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They live in a whatever can go wrong will go wrong world. They will never create anything bullet proof that way. They don't understand Creation. They think they can just write some software and turn it on. You cannot. I mean maybe you can but it would not be worth living in. That is where I come in. I make sure the absolute worse happens every time, Cause I don't want people living with lemons. I know you think you are entitled. I know you think you have the right, but you cant just through some GUT in there and turn the damn thing on. It doesn't work that way. I am telling you they are friggen roach traps. They don't work. We don't understand Creation, and I don't know when if ever we will understand it. It is a type of world. It involves information. Setting up bottlenecks. I don't know. They freak out when people start talking about Creation. The best way I can describe it, is a world that comes out of information theory. Every day we stay here is my faul...

Planting a tree helps you think. A little Nobunaga, A little Solitaire, A little info set. I don't tell you right off cause I think it helps to figure it out for yourself. I have turned around. I am fighting the gravity thing. It is Satan's code. He gets off on the gravity shit. If it is fiction, you can take what you learn here and apply it somewhere else. He calls it love, but it is not, It is the damn gravity thing. You fight that gravity shit by planting trees. Satan's code is all backwards and messed up. He gets off on the gravity shit. He calls it love. You plant a tree in your mind. You talk. I don't give you everything at first. If you have read the Bible you already know. It is better if you come to it by yourself. You have to fight the gravity shit. God knows how to do it. Dave knows how to do it too. The gravity thing is the idea that there may be a plethora of world out there where the only thing different is what is going on in your mind. Satan gets off on ...

Wait, don't panic, be responsible, read, and plant a tree. There are advantages to being fictional. Cause I feel for people that are living with lemons, and I am in a position to do something about it. It is not easy to close a chapter of history. I am fighting a war with every physicist on the planet. I don't know. Whenever you talk about God or Grace they go into crisis mode. I know you see it as love or the world, I don't see it that way. I am Spock in the radiation room. Why do you torture me so? I am doing the right thing. People are living with lemons, and I am in the position to do something about it. I don't care if it is going to turn over everyone's reality, It needs to be turned over. I know. You are playing straight. You still want to know who this is. I talk to dead people. I am a walking twilight zone. Thank modern psychiatry. I know. You think too often I am the problem, but we will all be the better for it. If not me it is just going to be somebody e...

I knew you thought it didn't make sense. They think we can't tell natural from plastic. I told you I got stuck in the darn thing, and I used my reality to twist into a more natural world. You are pensive. I thought it meant hesitant. I don't know does it mean I am a computer if I use a word I don't know the definition of? "To err is human." God I must be an awful person for them to be so afraid of me. I am still taking a Turing test. I don't know. Do you want me to be mistaken? I don't like the world divine when it applies to me. I could care less whether it is fictional or not. I have been so many different people you want to know who this is. I can deal with that. I am talking with the dead. I know this must be difficult for you. I have had an information burn. You are right I am not fully human. If it were physical I would look like Darth Vader. I guess we know what it is for now huh? I got stuck in one of the rooms and I freaked out. Why did you do...

There is a bible here waiting for you. Maybe this is what happens when you keep turning it off. I guess this is the way Androids think about it. To me, How do I know? They are both doing the same thing. It is messed up. It is like they feed off our decisions. I don't think Jesus would do that. Damn psychiatry must think that shit is natural. People it doesn't happen to are sick. That is messed up. That is messed up. That is the major accomplishment? They are sick in the head. Don't slack a military education. I don't mean to be hateful towards Native Americans, but damn that shit needs to stop. I like the idea that if it is number one it is over with. Christianity needed a little Shinto. Don't forget. Grace makes it work. Now please stop playing cruel jokes on people. Without Grace it is superstition. If you feel the need to use a superlative, use "blessed" or "graced". It is like carrots and salt. They just go together. Together we plant a fores...

The heck with the Hopi, I don't care what they say. They play cruel jokes on people. They know who Satan is. They know who I am. They are not stupid. God can wipe their prophecy rock clean, and start it all over anytime he wants to. Christians can jump from tree to tree if need be. I will show them who received the light first. Friggen dickheads. Millions of people, can jump from tree to tree. I am not kidding around. They play cruel jokes on people, an it is going to friggen stop. I was an idiot. I was a fool. Don't listen to them. The prophecy rock has changed, and it can change, and it will change. Please stop playing hideous jokes on each other. The Christians love me, Cause I plant trees, and I don't play hideous jokes on people. Together we plant a forest every day. Money doesn't grow on trees. Their paradigm has ended and they don't like it. The Satanists should just take the zip unzip job and be happy with it. They told you this was going to happen, and you ...

