19th century good ideal stuff simply does not work.

Why should we keep trying it?

Love is in hell.

What can you say?

If we had psychiatric care for everyone who needed it,

The system would be overwhelmed.

Everyone has their love affair with it,

But it just doesn’t work.

Honestly?

They think it hasn’t worked because America has been in the way.

America is an engine for the elite 

They want to bring down America,

So they can remake the world.

People think this socialist utopian dream is dead.

It isn’t.

 

It is hard not to be romantic about it.

http://nursing-resource.com/erik-eriksons-stages-of-psychological-development/

How many people are successful at this?

Isn’t it just personality types?

Seems judgmental to me.

Desirable traits?

Desirable to who?

I don’t want to feel like a failure when I die.

I guess I have the need to feel accomplished.

Thousands of people being sold pipe dreams.

But the real revolution is going to be in the way people learn.

It is very threatening.

There is a lot of money involved.

It’s easy to layer stuff when there’s only 3 tones

5 tones is difficult 

If people go through what I went through in 2008,

It’s going to be a rough ride.

Don’t get caught up in it.

Vote early.

I don’t know about Q

But I do believe sex magic and reverse speech are real

More Than A Choke

No attention to a key

I can’t keep track of everything I am delusional about.

Not playing enough notes to know what key it’s in.

They made some comment on msnbc I didn’t like

I am just saying,

It has become a sad state of affairs,

If this has become a blog of note.

It was a left field observation that had nothing to do with her eligibility 

The biggest obstacle to time travel,

Is that the women are always right.

Some bozo caused an accident 

And the women had to take over

They don’t know when to stop

It’s not an anti Biden thing

This is why I have thought maybe I shouldn’t vote.

you know that the MostHigh rules the kingdom of men and gives it to whom he will

http://www.jamaicaobserver.com/news/the-british-monarchy-8217-s-involvement-in-slavery-the-british-monarchy-8217-s-involvement-in-slavery_128602?profile=1096

Government certainly can’t fix the problem.

Nothing is going to work.

We are stuck with it.

Not believing makes the problem worse.

Seek

Contemplate 

Google God

We need another social welfare program 

On the backs of future generations 

That being said,

We can’t have a permanent underclass on the basis of race

I can’t look to the government to effectively change anything.

We are going to go several rounds with this

I wish I had the clarity of purpose others seem to have.

My life experiences have left me broadly disillusioned.

https://www.theaquilareport.com/marxism-postmodernism-and-critical-race-theory/

I believe there is going to be an equalizer that will stop the cycle of violence.

There is a tremendous amount of information out there,

And people are using Facebook 

It disables the air bags

And keeps you going for the show

I don’t feel fully responsible.

Kellyanne Conway was the best person President Trump had.

If no one is going to have a say, it is okay?

God forbid, I don’t belong to mtv.

When you first learn about nationalization,

You think that is what should happen,

We should support that,

But it is the atheism that doesn’t work.

People are romantic, and want it to work,

But it just doesn’t,

No matter who you blame.

Because atheism is a complete lie and they know it.

It is thought God is a homicidal maniac.

They know better than God.

https://covid19testcenterlocator.uhc.com/ctcl#/CTC-Search

If you are depending on websites to get things done, good luck.

It seems they always hang up on something.

God is real

He gets involved in personal lives.

He is not just someone you are going to be accountable to when you die

Be ready

I think he is going to be in peoples lives

And they are not going to like it.

We probably have more 80 year olds.

I hope that God will let people use it if they need it.

All the anger people had about Hinckley and Chapman got put on me.

I tried to drop it and move on but people wouldn’t let me.

I do feel I am the face of schizophrenia now.

I am all for the separation of church and state,

But God is God

And I fear he is going to be in people’s heads,

And people need to be ready for it.

I can tell you what I fear

But I am not going to make predictions 

Or try not to anyway

We have known for decades that election years are difficult 

When you find your cognac 

You don’t want anyone else to find it

The type of music you make when you are looking for something.

