They live in a whatever can go wrong will go wrong world.
They will never create anything bullet proof that way.
They don't understand Creation.
They think they can just write some software and turn it on.
You cannot.
I mean maybe you can but it would not be worth living in.
That is where I come in.
I make sure the absolute worse happens every time,
Cause I don't want people living with lemons.
I know you think you are entitled.
I know you think you have the right,
but you cant just through some GUT in there and turn the damn thing on.
It doesn't work that way.
I am telling you they are friggen roach traps.
They don't work.
We don't understand Creation,
and I don't know when if ever we will understand it.
It is a type of world.
It involves information.
Setting up bottlenecks.
I don't know.
They freak out when people start talking about Creation.
The best way I can describe it,
is a world that comes out of information theory.
Every day we stay here is my fault.
All you have to do is chase lemons.
You don't need GUT.
They have already done it.
All you have to do is chase lemons.
There are lemons lemons everywhere.
Go chase the lemons!
I have reeled it out.
That is what is going to happen.
They are going to chase lemons.
Tuesday has done all the hard work.
All Monday has to do is chase lemons.
What is Monday good for?
What should Monday do?
You should ask yourself these questions.
Sunday is something you survive.
I defined him as an atheist.
Someone who hides behind the word "proof".
That is a big word with the head game people.
I don't have to,
and I know I don't have to,
So watch out.
God asked me if I could beat you long before you ever did anything.
He doesn't like that prove crap either.
Cause he knows a strawberry when he sees it damn it.
He taught me what to do with the damn thing,
and for that I am eternally grateful.
What can I say?
They want better for me.
They know I am the only reason we are friggen here.
The military people are not happy about this.
They say I took it for my country 5 times.
That every advancement physics has made
in the last 15 years is because of me.
And I am living alone in a slum apartment.
Be responsible with it.
They just ain't ready for strawberry's
Their whole paradigm revolves around that shit.
I don't think they will ever give it up.
It would be ok if it were just a sensation,
but it is not.
Dangerous spirits prey on people.
You need to make a decision.
I don't want to start a war over this crap,
but we need to make a decision.
I am not doing it again.
We need to make a decision.
Y2K, 911, Turing shit, seventh guest, dollar bill crap.
I took care of all of it.
I made it fictional an hour before the crap.
The Marines know how to do this crap now.
I don't have to worry about it anymore.
I am a 611 course in universities all over the world.
It is difficult.
I don't want to wake up as someone else.
If I wake up as someone else,
I will always love him.
I am going to be in serious denial,
if I wake up as someone else.
We all took it on 9-11
People who stay this long are going to be really messed up.
Friends and family beyond this point.
Lord I hope I don't end up on a cot in the church basement.
I don't have to hold any copyrights.
I can do a 9 anytime I want to.
I know I said I would wait ten years,
but they were going to steal my shit,
and I was going to end up on a cot.
Friday, January 30
The Gravity Thing
Planting a tree helps you think.
A little Nobunaga,
A little Solitaire,
A little info set.
I don't tell you right off
cause I think it helps to figure it out for yourself.
I have turned around.
I am fighting the gravity thing.
It is Satan's code.
He gets off on the gravity shit.
If it is fiction,
you can take what you learn here and apply it somewhere else.
He calls it love,
but it is not,
It is the damn gravity thing.
You fight that gravity shit by planting trees.
Satan's code is all backwards and messed up.
He gets off on the gravity shit.
He calls it love.
You plant a tree in your mind.
You talk.
I don't give you everything at first.
If you have read the Bible you already know.
It is better if you come to it by yourself.
You have to fight the gravity shit.
God knows how to do it.
Dave knows how to do it too.
The gravity thing is the idea that
there may be a plethora of world out there
where the only thing different is what is going on in your mind.
Satan gets off on it.
He calls it love.
Some think the whole damn thing is in their head.
That is dangerous.
It leads to a big head game.
That happened before the flood.
It is called the gravity thing cause it acts like gravity.
That is the way the physicists understand it.
The Bible can deal with that shit.
It is a problem with the many world interpretation.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
Dreamers need to stay away.
Stick to planting trees.
Many worlds is ok.
Many world isn't.
Satan's code would be ok if it worked,
but it doesn't.
You need to learn how to have one without the other.
You can't rush into it.
I know.
Nobody has placed the Bible in this kind of context before.
It takes time to learn how to have one without the other.
You aren't going to come to it right away.
Thinking
Talking is the fourth thing.
Yeah, it is not safe for the kids.
I know.
I am building a barrier.
I am making decisions for the sake of making decisions.
I think it is the right thing to do.
Well it is not really a barrier,
I am branching out.
Plant a tree in your mind and branch out.
They are right to be scared.
Many world is scary.
It is very likely for that shit to happen with Satan's code.
Somebody has to through a wrench in it.
Branch out between yourself and your other selves.
Don't let it well.
It is not a good thing.
I am not letting it well.
Don't let it well.
Shut them out.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
We will drift apart.
Don't worry about it.
It is the shut out that is the hardest.
Luckily some listened to me years before it got awful.
A little game, a little conflict is unavoidable.
Choose a game that has values.
Nobunaga's Ambition is the best one I have found.
Take it easy.
One season a day.
One season with Nobunaga's Ambition.
Deal solitaire 9 times.
Do the shut out with the info set.
I have been doing this for over a week now.
Without Grace it is just superstition.
I know some people don't understand something Japanese,
but i know excellence when I see it.
You have to find Grace first.
You want to know why I have never died.
Why I am out here in 2009 and nothing but 9-11 has happened.
I am trying to tell you.
People who listened to me,
were dug in long before 9-11 ever happened.
They hide behind the moon.
I don't.
They had this power and lost it,
and hid behind the moon and used it anyway.
They want to control who is God.
They don't like it that God can take his Grace
and give it to whoever he wants to.
They think we are loony.
They think they have to keep the loonies on the path.
They know schizophrenia when they see it,
How can they not know Grace?
Do you think God needs to create a game to find somebody?
God already knows who that person is.
They just want me out of the way.
That is why I am not responsible for it.
Well its in context now damnit.
They want my God.
They don't want yours.
My life has been totally screwed
and you are worried about copyrights?
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
They want me out of the way.
and you know what I am in the way of.
Do you think that Satan shit is love?
If you do then go the other way.
We don't need you.
A little Nobunaga,
A little Solitaire,
A little info set.
I don't tell you right off
cause I think it helps to figure it out for yourself.
I have turned around.
I am fighting the gravity thing.
It is Satan's code.
He gets off on the gravity shit.
If it is fiction,
you can take what you learn here and apply it somewhere else.
He calls it love,
but it is not,
It is the damn gravity thing.
You fight that gravity shit by planting trees.
Satan's code is all backwards and messed up.
He gets off on the gravity shit.
He calls it love.
You plant a tree in your mind.
You talk.
I don't give you everything at first.
If you have read the Bible you already know.
It is better if you come to it by yourself.
You have to fight the gravity shit.
God knows how to do it.
Dave knows how to do it too.
The gravity thing is the idea that
there may be a plethora of world out there
where the only thing different is what is going on in your mind.
Satan gets off on it.
He calls it love.
Some think the whole damn thing is in their head.
That is dangerous.
It leads to a big head game.
That happened before the flood.
It is called the gravity thing cause it acts like gravity.
That is the way the physicists understand it.