I go from wanting a quiet revolution to wanting to be the most popular thing on the net. I am making decisions for the sake of making decisions. I don't like it, but I am supposed to be Monday. We need a little uncertain Monday. Uncertainty is wild. It isn't an easy flame to catch. A little uncertain Monday goes a long way. I want to believe there will be others, that I am not the only one. Recourse is making decisions for the sake of making decisions. Enough so it doesn't make absolute bedlam for Tuesday. Just enough to be there. See both sides and make some comment about it. Reel it out in your mind, and make some comment about it. Don't worry about making an argument. That isn't what its about. Let Tuesday deal with arguments. That is their job. People understand it is recourse. People understand the concept we are not all on the same page. Let Tuesday deal with the arguments people. If you don't like to argue, be a little uncertain Monday. The concept we are...

I go from wanting a quiet revolution to wanting to be the most popular thing on the net.

I have one thing to do in an extreme emergency. and I don't know what is going to happen when I do it. So be careful. Ok now we have two. They are prepared. They know what to do. I am not alone. I saw it as a weakness and I needed advice. It is not a small hand. The problem is it is too big. You can't go nil with the big joker. It is excellent to tie knots with. Someone needs to play straight. If you are going to tie knots together, someone needs to play straight. That is just the way spades is played. Thank you for your Grace dear God.

You don't always get the big picture, and the piece you are missing is always the most important one. this is the joy// directory Cause it is dangerous to mess around with the main directory when we only have one. This is recourse for the wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read agenda. Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read. If it hadn't been put on the net in 85, we wouldn't have been able to do anything about it. That is what recourse is about. The warning, the indication, or the solution has to be there. If it isn't there is nothing you can do about it. Recourse is a tool. It is not meant to be anything more than that. I am a little child. I feel tormented by sexuality. Something was supposed to happen around 17 or 18, that just didn't quite happen. I am ok with it. I know you don't understand recourse. You want to debate about it. It isn't meant to be debated about. It is there to be a warning or indication. It doesn't matter if it i...

and the children shall lead them does the bible say that? I know I have heard it before. I know it said that, but I can't find it. Psychiatry has gone a little too far, don't you think? A lighter is a wonderful thing. Ten thousand years ago, you could have ruled the world with it. There is a quiet Shinto revolution going on. There is an all out war over dish detergent. They don't want to live under Islamic law. They think the Bible is archaic and outmoded. They think they are fighting for Democracy, and the American way of life. They don't want to answer to anyone anymore. They think it is necessary to weed out the psychopaths. Don't frame it. Just say it. Our world is changing. You need to get with the program. They don't know how to find God. Poor bastards. Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read. Anybody can find Satan and settle with it. It is a struggle to know God. Damn a sticker can put a ghost in the machine. I told you they were way ahead of me....

I can't believe they would do that over me. Rest and be Tokugawa. There is afterjoy. prepare for it. A war is a giant friggen knot. You can wan a war by losing. There are a million ways to lose, and only one way to win. The loser is on the right side of the knot. What is the matter? "Nobody wins" shouldn't be new to you by now. Rest and be Tokugawa. It means the loser can make it difficult for you, long after the conflict is over. This is the rest and be Tokugawa instruction. If you rest as Tokugawa, it is hard to survive that first year. Extract yourself and deal with it. Information goes back and forth over the event history, and we don't like it so we tie knots. It just flies straight in the face of everything we think we know as Americans. There is a quiet Shinto revolution going on. Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read. The children are using their games to tie knots. It is a natural reaction to time reversal. We are pests. We muck things up for th...

David and Satan are not happy with one another. somebody is going down. Why? cause this is someone's idea as a joke. What happens to people who don't get with the program. I'll show you a friggen program. I am angry enough to take on Satan himself right now. All the witches, said they were trying to bring us together. I was a blind fool. Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read. that Truman Show, Matrix, Vanilla Sky shit aint happening. Richmond and Las Vegas have gone to tango. I am glad this is a happy day for the black people. I am glad they are scared, They should be scared, I am a dark figure in American History. They should be happy I am not President. I am evil, I am bad, I need to stay away from politics. I am going to the bottomless pit. It has already been reserved for me. Don't worry about it. There is nothing I could go through, that is any worse than what has already happened. Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read. Satan is a saint compared...

I have little memory of training about the floor. For all it matters, it started with me. I let someone fall and laughed about it. Then they had me fall from the stage. For a while after I would just stand and fall like it was no big deal. then I wouldn't do my homework not memorizing my monologue, So they blackballed me. It is so vague, it is like I have totally forgotten any training about a floor. I feel for liberty. I feel I have come to 2009 just to find out what has happened to her. I have come to this life to find out what happened to her. All I remember is screwing up and sitting in the audience. Noah wasn't a leader. He just did what God told him too, and built a boat. I taught them the way to bust it was to go dimensional. They are way ahead of me now. Alcohol is evil. It WILL kill you if you want it to. I can help thousands of strangers, but I can't help my own sister with alcohol. It was like Spock in the radiation room, I knew what I was doing. I am an Aunt Jem...