It got me that they drove by the guy that just killed two people.

A Chromatic Mess

They think men can only solve things with violence.

You are playing right into their psyop agenda.

They will give you everything you want,

Then they will take it all away.

It is called Pump and Dump.

They manufactured the issues 20 years ago.

It is always a scenario.

Are you ready for it?

Violence is not going to win.

It will just decide what the next scenario is going to be.

They sell sundaes in Portland too.

There are millions of people out there

Waiting for something to do

Obligated even

If there was any promise in it,

It has been worked out by now.

If the goal is for everyone to be indispensable 

We ain’t there yet.

There is going to be civil conflict 

And they are going to come to the rescue 

And put us all on medication 

Your not smart enough.

Your just one person.

It would take the second coming to stop this now.

Can the federal government build communities?

Is it the president’s job?

The presidency is not some magical office that is going to solve everything.

I sent them a letter that I was under attack.

If I say too much it won’t be there for other people.

I think there is a romantic hangover 

I ain’t messing with no one

I just want to gather myself and move on.

People ain’t ready for instant karma.

Are you ready for immediate consequences?

Things are built layer on layer,

And I consider we run the risk of exposing the magma.

It is a drop box 

It helps me cope

Burn it like a candle

A paranoid person is a paranoid person.

It doesn’t matter if it’s true or not.

If it is consuming your life,

You should seek treatment.

What about the Washington Sturgeons 

Portland needs to deal with Portland 

Chicago needs to deal with Chicago 

I can’t very well bitch about outsiders in Richmond,

Then get involved with Portland.

I gave Democrats my vote in 2018 because they said they needed it

I hadn’t voted for 20 years

What did they do with it?

They are giving me riddles to determine where my information comes from.

How do you have a discipline you can’t directly talk about?

My birth certificate is a notarized microfiche.

It probably wouldn’t be up to par.

It’s true because it makes itself true.

If you construct a law,

It is going to get tested.

Why are you here to get pissed off about it to begin with?

This is not Facebook 

This is a drop box

I put things because I am paranoid

And feel the need to talk to the television.

What is your excuse for reading it?

It is delusional.

It doesn’t matter.

I was spamming compuserve before I knew www even existed

My first windows machine did not even come with a modem

It all started with a chromatic mess.

The Equalizer

Men went off to war and never came back,

Even in a body bag,

Or if they did, lame or addicted.

They didn’t buy the farm either 

Homes were foreclosed 

Widows were evicted 

Mind you women were considered frail back then

We don’t get the story of reconstruction.

That is what my father told me.

If that is racist I guess I need to work on it.

If it is organized and shared,

It is not considered delusional.

I like the idea of beef hotdogs,

But I think the chicken and pork ones taste better.

I don’t know.

I am sure it means something.

I want people to know,

That the truth has nothing to do with it.

What is a paranova?

I feel disconnected from the sensitivities 

Of the African American community.

It just wasn’t in the front of my mind,

Like Geico or Progressive.

It is these corporations spending millions of dollars

To be at the front of your mind

That are the problem 

Bunch of screen time junkies,

Don’t even know how to make tea.

You do things for yourself,

You are involved in it

I don’t know how they stay ahead of me.

I can’t come up with anything original.

Save some of it

You may need it sometime 

The not knowing,

Combined with the not knowing,

Among the not knowing 

Really has done a number on me.

I didn’t know what the thunder was,

And, as an adopted person, my genealogy

And no one having any answers for me

If Jordy was involved in the development of warp travel,

Then where did warp travel come from?

It was an education.

I did not know black people felt that way.

We need to be mindful 

That everyone feels included 

There was something wrong with society,

That it needed ******* to begin with

I am out of touch.

I am talking about Star Trek.

If it’s about what black children see,

Then let’s do something about it.

You cite a higher power,

When the origin cannot be traced.

It happens.

You have a better name for it?

It doesn’t matter who you vote for,

The winner is going to be China.

Because China is going to benefit either way.