The Bible can deal with that shit.
It is a problem with the many world interpretation.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
Dreamers need to stay away.
Stick to planting trees.
Many worlds is ok.
Many world isn't.
Satan's code would be ok if it worked,
but it doesn't.
You need to learn how to have one without the other.
You can't rush into it.
I know.
Nobody has placed the Bible in this kind of context before.
It takes time to learn how to have one without the other.
You aren't going to come to it right away.
Thinking
Talking is the fourth thing.
Yeah, it is not safe for the kids.
I know.
I am building a barrier.
I am making decisions for the sake of making decisions.
I think it is the right thing to do.
Well it is not really a barrier,
I am branching out.
Plant a tree in your mind and branch out.
They are right to be scared.
Many world is scary.
It is very likely for that shit to happen with Satan's code.
Somebody has to through a wrench in it.
Branch out between yourself and your other selves.
Don't let it well.
It is not a good thing.
I am not letting it well.
Don't let it well.
Shut them out.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
We will drift apart.
Don't worry about it.
It is the shut out that is the hardest.
Luckily some listened to me years before it got awful.
A little game, a little conflict is unavoidable.
Choose a game that has values.
Nobunaga's Ambition is the best one I have found.
Take it easy.
One season a day.
One season with Nobunaga's Ambition.
Deal solitaire 9 times.
Do the shut out with the info set.
I have been doing this for over a week now.
Without Grace it is just superstition.
I know some people don't understand something Japanese,
but i know excellence when I see it.
You have to find Grace first.
You want to know why I have never died.
Why I am out here in 2009 and nothing but 9-11 has happened.
I am trying to tell you.
People who listened to me,
were dug in long before 9-11 ever happened.
They hide behind the moon.
I don't.
They had this power and lost it,
and hid behind the moon and used it anyway.
They want to control who is God.
They don't like it that God can take his Grace
and give it to whoever he wants to.
They think we are loony.
They think they have to keep the loonies on the path.
They know schizophrenia when they see it,
How can they not know Grace?
Do you think God needs to create a game to find somebody?
God already knows who that person is.
They just want me out of the way.
That is why I am not responsible for it.
Well its in context now damnit.
They want my God.
They don't want yours.
My life has been totally screwed
and you are worried about copyrights?
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
They want me out of the way.
and you know what I am in the way of.
Do you think that Satan shit is love?
If you do then go the other way.
We don't need you.
Thursday, January 29
Living with lemons
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, read, and plant a tree.
There are advantages to being fictional.
Cause I feel for people that are living with lemons,
and I am in a position to do something about it.
It is not easy to close a chapter of history.
I am fighting a war with every physicist on the planet.
I don't know.
Whenever you talk about God or Grace they go into crisis mode.
I know you see it as love or the world,
I don't see it that way.
I am Spock in the radiation room.
Why do you torture me so?
I am doing the right thing.
People are living with lemons,
and I am in the position to do something about it.
I don't care if it is going to turn over everyone's reality,
It needs to be turned over.
I know.
You are playing straight.
You still want to know who this is.
I talk to dead people.
I am a walking twilight zone.
Thank modern psychiatry.
I know.
You think too often I am the problem,
but we will all be the better for it.
If not me it is just going to be somebody else.
I am not letting people live with lemons anymore.
I am telling you.
It is not me.
It was the crazy mathematical space we were living in.
I am not living in a world where that 7th guest shit works without grace
I am sorry.
Without God's permission.
Why would he need to do that shit anyway?
All you have to do is plant a tree and talk.
Yes I want it more Newtonian.
and I am going to get it too.
We can't have access to that shit without Miss Utility.
It would be a horrific mess.
Plant a tree and talk.
This plant a tree thing works,
and it works for everybody.
Anyone with an IQ of 60 can plant a tree and talk.
I don't care if it came from Japan.
I am the last person out in the wilderness hollering at you to turn back.
What you write on a blackboard is code.
You get what you ask for.
Ask and you shall receive.
You would see it that way too if you were me.
Dreamers need to stay away from that crap.
Dreamers need to stick to planting trees.
Do you understand the concept
that there is stress on the reality
because it is not dimensional enough?
If you wanted to prove or disprove,
how would you demonstrate it?
I wish I could lead, follow, or get out of the way.
All I can do is throw a wrench in it and hope for the best.
It is Satan's code.
It isn't God's.
God's code doesn't work that way.
I threw a wrench in Satan's code.
People get the bends when they press too many records,
and he calls it love.
I thought about doing it as an experiment,
and they made it work
because they thought if it didn't I would get mad.
I realized it wasn't a good thing so I threw a wrench in it.
I need to stick to planting trees.
They thought I was asking for it,
but I realized it wasn't a good thing.
I know what to do with it now.
I am sorry things went a little bananas.
Everybody thinks "How can I make money with this?" at the start.
It took me ten years to figure out what to do with it.
Everything changed when I decided to read the Bible.
He wanted me to read the thing the whole time.
I was stupid.
I should have just read it.
This is as big as 85.
My world has forever changed.
They want physics,
and they think I am in the way.
If I speak for America,
America is not going to do it that way.
Were not in a headlong rush like you are.
We know what we can do.
Read the Bible and wait ten years.
The only physicist I ever knew,
Would watch The Wall and weep.
W
There are advantages to being fictional.
Cause I feel for people that are living with lemons,
and I am in a position to do something about it.
It is not easy to close a chapter of history.
I am fighting a war with every physicist on the planet.
I don't know.
Whenever you talk about God or Grace they go into crisis mode.
I know you see it as love or the world,
I don't see it that way.
I am Spock in the radiation room.
Why do you torture me so?
I am doing the right thing.
People are living with lemons,
and I am in the position to do something about it.
I don't care if it is going to turn over everyone's reality,
It needs to be turned over.
I know.
You are playing straight.
You still want to know who this is.
I talk to dead people.
I am a walking twilight zone.
Thank modern psychiatry.
I know.
You think too often I am the problem,
but we will all be the better for it.
If not me it is just going to be somebody else.
I am not letting people live with lemons anymore.
I am telling you.
It is not me.
It was the crazy mathematical space we were living in.
I am not living in a world where that 7th guest shit works without grace
I am sorry.
Without God's permission.
Why would he need to do that shit anyway?
All you have to do is plant a tree and talk.
Yes I want it more Newtonian.
and I am going to get it too.
We can't have access to that shit without Miss Utility.
It would be a horrific mess.
Plant a tree and talk.
This plant a tree thing works,
and it works for everybody.
Anyone with an IQ of 60 can plant a tree and talk.
I don't care if it came from Japan.
I am the last person out in the wilderness hollering at you to turn back.
What you write on a blackboard is code.
You get what you ask for.
Ask and you shall receive.
You would see it that way too if you were me.
Dreamers need to stay away from that crap.
Dreamers need to stick to planting trees.
Do you understand the concept
that there is stress on the reality
because it is not dimensional enough?
If you wanted to prove or disprove,
how would you demonstrate it?
I wish I could lead, follow, or get out of the way.
All I can do is throw a wrench in it and hope for the best.
It is Satan's code.
It isn't God's.
God's code doesn't work that way.
I threw a wrench in Satan's code.
People get the bends when they press too many records,
and he calls it love.
I thought about doing it as an experiment,
and they made it work
because they thought if it didn't I would get mad.