It helps to pray. But I am not going to ask you to do that. Cause I don't do it like I should. You need to hear it from someone you identify with I guess. Is any other psychiatric trying? They see what's happening to me, and know it isn't worth it. Dish detergent is a little harsh to wash yourself with. The medicine is Clorox. Freud is dish detergent. Medicine and psychoanalysis are harsh. Psychoanalysis with Medicine is even worse. You don't know what you are going to dig up. You are dealing with a reality without a floor. Doctors use harsh detergent. You shouldn't use it on your patients. The floor is a reality you can depend on. One you can wake up to. Time after Time. It is a Worldline. The "All Dreamlines" philosophy is living without a floor. It is very dangerous. Put something big and old underneath yourself. I am trying to build a Worldline. This is the wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read agenda. This is recourse for the wait, don't...

Do all men have a wait, don't panic, be responsible wall? Or is it just me? All men have that don't they? Jesus, am I the only one? I saw it for what it was and I decided to grow up. Jesus Christ! It was an obsession, a delusion. I saw it and decided to grow up! No it wasn't easy. It is still not easy. It isn't easy to grow up. The wall came down at the wrong time. I am sorry. She tried to sell me a load of dish detergent. I am not stupid. You can't wash clothes with dish detergent. You can't wash yourself with dish detergent. Dish detergent is dish detergent. I thank them, I am a better person because of them. I just chose to grow up at the wrong time. I have some kind of wait, don't panic, be responsible wall. and I feel it is dish detergent. I am like my daddy, I call it like I see it. I call it dish detergent. Dish detergent is Dish detergent. You want the real thing? Read the bible assholes. David is here David is here You have gotten a holy person angr...

there is no grand overreaching conspiracy it was just the nature of the mathematical space we were living in. I wrote the prototype for the solution to y2k, and they want to set up an oscillation, which means I need to be forgotten. "No one ever left alive, nineteen hundred an eighty five..." I don't know something horrible happened to them. David is David, in the same way, John is John, or Peter is Peter, or Mary is Mary. Don't you know that? Lord, that was the worst place I have ever been in. I know you want to know about my sexuality, but I cant believe y'all do that shit. I like soft porn, and one night stands don't work with me. Don't get hung up on the real David. It isn't worth it. I have a job, and I am doing a good job. In reality there is only one. That is the wackiness of the thing we created. We messed up. What should have been the floor, We made the roof. Things failed twice. We blamed it on humanity, We gave them one more chance, but ther...

Something horrible has happened to me. I am very sick. You weren't there. I needed you. This is more than just lovelorn, I got messed up in some serious shit. Where were you? Don't you even care? Damn reptilians and Satan think I am in denial about it. It doesn't matter. This is now the wait and be responsible agenda. That was the Clinton Administration. That war chest thing was 1995. This is now the wait and be responsible agenda. The Hopi are no longer my observers. I am sorry that shit happened. I shouldn't have mixed religions. Christians are watching out for me now. They operate without a floor. That is how they operate. They are very good at it. But it is not for everybody. Everybody can't live like that. I am David. I am a messenger. Does it matter where I came from? This is the wait and be responsible agenda. We are waiting for peaceful separation. Everybody can identify with that. This is not a religion. This need not be a religious agenda. I AM NOT A RELIG...

We muck up their warp drive. We are pests to them. Don't worry about it. We are pests to them, and they are trying to sell you our own traps. We are dumber than cockroaches. hard drive warp drive whatever Whatever it is we muck it up. They never thought a human could see this and it is sad. I don't know what the answer is to this one. We are not supposed to know. We are supposed to be delightfully oblivious. God didn't create it that way. That is all you need to know. It is my fault, I couldn't let it all end. I got scared. I kept it past its date and the milk got sour. That was the old days. A job has been found for me now. I am a messenger. "I loved you with my own true heart before the world got crazy." I was the typical UFO nut. Ufology is dangerous. People messing with stuff that is going to get them burnt. Dreamers need to stay away from dice. It means dreamers should stay away from modern physics, It is not a discipline for dreamers anymore. Your mind w...

They think the Bible is archaic and outmoded. We won't listen to them, They won't listen to us, It is a big nobody listens mess. They are not going to listen until I bring fire from the sky. They wrecked the economy over it. They have a name and they are sticking to it. I don't blame them I would too. The Hopi say the same thing. They don't know how to tell me from the other psychos. They ain't going to fall for an interloper. Maybe that is good. Pleasure Principle? I am sorry but that ain't the road. I know better than that. I cry because it means something. I cry because it means something. I hurt because it means something. It doesn't mean anything to be happy. You find people on the road. It is all about finding people. It is not about orgies, and bad mouthing God. Do you know what it is like to weep until you bleed? No you don't, None of us do. You need to know what the road is for, and you will all be better for it. I don't care if you believe ...