America is short sighted.

We think we have won the game,

But we have been played the whole time.

I think people appreciate that you say something genuine,

As opposed to just winning them over.

I felt I was loosing it,

I felt I needed to reign myself in,

I decided the ball was in her court.

I belonged to MTV.

I didn’t have a page.

MTV gets in trouble if they don’t deliver.

You don’t belong to me.

I am not going to suffer if I don’t deliver you.

Keep that in mind.

I saw it in Bpe

I saw them complaining about the Bush victory

Their indignation that the polls seemed inaccurate 

Concern about who was going to be in power

When information about the Kennedy 

Well you know

It is too deep for me to understand what side I am on

What really gets me,

Is they think they are doing a patriotic thing

I can understand how having someone have your back,

Can be a big deal right now.

I understand why we need science as a tool,

But I don’t think it answers everything.

I understand how someone that can thumb their nose,

Can be attractive.

He is above psychiatry,

And that is scary for people.

Is this going to be an issue?

The pendulum has swung way left

And there is a lot of resentment on this issue.

Are you mad at psychiatry?

Do you think Joe Biden is going to do anything?

What we are doing is wrong,

And if we don’t stop,

We are going to end up under sharia law 

The idea that the president is above psychiatry,

Is a big issue.

He is a hero for millions.

And I understand it.

Do you?

What are you going to do

If it happens again?

Which it assuredly will

You need every single person,

And is just not going to happen 

I am angry about what has happened to me.

People should be able to get help

And not be worried about how they will support themselves 

I mean

I couldn’t get help until I lost everything.ep

I guess I am not making the world safe for atheists anymore.

Atheists and people who don’t go to church or read the Bible 

Are not the same thing

Christianity is about how we treat one another.

It is not just do no harm.

It is also do to help people.

The Mayan calendar changed the western calendar 

And I think voodoo changed America too.

I love my mother.

I don’t think anyone called it right.

And I knew it all

I guess there is a difference 

Between a big old tom cat

And a dandy.

He looks like a Patrick Blaine 

They sprayed museums and galleries.

I don’t think a mob from Richmond would do that.

I am afraid some of us are being used to manufacture blind spots.

And I fear it has become cultural.

It is dangerous for me to talk about this shit

And there is nothing I can do about it.

I stitched myself to the bang.

Even if I was,

I am not someone who is delusional or doesn’t remember anymore.

God forbid there be something you don’t understand.

I don’t have to prove anything 

My objective has been met

Then let them be careful who they fuck with.

It is an equalizer 

And they don’t want that

The equalizer has been there for over 20 years!

Godless Party People and Systemic Atheism

I’ve been down this road.

My indignation of what Christianity did to native peoples 

ended with me getting seriously burned

And that is what they want

An atomic free for all

Am I racist?

Am I gay?

That is the only thing people seem to care about.

People can steer you,

But at some point you have to feel that way,

And I just never did.

Ride down Floyd avenue.

Visit the triangle.

I was laughed at for wanting a nice bicycle 

I don’t feel welcomed by the Democratic Party right now.

sunday is going to turn those things around,
and I don't know where we are going to be.

They were dimensional markers to me.

What about Colonial Williamsburg or Jamestown?

I don’t know why I am reinventing algebra,

There must be a reason.

I feel I am procuring freedoms nobody wants.

If you don’t love your country,

Things go to shit for everybody.

Basic algebra 

Do you want to build 

Or do you want to bring everything down?

Where the heck is Biden?

What does he have to say about all this?

Is his coalition so weak he can’t speak his mind?

Have the world on your shoulders,

And have everyone hate you.

They probably didn’t know they were green anyway

There is still exploitation.

They have just redone the algebra 

And named it something else.

If you don’t know what page you are on,

Be on my page.

If you think you are going to be able to smoke all the weed you want,

It doesn’t work out that way.

There maybe a honeymoon,

But it’s going to be an abusive relationship.

Is arranged homosexuality better?

It is not worth the pain it would take to fix it.