I realized it wasn't a good thing so I threw a wrench in it.
I need to stick to planting trees.
They thought I was asking for it,
but I realized it wasn't a good thing.
I know what to do with it now.
I am sorry things went a little bananas.
Everybody thinks "How can I make money with this?" at the start.
It took me ten years to figure out what to do with it.
Everything changed when I decided to read the Bible.
He wanted me to read the thing the whole time.
I was stupid.
I should have just read it.
This is as big as 85.
My world has forever changed.
They want physics,
and they think I am in the way.
If I speak for America,
America is not going to do it that way.
Were not in a headlong rush like you are.
We know what we can do.
Read the Bible and wait ten years.
The only physicist I ever knew,
Would watch The Wall and weep.
W
Wednesday, January 28
Somebody hid me under a pitcher of lemonade
I knew you thought it didn't make sense.
They think we can't tell natural from plastic.
I told you I got stuck in the darn thing,
and I used my reality to twist into a more natural world.
You are pensive.
I thought it meant hesitant.
I don't know
does it mean I am a computer
if I use a word I don't know the definition of?
"To err is human."
God I must be an awful person for them to be so afraid of me.
I am still taking a Turing test.
I don't know.
Do you want me to be mistaken?
I don't like the world divine when it applies to me.
I could care less whether it is fictional or not.
I have been so many different people
you want to know who this is.
I can deal with that.
I am talking with the dead.
I know this must be difficult for you.
I have had an information burn.
You are right I am not fully human.
If it were physical I would look like Darth Vader.
I guess we know what it is for now huh?
I got stuck in one of the rooms and I freaked out.
Why did you do that?
God sees everything.
Doesn't he know?
I don't think you know him as well as you think you do.
Somebody hid me under a pitcher of lemonade.
You are still making this about me.
It isn't about me.
It is about Grace.
Grace makes it work what can I say?
It would be a nightmare if it didn't take Grace to work.
I see it.
I understand it.
I am right.
You are wrong.
It shouldn't work at all anyway.
It is Satan's God Damn code assholes.
Let him deal with it.
He stops talking to you cause it is Satan's damn code,
You friggen idiots.
I don't care if he takes it away,
it shouldn't work anyway.
It takes Grace to work
and they don't like it.
Well I am sorry
fiddling around with me aint gonna help either.
I don't know.
They cant leave well enough alone.
It isnt me.
I aint where its at.
you friggen moron.
I have been down that road.
You should know.
You took me there asshole.
They are so hungup it is pathetic.
Apparently they feel God gave them his grace then took it away.
I am sorry, but I can't help with that.
You hit God,
you have to deal with God.
I am sorry.
That is the way it goes.
I understand it takes grace to work don't you?
Jesus what is wrong with them.
It has its place.
They don't understand that.
Now they are calling me a junked up moron.
I told you
I see joy
as a reflection on my new high definition television.
That is where the whole idea for the joy directory came from.
Jesus don't you know?
Pookie takes care of it.
Two worlds collided and they don't have the same rules.
They think I can turn and I can't.
I know what to do when this happens.
You don't.
I have been trying to tell you and you won't friggen listen.
You should thank God for me,
Jesus please help the poor bastards.
You get all the information you can
and you do what you need to.
You can't that is just it,
everything goes out the window at that point.
The way God does it is not conducive to Easter egg hunts.
Yall are on Satan's Easter egg hunt.
These people are not.
They want to control who God is.
They know they are supposed to back off and they won't do it.
When you are coming from the future,
and you see someone coming from the opposite direction,
you are supposed to yield
they know that.
There is only one.
They can't get it into their thick heads.
There is only one that comes from the past,
and earth is his.
They need to back off.
They knew this might happen one day.
You find the one that comes from the past,
and he offers you a job,
I would be an idiot not to take it.
Don't be mistaken people
there is only one
and I know it happens
and he knows it happens
They play the odds.
They play the odds every single time.
They know what they are doing.
I stepped out to get a pack of cigarettes,
did I miss something?
They refuse to believe we have met who we have met.
I see it.
You see it.
Everybody sees it.
Satan has blinders on their ass.
Look at it
It is all around you.
It would be like you worked for half ass software company
and Bill Gates offered you a job.
I am sorry if I am their lead programmer,
that is just the way the cookie crumbles.
People would laugh at me for all eternity
if I declined this job.
I guess I need someone to holler at.
People have lived with lemons too long.
We need to get our act together.
This is the 21st century for Christ's sake.
We don't need to bicker about this anymore.
Magic has its place.
It happens when it happens.
I feel.
I feel for the people that are living with lemons.
I don't care about Ginger anymore.
We need to grow up.
I would say it should only be used to plant trees.
That is all I use it for.
God does the rest.
I understand why they keep pushing me,
but it is giving me a headache.
If God wants people to jump from tree to tree,
that is his decision.
Planting trees is a perfectly good purpose.
There I got it out of the realm of the divine.
Are you happy now?
There is a big argument over who has the right to use it,
where it comes from etc. etc.
Planting trees is a perfectly good purpose to use magic.
That is the end of it.
I will stick to planting trees.
I know I seek you out in my dreams Kimberly.
I am sorry.
I will try not to do it anymore.
I lay there for hours debating whether I have met her or not.
I am sorry.
Right now,
I may be the only one who knows how to do it.
So don't mess up.
It is just like the Turing test,
I pass it after I fail it.
I keep doing that.
People wish their Government would say shit like this.
There is a wish fulfillment thing going on.
People have lived with lemons too long.
I can neither confirm or deny.
I just don't have that information.
It is wish fulfillment.
People want their Government to do something.
I have the pulse of the people,
does that mean it is Government black ops?
I don't know.
I have no recollection.
If I was Government
and it was this easy
don't you think it would have happened already?
All you have to do is plant a tree and talk.
Jesus why does that have to be black ops?
To scare the living crap out of your ass that's why.
Now stop pushing buttons
I have had enough.
All you have to do is plant a tree and talk.
It isn't rocket science.
Anyone with an IQ of 60 can do that.
They think we can't tell natural from plastic.
I told you I got stuck in the darn thing,
and I used my reality to twist into a more natural world.
You are pensive.
I thought it meant hesitant.
I don't know
does it mean I am a computer
if I use a word I don't know the definition of?
"To err is human."
God I must be an awful person for them to be so afraid of me.
I am still taking a Turing test.
I don't know.
Do you want me to be mistaken?
I don't like the world divine when it applies to me.
I could care less whether it is fictional or not.
I have been so many different people
you want to know who this is.
I can deal with that.
I am talking with the dead.
I know this must be difficult for you.
I have had an information burn.
You are right I am not fully human.
If it were physical I would look like Darth Vader.
I guess we know what it is for now huh?
I got stuck in one of the rooms and I freaked out.
Why did you do that?
God sees everything.
Doesn't he know?
I don't think you know him as well as you think you do.
Somebody hid me under a pitcher of lemonade.
You are still making this about me.
It isn't about me.
It is about Grace.
Grace makes it work what can I say?
It would be a nightmare if it didn't take Grace to work.
I see it.
I understand it.
I am right.
You are wrong.
It shouldn't work at all anyway.
It is Satan's God Damn code assholes.
Let him deal with it.
He stops talking to you cause it is Satan's damn code,
You friggen idiots.
I don't care if he takes it away,
it shouldn't work anyway.