Getting laid is more important than staying safe.

If you don’t join in everybody’s sickness,

Something is wrong with you.

The evidence is being ignored.

It is all about control.

I don’t think marijuana,

And the lack of mental health professionals of color,

Are helping the situation

Honestly 

Stop the marijuana and get help

I guess the bottom line is,

What does it say to kids?

Adults may understand there is a nuance there,

Kids probably don’t.

https://www.npr.org/sections/health-shots/2020/06/25/877549715/bear-our-pain-the-plea-for-more-black-mental-health-workers

A Decent Pair of Roller Skates

I guess I have failed to learn my lesson about violence and intimidation.

People like to get in each other’s head

And play with their emotions 

Stop and buy gas in a black community.

Stop and buy beer in a black community.

Ride or skate through a black community.

I might have nineteenth century opinions,

But I am still here.

Are white mobs actually going to do anything for black communities?

When the white mob gets what they want,

Is it going to empower black communities?

White people duplicitous?

Say it ain’t so.

My concern would be,

That they would take the monuments down,

And they would stop there feeling they had done something.

It is going to take more than just taking monuments down.

I feel it would be largely symbolic,

That it wouldn’t help or change anything.

People have faults.

People need to love one another.

It is not going to stop white people,

Selling their house when a black family moves into the neighborhood.

What matters more?

Black lives or property values?

It is still early for this generation.

I guess we will see.

I don’t know if people are prepared

For the role mental health is going to play

If we defund the police

Even larger numbers of people on medication

All of those people losing their gun rights

Effective loss of free speech 

I don’t know

Don’t think the government is not going to be in your life

If we defund the police

They go into prevent mode

What happens to you is going to be based on statistics 

I thought I could stop my medication,

And eventually I would come through to the other side,

But they wouldn’t let me

Because they said most people get in trouble with the law

Plan on this to happen to more people

Plan on being told again and again 

You are only one person.

How can your life matter,

If they don’t even see you as an individual?

And if you are,

You are a trouble maker?

You are a statistic.

You are a demographic.

How can your life matter?

You aren’t an individual.

There is no such thing as an individual.

I am not trying to justify anybody.

Jesus died for asserting himself as an individual.

Has it been recorded?

Then I must have done something right.

I am still sore I didn’t get a decent pair of roller skates.

You may feel indignant,

But don’t expect anyone to embrace you.

Of No Consequence At All

How do you know what I am being rewarded with?

Things are designed 

If it stays with it

We are going to have to rework the entire economy 

If

Money is killing people.

What is the use of a house

If it can’t weather a storm like this

Would America have been criticized 

If Ebola Reston had gone the wrong way?

I don’t think I will ever go back to spending

The way I used to spend

People have been buying what I buy for months

What is herd ignorance?

If we are in the “matrix”

Human diseases can be spread in the digital environment.

A human virus spread by computer 

Why not?

They can make you taste lemons.

You are a herd.

You are stupid.

You don’t think for yourself.

I don’t think China cares one way or the other,

They just want us to have a one party system like they do.

The whole world is tired of a bipolar America.

What do you think?

I don’t want to see the death of the Republican Party.

Or the Democratic Party  either.

But I think we are going to play cooties for a long time over this.

I don’t know why I am being so difficult.

All I have to do is play guitar.

I must be unhappy about something.

Me and secrets just don’t go well together.

Purists have a fit if it takes three hands to play it.

If this thing is killed by sunlight,

Is there a better color to wear?

I watch the news shows with the captions on.

The radio does a number on me.

I needed something to listen to.

I thought some people liked it.

Music isn’t setting people free anymore 

It is part of the program 

What are political derivatives?

Nobody was over concerned

When 19 year old soldiers were dying in Vietnam 

Burning is part of writing it?

They are statistical models,

And they aren’t just used with viruses and weather.

People’s world views have not kept pace

I like what that lady said,

“If my opinion doesn’t matter, why are you testing me?”

I don’t know how they can stay in denial.

Who is going to lose if magic thinking prevails?

Are officers trained that if you can talk you can breathe?

Just a few weeks ago they were cheering first responders,

Now we are on the verge of a race war?

I hope cooler heads prevail.

We have listened,

You made your point.

I wish I could snap my fingers and say

No one will ever die in police custody again,

But I don’t have the power to do that.

Part of me is three years old.

It is something I live with.

I am sorry if I offended anyone.

It is ugly

It is “bananas”

You think I don’t know that?

I did not write a script to screw people.

Black yellow red or white 

https://www.usnews.com/news/us/articles/2019-06-18/government-fails-to-release-data-on-deaths-in-police-custody

Has this been complied with?

Shit is already on the books and the government hasn’t complied with it?

A place to start?

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Death_in_Custody_Reporting_Act_of_2013

That was the old third district 

I think rep Scott was my congressman 

I have been on both sides.

I helped restrain a woman strung out on pcp,

But I have been tackled and handcuffed myself.

Elsie’s Storm

He couldn’t stop smoking and masturbating

So he made excuses for himself 

You can’t force yourself to bond with someone 

I finally settled that I was beaching myself.

Actually reading the Bible helped,

Even if it wasn’t the KJV

Why do I think life is supposed to make sense?

Nobody else seems to.

It is something worse.

He likes to perform miracles,

And getting involved in individual lives.

I really enjoyed Trish and Kennedy.

I hope they come back.

Coronaviruses are zoonotic, which means they're transmitted between animals and people. 

Although the number of households who own a cat or dog as a pet in Korea are growing, it is undeniable that it is still a new concept here.

http://seoulsync.com/lifestyle/owning-a-pet-in-korea

Because I seem to remember the cats killed a bat

It is what I was craving at the moment 

It’s not mine to produce 

There is a new dynamic going on.

We can’t have a god war with 50000 gods

God has the final say

Take the lowest notes and raise them an octave.

Just because I did an inversion,

Does not mean I am in control of anything 

It is difficult to get to the place where it is easy

God considers everything I do to be upside down or backwards 

I think it started as a signal of distress

If it happens again?

It’s not going to be whale noises and chocolate chip cookies.

Perhaps I spoke too soon.
I am just saying the next miracle is going to be of a different character.

I was looking for a mask

I thought it was a first aid kit

Is music theory supposed to scare me?

She doesn’t want me to be a bum.

The sixties were still around back then.

People like me were called bums or hippies.

That was like 911 is to us.

Apparently our prisons and nursing homes,
Are as bad as Chinese wet markets

They wouldn’t release her to dad

And Susan was not ready for her

It was only supposed to be a couple week

It has been Murphy’s law since Christmas Eve

Diet Soda and Chocolate Chip Cookies

You think government knows the truth?

What makes you think they now more than we do?

They are never going to endorse ancient alien theory.

We are lucky to have it on television.

Is it the same as everyone else,

Or is there something different about it?

It was just number salad.

Well,

It wouldn’t be the first time one of my salads 

Ended up meaning something 

I guess it is the oops you can’t do that song.

I am not going to do rock and guitar,

If they are going to give me a hard time.

Hearing Party Girl in my head for three days.

I wanted to have my a+ certification,

But I thought if I was going to spend that kind of money to learn something,

I would rather it be music.

Is the president going to gloat?

They have to bring in generators

Because the power ain’t right.

I want less industry

And more community 

If I wasn’t getting a paycheck,

Maybe I would be more serious about it.

Society has just decided it doesn’t need people like me.

I want to be the lead figure,

But it just ain’t happening.

I would like to be part of a team that needs someone like me.

In order for me to get it into the music app,

I have to upload it, download it, put it into iTunes, then sync.

So why not?

I was just trying to get it into my music app.

I wouldn't do that.
there was something genuinely wrong

Pandemics can go around the world 3 or 4 times.

I don’t know about you,

But people’s pets have been dying for months.

What is the common cold virus.