It takes Grace to work
and they don't like it.
Well I am sorry
fiddling around with me aint gonna help either.
I don't know.
They cant leave well enough alone.
It isnt me.
I aint where its at.
you friggen moron.
I have been down that road.
You should know.
You took me there asshole.
They are so hungup it is pathetic.
Apparently they feel God gave them his grace then took it away.
I am sorry, but I can't help with that.
You hit God,
you have to deal with God.
I am sorry.
That is the way it goes.
I understand it takes grace to work don't you?
Jesus what is wrong with them.
It has its place.
They don't understand that.
Now they are calling me a junked up moron.
I told you
I see joy
as a reflection on my new high definition television.
That is where the whole idea for the joy directory came from.
Jesus don't you know?
Pookie takes care of it.
Two worlds collided and they don't have the same rules.
They think I can turn and I can't.
I know what to do when this happens.
You don't.
I have been trying to tell you and you won't friggen listen.
You should thank God for me,
Jesus please help the poor bastards.
You get all the information you can
and you do what you need to.
You can't that is just it,
everything goes out the window at that point.
The way God does it is not conducive to Easter egg hunts.
Yall are on Satan's Easter egg hunt.
These people are not.
They want to control who God is.
They know they are supposed to back off and they won't do it.
When you are coming from the future,
and you see someone coming from the opposite direction,
you are supposed to yield
they know that.
There is only one.
They can't get it into their thick heads.
There is only one that comes from the past,
and earth is his.
They need to back off.
They knew this might happen one day.
You find the one that comes from the past,
and he offers you a job,
I would be an idiot not to take it.
Don't be mistaken people
there is only one
and I know it happens
and he knows it happens
They play the odds.
They play the odds every single time.
They know what they are doing.
I stepped out to get a pack of cigarettes,
did I miss something?
They refuse to believe we have met who we have met.
I see it.
You see it.
Everybody sees it.
Satan has blinders on their ass.
Look at it
It is all around you.
It would be like you worked for half ass software company
and Bill Gates offered you a job.
I am sorry if I am their lead programmer,
that is just the way the cookie crumbles.
People would laugh at me for all eternity
if I declined this job.
I guess I need someone to holler at.
People have lived with lemons too long.
We need to get our act together.
This is the 21st century for Christ's sake.
We don't need to bicker about this anymore.
Magic has its place.
It happens when it happens.
I feel.
I feel for the people that are living with lemons.
I don't care about Ginger anymore.
We need to grow up.
I would say it should only be used to plant trees.
That is all I use it for.
God does the rest.
I understand why they keep pushing me,
but it is giving me a headache.
If God wants people to jump from tree to tree,
that is his decision.
Planting trees is a perfectly good purpose.
There I got it out of the realm of the divine.
Are you happy now?
There is a big argument over who has the right to use it,
where it comes from etc. etc.
Planting trees is a perfectly good purpose to use magic.
That is the end of it.
I will stick to planting trees.
I know I seek you out in my dreams Kimberly.
I am sorry.
I will try not to do it anymore.
I lay there for hours debating whether I have met her or not.
I am sorry.
Right now,
I may be the only one who knows how to do it.
So don't mess up.
It is just like the Turing test,
I pass it after I fail it.
I keep doing that.
People wish their Government would say shit like this.
There is a wish fulfillment thing going on.
People have lived with lemons too long.
I can neither confirm or deny.
I just don't have that information.
It is wish fulfillment.
People want their Government to do something.
I have the pulse of the people,
does that mean it is Government black ops?
I don't know.
I have no recollection.
If I was Government
and it was this easy
don't you think it would have happened already?
All you have to do is plant a tree and talk.
Jesus why does that have to be black ops?
To scare the living crap out of your ass that's why.
Now stop pushing buttons
I have had enough.
All you have to do is plant a tree and talk.
It isn't rocket science.
Anyone with an IQ of 60 can do that.
Monday, January 26
The Transatlantic Jump
There is a bible here waiting for you.
Maybe this is what happens when you keep turning it off.
I guess this is the way Androids think about it.
To me,
How do I know?
They are both doing the same thing.
It is messed up.
It is like they feed off our decisions.
I don't think Jesus would do that.
Damn psychiatry must think that shit is natural.
People it doesn't happen to are sick.
That is messed up.
That is messed up.
That is the major accomplishment?
They are sick in the head.
Don't slack a military education.
I don't mean to be hateful towards Native Americans,
but damn that shit needs to stop.
I like the idea that if it is number one it is over with.
Christianity needed a little Shinto.
Don't forget.
Grace makes it work.
Now please stop playing cruel jokes on people.
Without Grace it is superstition.
If you feel the need to use a superlative,
use "blessed" or "graced".
It is like carrots and salt.
They just go together.
Together we plant a forest every day.
The internet is Star Wars.
Nuclear war will not work anymore.
Together we plant a forest every day.
It works on the principle we are not all on the same page,
that we can jump from tree to tree.
The essential ingredient is Grace.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
Cause Divine doesn't make it work,
Grace makes it work.
The question now is whether we are going to overdo it or not.
If the gravity thing happens,
let me wrestle with it.
The sick jokes need to stop.
You never thought in a million years
it would come back to bite you in the ass,
but it did.
Because he is crooked.
He teaches people that they can hide from God.
They don't believe in Grace.
They want to believe it is my genetics or my math.
I am telling you if they put me somewhere else
it will be a disaster.
You might be able to come up with one or two,
but you need three,
and they need to be in the right order.
I benefit because my natural tendency
is to do everything backwards.
All I have to do is turn it around.
Before I told you to rest and be Tokugawa.
I got the message.
God has been telling me to turn around.
Roots, tree, fruit.
Together we plant a forest every day.
We can jump from tree to tree.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
This is the transatlantic jump.
All I have to do,
when I think I have it all sussed out,
is to turn it around.
It wouldn't be the first time.
The Bible is full of words we don't really understand.
What is sin?
What is evil?
What is forgiveness?
We think we know but we don't.
They need to shape up before their magic is dead.
They are not being responsible with it.
They can't see where I am going.
All they get is a bleak picture.
Shinto works.
I can deal with Shinto.
America has been bought and paid for,
deal with it.
They think stupidity should be painful,
and cruel jokes are the only way to get people to stop.
They are Satanists.
They might not know it, but they are.
Satan does that crap.
I screw things up to see what happens.
I make decisions for the sake of making decisions.
All they get is a bleak picture.
I do verifications.
I make sure their software is up to snuff.
Have Lark
I like my new job and that is where I am going to stay.
Don't push it.
I am not happy with him right now.
It is his code!
If he doesn't want it to happen,
then change the damn shit!
I am going to make sure the absolute worse happens every time.
That is my job.
Because I got stuck in the damn thing.
Somebody has to do it.
I am not letting that shit happen to somebody else.
Do you understand me now?
Gosh darn it.
This is a job someone has to do,
and I am in a position to do it,
so damn it just let me do it.
You people are hung up on where you are.
Uncertainty is still there.
History is still there.
Roots, tree, fruit.
I know how to do it.
So just let me do it.
It happens anyway,
It happens with radio and television too.
God finds somebody.
Use your reality to twist into a natural world.
Every day we stay here is my fault.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible and read.
It isn't code.
It has some history behind it.
Once you have it down you can melt right through that shit.