I don’t think anyone seriously thinks

He would ship people to Siberia 

I’m screwing things up.

We got the Dave factor going on.

I am too soft and stupid for hip hop

First you think it is true,

Then you settle that it’s not,

Then you find out it really is true.

If you see digital noise when you rub your eyes,

You may need to ground yourself.

If you use it and it works for you,

Tell other people.

I don't remember,
but I think Christians were being gassed.

Why were people listening to me to begin with?

Cheese Pizza

I am insane.

I hold on because I have to.

I don’t spend a lot of time

Thinking about what others are thinking.

I don’t know as I ever,

Will truly get out of C.

Confusion is an industry 

You are talking about people who have no qualms about killing Americans 

In uniform or not.

I remember being terrified Reagan was going to cause wwiii

Then we got the gulf war and it lasted 6 weeks

Schizophrenia is the new leprosy

To keep passing the test?

To never fail?

Don’t count your chickens 

I remember 91

How is she going to go back up and get her truck

I might have had a chance 20 years ago,

But the probability of me bonding with someone 

The way I am supposed to

Is slim to none

I am always on the bottom 

It is always my fault

I deserve better than that

The doctor didn’t diagnose me with schizophrenia or autism,

Because he thought I would not try.

Well I did try.

If you are getting drowsy,

You go stand in the back of the room

You know,

It’s caffeine withdrawal.

Do you have pepperoni on your pizza because you like pepperoni,

Or because you think you are supposed to?

I never really understood cheese pizza.

Rare Obsessional Coherence

I know

I need a beginning, a middle, and an end.

I am working on it.

Why does politics take all of our free time?

Aren’t we supposed to be producing something?

Consumption 

Entertainment

Replacements

Even music is for money laundering 

God forbid you call anybody out.

They cancel your ass.

How do they deploy star gates to begin with?

The lower the frequency 

The less directional it is.

So you put the bass in the center 

What is going to happen to deplorable assets like me?

You end up crazy sad and alone.

Why should we have a mitochondrial ancestor?

Our species is defined by a mitochondria?

How many other species are that way?

Excuse me but that’s a big deal.

In some nations, they tell you what you are going to be.

We don’t allow people to be Ghandi anymore.

It is all a bold faced lie.

I am not liked.

I am taking everyone back to the stone ages.

We crossed the continental divide,

And all we saw was more mountains.

It’s bad for my karma,

And it’s the producers and promoters that make any money.

Thousands of people better than me

The dragon lady is going to have my neck.

Take all the abandoned Kmarts

And use them for homeless people 

I like Gwen’s Christmas album.

It is very uplifting and merry.

Not despondent and sad.

First it was computer as television.

Then it was computer as telephone.

I think a tablet is the first computer as a computer.

If you have supported my sister,

Thank you, we both appreciate it.

I think someone has made Bilderberg promises.

It is the idea elections are being taken for granted that bothers me.

How can we have freedom,

When they know everything you are going to do

For the next 40 years?

If even one vote can be taken for granted,

It is a failure of democracy.

I guess reciprocity is bribery.

Who do others have symbiotic relationships with?

The electorate is being milked.

There is no desire to represent.

Oppose them.

See what nasty things they say.

You lose your positivity.

You get negative about everything.

It is depressing,

And we decide what to incorporate anyway.e

Space time is a crochet?

They could cut a deal tomorrow and it still wouldn’t stop.

He took the wrong course at Hogfrogggles

She is a professional.

I should be low fruit for her.

They get pissed when they don’t win in four moves.

A four door mustang made in China?

Am I just supposed to give them four moves because I can’t win?

They need to win big.

Money goes where other money goes 

It is not going to stop collecting 

Just because you get rid of billionaires 

Is this “rotting in hell”?

I can’t do the blue lagoon thing forever.

I am going to start studying music production.

I guess you don’t need a ladder anymore.

It was stupid.

It is like trying to rediscover Algebra.

Why would you do it?

It is sad.

No one is ever going for the banana again.