Maybe this is what happens when you keep turning it off.
I guess this is the way Androids think about it.
To me,
How do I know?
They are both doing the same thing.
It is messed up.
It is like they feed off our decisions.
I don't think Jesus would do that.
Damn psychiatry must think that shit is natural.
People it doesn't happen to are sick.
That is messed up.
That is messed up.
That is the major accomplishment?
They are sick in the head.
Don't slack a military education.
I don't mean to be hateful towards Native Americans,
but damn that shit needs to stop.
I like the idea that if it is number one it is over with.
Christianity needed a little Shinto.
Don't forget.
Grace makes it work.
Now please stop playing cruel jokes on people.
Without Grace it is superstition.
If you feel the need to use a superlative,
use "blessed" or "graced".
It is like carrots and salt.
They just go together.
Together we plant a forest every day.
The internet is Star Wars.
Nuclear war will not work anymore.
Together we plant a forest every day.
It works on the principle we are not all on the same page,
that we can jump from tree to tree.
The essential ingredient is Grace.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
Cause Divine doesn't make it work,
Grace makes it work.
The question now is whether we are going to overdo it or not.
If the gravity thing happens,
let me wrestle with it.
The sick jokes need to stop.
You never thought in a million years
it would come back to bite you in the ass,
but it did.
Because he is crooked.
He teaches people that they can hide from God.
They don't believe in Grace.
They want to believe it is my genetics or my math.
I am telling you if they put me somewhere else
it will be a disaster.
You might be able to come up with one or two,
but you need three,
and they need to be in the right order.
I benefit because my natural tendency
is to do everything backwards.
All I have to do is turn it around.
Before I told you to rest and be Tokugawa.
I got the message.
God has been telling me to turn around.
Roots, tree, fruit.
Together we plant a forest every day.
We can jump from tree to tree.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
This is the transatlantic jump.
All I have to do,
when I think I have it all sussed out,
is to turn it around.
It wouldn't be the first time.
The Bible is full of words we don't really understand.
What is sin?
What is evil?
What is forgiveness?
We think we know but we don't.
They need to shape up before their magic is dead.
They are not being responsible with it.
They can't see where I am going.
All they get is a bleak picture.
Shinto works.
I can deal with Shinto.
America has been bought and paid for,
deal with it.
They think stupidity should be painful,
and cruel jokes are the only way to get people to stop.
They are Satanists.
They might not know it, but they are.
Satan does that crap.
I screw things up to see what happens.
I make decisions for the sake of making decisions.
All they get is a bleak picture.
I do verifications.
I make sure their software is up to snuff.
Have Lark
I like my new job and that is where I am going to stay.
Don't push it.
I am not happy with him right now.
It is his code!
If he doesn't want it to happen,
then change the damn shit!
I am going to make sure the absolute worse happens every time.
That is my job.
Because I got stuck in the damn thing.
Somebody has to do it.
I am not letting that shit happen to somebody else.
Do you understand me now?
Gosh darn it.
This is a job someone has to do,
and I am in a position to do it,
so damn it just let me do it.
You people are hung up on where you are.
Uncertainty is still there.
History is still there.
Roots, tree, fruit.
I know how to do it.
So just let me do it.
It happens anyway,
It happens with radio and television too.
God finds somebody.
Use your reality to twist into a natural world.
Every day we stay here is my fault.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible and read.
It isn't code.
It has some history behind it.
Once you have it down you can melt right through that shit.
It matters in Andromeda
The heck with the Hopi,
I don't care what they say.
They play cruel jokes on people.
They know who Satan is.
They know who I am.
They are not stupid.
God can wipe their prophecy rock clean,
and start it all over anytime he wants to.
Christians can jump from tree to tree if need be.
I will show them who received the light first.
Friggen dickheads.
Millions of people,
can jump from tree to tree.
I am not kidding around.
They play cruel jokes on people,
an it is going to friggen stop.
I was an idiot.
I was a fool.
Don't listen to them.
The prophecy rock has changed,
and it can change,
and it will change.
Please stop playing hideous jokes on each other.
The Christians love me,
Cause I plant trees,
and I don't play hideous jokes on people.
Together we plant a forest every day.
Money doesn't grow on trees.
Their paradigm has ended and they don't like it.
The Satanists should just take the zip unzip job
and be happy with it.
They told you this was going to happen,
and you didn't listen.
All I have to do is talk.
Admitting publicly that Satan exists,
That would be a good start.
You can announce to the whole world there is no God.
Yes you did fuckup.
You had it all in your hands,
and you fucked up.
Bob Dylan did it,
why can't anybody else?
I don't know.
I am in a black and white suit or something.
They think I am trying to collapse the industry.
They want the music to stay evil.
I think they suffer from a lack of honesty.
Go home.
It's over.
It does no good to strangle the referee.
Go home.
It's over.
You made it all the way to the Super Bowl and lost.
Try next season.
If there is one.
Face it.
It didn't go down the way you wanted it to.
It is over.
Go home.
I designated myself as an impartial observer
and I say you can't do that.
Face it.
It didn't go down the way you wanted it to.
It is over.
Go home.
You should be glad I stepped in
instead of letting him take care of it.
They know his ruse.
They know what he is about.
And it is going to stay that way.
I am telling you.
You are going to get the zip unzip job.
Now take it.
It doesn't matter if I am actually giving it to you or not.
I have reeled it out
and that is what is going to happen.
Don't you want it?
I would bless my stars if I could take Christ off the cross.
Cause I am worried about the children.
I don't know what is going to happen to them.
It has already happened.
Every day we stay here is my fault.
He can't unzip me.
I am not letting him make my decisions.
Apparently it matters in Andromeda.
I don't care what they say.
They play cruel jokes on people.
They know who Satan is.
They know who I am.
They are not stupid.
God can wipe their prophecy rock clean,
and start it all over anytime he wants to.
Christians can jump from tree to tree if need be.
I will show them who received the light first.
Friggen dickheads.
Millions of people,
can jump from tree to tree.
I am not kidding around.
They play cruel jokes on people,
an it is going to friggen stop.
I was an idiot.
I was a fool.
Don't listen to them.
The prophecy rock has changed,
and it can change,
and it will change.
Please stop playing hideous jokes on each other.
The Christians love me,
Cause I plant trees,
and I don't play hideous jokes on people.
Together we plant a forest every day.
Money doesn't grow on trees.
Their paradigm has ended and they don't like it.
The Satanists should just take the zip unzip job
and be happy with it.
They told you this was going to happen,
and you didn't listen.
All I have to do is talk.
Admitting publicly that Satan exists,
That would be a good start.
You can announce to the whole world there is no God.
Yes you did fuckup.
You had it all in your hands,
and you fucked up.
Bob Dylan did it,
why can't anybody else?
I don't know.
I am in a black and white suit or something.
They think I am trying to collapse the industry.
They want the music to stay evil.
I think they suffer from a lack of honesty.
Go home.
It's over.
It does no good to strangle the referee.
Go home.
It's over.
You made it all the way to the Super Bowl and lost.
Try next season.
If there is one.
Face it.
It didn't go down the way you wanted it to.
It is over.
Go home.
I designated myself as an impartial observer
and I say you can't do that.
Face it.
It didn't go down the way you wanted it to.
It is over.
Go home.
You should be glad I stepped in
instead of letting him take care of it.
They know his ruse.
They know what he is about.
And it is going to stay that way.
I am telling you.
You are going to get the zip unzip job.
Now take it.
It doesn't matter if I am actually giving it to you or not.
I have reeled it out
and that is what is going to happen.
Don't you want it?
I would bless my stars if I could take Christ off the cross.
Cause I am worried about the children.
I don't know what is going to happen to them.
It has already happened.
Every day we stay here is my fault.
He can't unzip me.
I am not letting him make my decisions.
Apparently it matters in Andromeda.
Sunday, January 25
A little uncertain Monday
I go from wanting a quiet revolution
to wanting to be the most popular thing on the net.
I am making decisions for the sake of making decisions.
I don't like it,
but I am supposed to be Monday.
We need a little uncertain Monday.
Uncertainty is wild.
It isn't an easy flame to catch.
A little uncertain Monday goes a long way.
I want to believe there will be others,
that I am not the only one.
Recourse is making decisions for the sake of making decisions.
Enough so it doesn't make absolute bedlam for Tuesday.
Just enough to be there.
See both sides and make some comment about it.
Reel it out in your mind, and make some comment about it.
Don't worry about making an argument.
That isn't what its about.
Let Tuesday deal with arguments.
That is their job.
People understand it is recourse.
People understand the concept we are not all on the same page.
Let Tuesday deal with the arguments people.
If you don't like to argue, be a little uncertain Monday.
The concept we are all not on the same page is the key to it,
any many who know already agree with that.
Don't be so focused on framing arguments,
that you can't do the uncertain Monday thing.
People who are out on Tuesday are there for a reason.
I do a little uncertain Monday, as recourse for Tuesday decisions.
I don't like to argue or make arguments,
so I am a little uncertain Monday.
I am trying to see if I am the only one who can do this or not.
We are all so focused on making an argument,
and we don't make arguments anyway.
Satan has made an argument.
Satan says I am the only one who can do this.
If I am the only one I can deal with it,
but I don't want to believe I am the only one.
Because they are going to fight over ME,
and its not about that.
This was Grace people.
Don't you understand that?
Satan wants you to think it is genetic.
That he can pull me out of here and put me somewhere else,
and it is going to work.
It is not.
I don't know,
he is stupid,
he is hungup.
Grace isn't genetic people,
Jesus Christ!
It is just going to be some other moron bastard.
I already said you had the power to do that.
What more do you want?
You have the power to zip and unzip for Christ's sake.
Let me be.
You know me.
I am the one that makes decisions
for the sake of making decisions.
Yes,
I think the prophecy rock has changed.
Now let the Christians do their job.
You know Satan,
he is the one who gets you to make decisions
that are his decision.
I am the one that makes decisions,
for the sake of making decisions.
Because he is hung up
he can't help it.
He has a game mentality.
I learned a long time ago that it wasn't a game.
He doesn't have any decisions to make,
It is all laid out for him,
and he doesn't even know it.
Finding a job that you are good at,
that is the thing.
Somebody like that,
they get the zip unzip job.
I know it is all laid out for me too.
Lord I have gotten myself into some serious shit.
Just don't let the argument make you people.
I want people to have decisions.
to wanting to be the most popular thing on the net.
I am making decisions for the sake of making decisions.
I don't like it,
but I am supposed to be Monday.
We need a little uncertain Monday.
Uncertainty is wild.
It isn't an easy flame to catch.
A little uncertain Monday goes a long way.
I want to believe there will be others,
that I am not the only one.
Recourse is making decisions for the sake of making decisions.
Enough so it doesn't make absolute bedlam for Tuesday.
Just enough to be there.
See both sides and make some comment about it.
Reel it out in your mind, and make some comment about it.
Don't worry about making an argument.
That isn't what its about.
Let Tuesday deal with arguments.
That is their job.
People understand it is recourse.
People understand the concept we are not all on the same page.
Let Tuesday deal with the arguments people.
If you don't like to argue, be a little uncertain Monday.
The concept we are all not on the same page is the key to it,
any many who know already agree with that.
Don't be so focused on framing arguments,
that you can't do the uncertain Monday thing.
People who are out on Tuesday are there for a reason.
I do a little uncertain Monday, as recourse for Tuesday decisions.
I don't like to argue or make arguments,
so I am a little uncertain Monday.
I am trying to see if I am the only one who can do this or not.
We are all so focused on making an argument,
and we don't make arguments anyway.
Satan has made an argument.
Satan says I am the only one who can do this.
If I am the only one I can deal with it,
but I don't want to believe I am the only one.
Because they are going to fight over ME,
and its not about that.
This was Grace people.
Don't you understand that?
Satan wants you to think it is genetic.
That he can pull me out of here and put me somewhere else,
and it is going to work.
It is not.
I don't know,
he is stupid,
he is hungup.
Grace isn't genetic people,
Jesus Christ!
It is just going to be some other moron bastard.
I already said you had the power to do that.
What more do you want?
You have the power to zip and unzip for Christ's sake.
Let me be.
You know me.
I am the one that makes decisions
for the sake of making decisions.
Yes,
I think the prophecy rock has changed.
Now let the Christians do their job.
You know Satan,
he is the one who gets you to make decisions
that are his decision.
I am the one that makes decisions,
for the sake of making decisions.
Because he is hung up
he can't help it.
He has a game mentality.
I learned a long time ago that it wasn't a game.
He doesn't have any decisions to make,
It is all laid out for him,
and he doesn't even know it.
Finding a job that you are good at,
that is the thing.
Somebody like that,
they get the zip unzip job.
I know it is all laid out for me too.
Lord I have gotten myself into some serious shit.
Just don't let the argument make you people.
I want people to have decisions.
I go from,,,
I go from wanting a quiet revolution
to wanting to be the most popular thing on the net.
to wanting to be the most popular thing on the net.
Friday, January 23
play straight
I have one thing to do in an extreme emergency.
and I don't know what is going to happen when I do it.
So be careful.
Ok now we have two.
They are prepared.
They know what to do.
I am not alone.
I saw it as a weakness
and I needed advice.
It is not a small hand.
The problem is it is too big.
You can't go nil with the big joker.
It is excellent to tie knots with.
Someone needs to play straight.
If you are going to tie knots together,
someone needs to play straight.
That is just the way spades is played.
Thank you for your Grace dear God.
and I don't know what is going to happen when I do it.
So be careful.
Ok now we have two.
They are prepared.
They know what to do.
I am not alone.
I saw it as a weakness
and I needed advice.
It is not a small hand.
The problem is it is too big.
You can't go nil with the big joker.
It is excellent to tie knots with.
Someone needs to play straight.
If you are going to tie knots together,
someone needs to play straight.
That is just the way spades is played.
Thank you for your Grace dear God.
Live into Grace
You don't always get the big picture,
and the piece you are missing
is always the most important one.
this is the joy// directory
Cause it is dangerous
to mess around with the main directory
when we only have one.
This is recourse
for the wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read agenda.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
If it hadn't been put on the net in 85,
we wouldn't have been able to do anything about it.
That is what recourse is about.
The warning, the indication, or the solution has to be there.
If it isn't there is nothing you can do about it.
Recourse is a tool.
It is not meant to be anything more than that.
I am a little child.
I feel tormented by sexuality.
Something was supposed to happen around 17 or 18,
that just didn't quite happen.
I am ok with it.
I know you don't understand recourse.
You want to debate about it.
It isn't meant to be debated about.
It is there to be a warning or indication.
It doesn't matter if it is Watergate or not.
Just the idea that there could be problems
between voting machines and elementary schools is important.
This is different.
This is recourse.
Should it be necessary to change course.
For whatever reason,
I get valuable information.
That makes me different.
They pump me for information.
I am a well that works.
Don't worry.
It is not like flying a 757.
You can't train to do this.
This is Grace.
Grace makes the pump work.
It is a major achievement.
I have made a major achievement in my life.
It is difficult to achieve Grace.
He loves me.
Cause I knew I was forsaken,
and I read it anyway.
This is a commie loving, pinko fag telling you this.
I am a fuckup ask anybody.
You wanted me to make a major achievement,
I have made a major achievement.
You wanted me to make a major achievement,
Can't you recognize one when you see it.
Do you want me or not?
You pumped me full of Clorox
so I could make a major achievement.
Well damnit,
I made one.
I am not laughing.
I know it isn't funny.
I am not leading anyone.
It is just like that post in 85.
If it hadn't been there,
nothing could have been done.
Everyone has equal access to it.
All I ask is it be respected and reserved.
It is not going to be a wildfire.
The average psycho can't do this.
This is Grace.
It is given from God.
You know Grace when you see it.
This is just recourse.
I am not a miracle worker.
If you can know schizophrenia when you see it,
You can know Grace when you see it.
It is something you live into,
You can't be born with it or trained.
Live into Grace.
Live into Joy.
Cause it is so sad and messed up
they don't want to talk about it.
Do you want it to stay that way?
I am doing a job.
I don't want it to stay that way.
I want a new day for America.
I am getting it out there.
I am putting it out there so we can move on.
So people know what the issues are.
These are deep philosophical issues.
We have tough choices to make.
The bottlenecks are set up people.
They know the profile of the individual,
generations before he is even born.
That is Creation.
That is the way Creation works.
He decides what he wants the solution to be,
and he lets nature do the rest.
We are a work of Creation people.
Don't let anyone tell you different.
He knows me.
He knows me to my very core.
He knows what my motivations are.
He knows what my values are.
He knows in any given situation,
what I will do.
and he knew it generations before I was even born.
This is a commie loving pinko fag telling you this.
He knows I have my genius moments,
and he loves me for it.
I am just an intern.
The Power, The Kingdom and the Glory are his.
Even Adam is greater than I am.
Because he is the crown of God's creation.
Satan doesn't understand that.
Pete Best was a better drummer,
but Ringo Starr was a better Beatle.
I am just another bottleneck.
This stuff started long before I came around.
I don't know why Satan does this to us.
It breaks God's heart.
Because Adam is the culmination,
Satan doesn't understand that.
I don't understand why Satan does this to us.
It is Satan's decision.
I am his bottleneck.
It is Satan's decision woman,
not mine.
Satan can unzip this whole thing if he wants too.
This shit was set in motion
generations before I was even born woman.
He can go all the way back
to the Garden of Eden if he wants too.
He can stop the crucifixion of Christ if he wants too.
He suffers from a game mentality.
I am giving him a choice.
Right now.
Right here and now.
He has a damn game mentality.
He needs to quit it with this shit.
This far but no further,
Do you understand me?
Your game paradigm is over.
He thought if he couldn't win,
he would dick us over,
leave us with a mess,
Then blame the shit on me.
Yall know better than that shit.
How can he set up everything and not be responsible for it?
Friggen dickhead.
Now he has two assholes to answer to.
It was his friggen decision,
and he was trying to make it mine.
I am not stupid.
It was his decision Ginger,
it always was,
give him another asshole to answer to.
He gets people to make decisions that are his friggen decision.
He is a dickhead.
He doesn't care about us.
He suffers from a game mentality.
He is a dickhead.
He doesn't care about us.
How much more do I have to tell you.
Just stick up to the dickhead.
Give him another asshole to answer to.
You know him when you see him.
He is the one that gets you to make decisions that are his decision.
I don't know why he does it,
He is screwed up in the head.
He is a friggen moron that needs to get a life.
You have to be an asshole with him.
It is the only thing he understands.
This go back to high school
and be with your sweetheart
is a dupe.
Don't fall for it.
He knows he is the one that has the power to do that,
and he sets you up.
Grace is the only way to do it.
This is Grace people.
I forgive him.
He thinks I am the only one who can do it.
I don't want you thinking I am super special.
Grace is there for everyone.
you have to unzip slowly
unless it gets hung up
and the piece you are missing
is always the most important one.
this is the joy// directory
Cause it is dangerous
to mess around with the main directory
when we only have one.
This is recourse
for the wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read agenda.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
If it hadn't been put on the net in 85,
we wouldn't have been able to do anything about it.
That is what recourse is about.
The warning, the indication, or the solution has to be there.
If it isn't there is nothing you can do about it.
Recourse is a tool.
It is not meant to be anything more than that.
I am a little child.
I feel tormented by sexuality.
Something was supposed to happen around 17 or 18,
that just didn't quite happen.
I am ok with it.
I know you don't understand recourse.
You want to debate about it.
It isn't meant to be debated about.
It is there to be a warning or indication.
It doesn't matter if it is Watergate or not.
Just the idea that there could be problems
between voting machines and elementary schools is important.
This is different.
This is recourse.
Should it be necessary to change course.
For whatever reason,
I get valuable information.
That makes me different.
They pump me for information.
I am a well that works.
Don't worry.
It is not like flying a 757.
You can't train to do this.
This is Grace.
Grace makes the pump work.
It is a major achievement.
I have made a major achievement in my life.
It is difficult to achieve Grace.
He loves me.
Cause I knew I was forsaken,
and I read it anyway.
This is a commie loving, pinko fag telling you this.
I am a fuckup ask anybody.
You wanted me to make a major achievement,
I have made a major achievement.
You wanted me to make a major achievement,
Can't you recognize one when you see it.
Do you want me or not?
You pumped me full of Clorox
so I could make a major achievement.
Well damnit,
I made one.
I am not laughing.
I know it isn't funny.
I am not leading anyone.
It is just like that post in 85.
If it hadn't been there,
nothing could have been done.
Everyone has equal access to it.
All I ask is it be respected and reserved.
It is not going to be a wildfire.
The average psycho can't do this.
This is Grace.
It is given from God.
You know Grace when you see it.
This is just recourse.
I am not a miracle worker.
If you can know schizophrenia when you see it,
You can know Grace when you see it.
It is something you live into,
You can't be born with it or trained.
Live into Grace.
Live into Joy.
Cause it is so sad and messed up
they don't want to talk about it.
Do you want it to stay that way?
I am doing a job.
I don't want it to stay that way.
I want a new day for America.
I am getting it out there.
I am putting it out there so we can move on.
So people know what the issues are.
These are deep philosophical issues.
We have tough choices to make.
The bottlenecks are set up people.
They know the profile of the individual,
generations before he is even born.
That is Creation.
That is the way Creation works.
He decides what he wants the solution to be,
and he lets nature do the rest.
We are a work of Creation people.
Don't let anyone tell you different.
He knows me.
He knows me to my very core.
He knows what my motivations are.
He knows what my values are.
He knows in any given situation,
what I will do.
and he knew it generations before I was even born.
This is a commie loving pinko fag telling you this.
He knows I have my genius moments,
and he loves me for it.
I am just an intern.
The Power, The Kingdom and the Glory are his.
Even Adam is greater than I am.
Because he is the crown of God's creation.
Satan doesn't understand that.
Pete Best was a better drummer,
but Ringo Starr was a better Beatle.
I am just another bottleneck.
This stuff started long before I came around.
I don't know why Satan does this to us.
It breaks God's heart.
Because Adam is the culmination,
Satan doesn't understand that.
I don't understand why Satan does this to us.
It is Satan's decision.
I am his bottleneck.
It is Satan's decision woman,
not mine.
Satan can unzip this whole thing if he wants too.
This shit was set in motion
generations before I was even born woman.
He can go all the way back
to the Garden of Eden if he wants too.
He can stop the crucifixion of Christ if he wants too.
He suffers from a game mentality.
I am giving him a choice.
Right now.
Right here and now.
He has a damn game mentality.
He needs to quit it with this shit.
This far but no further,
Do you understand me?
Your game paradigm is over.
He thought if he couldn't win,
he would dick us over,
leave us with a mess,
Then blame the shit on me.
Yall know better than that shit.
How can he set up everything and not be responsible for it?
Friggen dickhead.
Now he has two assholes to answer to.
It was his friggen decision,
and he was trying to make it mine.
I am not stupid.
It was his decision Ginger,
it always was,
give him another asshole to answer to.
He gets people to make decisions that are his friggen decision.
He is a dickhead.
He doesn't care about us.
He suffers from a game mentality.
He is a dickhead.
He doesn't care about us.
How much more do I have to tell you.
Just stick up to the dickhead.
Give him another asshole to answer to.
You know him when you see him.
He is the one that gets you to make decisions that are his decision.
I don't know why he does it,
He is screwed up in the head.
He is a friggen moron that needs to get a life.
You have to be an asshole with him.
It is the only thing he understands.
This go back to high school
and be with your sweetheart
is a dupe.
Don't fall for it.
He knows he is the one that has the power to do that,
and he sets you up.
Grace is the only way to do it.
This is Grace people.
I forgive him.
He thinks I am the only one who can do it.
I don't want you thinking I am super special.
Grace is there for everyone.
you have to unzip slowly
unless it gets hung up
Thursday, January 22
There is no war the Joy dirctory.
and the children shall lead them
does the bible say that?
I know I have heard it before.
I know it said that, but I can't find it.
Psychiatry has gone a little too far,
don't you think?
A lighter is a wonderful thing.
Ten thousand years ago,
you could have ruled the world with it.
There is a quiet Shinto revolution going on.
There is an all out war over dish detergent.
They don't want to live under Islamic law.
They think the Bible is archaic and outmoded.
They think they are fighting for Democracy,
and the American way of life.
They don't want to answer to anyone anymore.
They think it is necessary to weed out the psychopaths.
Don't frame it.
Just say it.
Our world is changing.
You need to get with the program.
They don't know how to find God.
Poor bastards.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
Anybody can find Satan and settle with it.
It is a struggle to know God.
Damn a sticker can put a ghost in the machine.
I told you they were way ahead of me.
What are the rules to this madness.
What have we unleashed.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
That is when the computer hangs up and puts out something stupid.
Welcome to the library.
This is the Joy directory.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
Joy/Lisa
Joy/David
Joy/Kennedy
Joy/Bush
Joy/you
Joy/me
Joy/earth
Joy/heaven
Joy/England
Joy/Japan
This is the Joy Directory.
Don't mess it up.
It is the only one we have.
I have booted and installed the Joy Directory.
Don't mess with it please.
You want hell.
You want war.
Make your own directory.
This one should be reserved and respected.
It is for everyone.
It is Joy/whoever or whatever you want it to be.
Please do not make war in the Joy Directory.
If you want war,
make your own directory.
This includes actors and psychiatrists,
and anyone who is tying knots.
We only get one shot at the Joy Directory.
Don't mess it up.
There is no war in the Joy Directory.
You hear me?
I aint saying it again.
There is plenty Joy for everyone.
Joy/peace
Joy/love
Now we need to wait and see if they fight over it.
War is over if you want it.
I tied a Joy knot,
I don't know if it is going to work.
Lets hope for the best.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
Rest and be Tokugawa.
Joy/peace
Joy/love
I see Joy.
I am staring at it.
You can't train for this people.
It is not like flying a jumbo jet.
This is grace.
They don't understand grace.
It is all method to them.
They don't understand it is only one letter away.
I am like that.
I have an explosion of words.
People wish I would shut up.
They are worried I will flip out.
literally.
They are trying to bring me down,
to a place where I can handle it.
I understand what is going on.
Lord I have had a hard life.
I am the walking Watergate.
If I hadn't served my country I might feel different about it,
but I don't want to see
a knock down drag out war over dish detergent.
At least not in this directory.
I run through everything,
my childhood monsters did that shit.
No one can guarantee a woman's love.
I could create a directory for myself,
but I have decided not to do that right now.
What the hell is going on?
The world is not supposed to work this way.
Maybe I am a dream to her,
but what about my nephews?
What about the children?
I can't just leave.
What is going to happen to them?
I don't understand.
What am I going to leave them with?
Some shell?
I don't understand.
That is crazy.
I can't live like that.
I will do my best.
If it happens it happens.
I feel they have hacked my brain,
cause they don't want to live under Islamic Law.
I don't want to live under it either.
What am I supposed to do?
We don't think theirs is any better than ours.
We are all grace.
They are all method.
I can't make the dream life happen.
If it happens it happens.
I know that it happens,
but there is nothing I can do about it.
I wouldn't mind a dream life,
If that's what you are trying to put across,
but I don't believe life is a fantasy,
yet I cannot deny this is some fantastical nightmare.
All I want is a regular life too,
but I am too important,
I can't have a regular life.
It was like Spock in the radiation room.
I knew what I was doing.
They need to call Miss Utility before they dig.
It is method and grace people.
This whole conflict is between method and grace.
Here in America,
We walk a thin line between grace and the grave.
That is the way we want it.
We call it freedom.
We call it Liberty.
No it is not an easy line to walk.
It was never meant to be easy.
Nobody can do it alone.
That is why the Constitution says, "We the People".
They think grace is magic.
They don't understand grace.
They think we are foolish messing around with the grave,
Waiting for magic to save us.
Grace- the freely given, unmerited favor and love of God.
from dictionary.com
They weep for justice.
They weep for judgment.
We weep for grace.
and we know it when we see it.
I have seen them on television weeping for it.
These are not bad people.
They just don't understand us.
I know people get on their knees.
I know people weep.
Around here,
it is just not something people talk about.
Around here millions could weep for one individual,
and he would never even know about it.
I know it drives me crazy too.
I am a very open person.
It just drives me nuts.
I don't understand it.
I am a fish out of water.
It just drives me nuts.
I am never going to understand it.
I am Cro-Magnon or something,
I just don't get it.
does the bible say that?
I know I have heard it before.
I know it said that, but I can't find it.
Psychiatry has gone a little too far,
don't you think?
A lighter is a wonderful thing.
Ten thousand years ago,
you could have ruled the world with it.
There is a quiet Shinto revolution going on.
There is an all out war over dish detergent.
They don't want to live under Islamic law.
They think the Bible is archaic and outmoded.
They think they are fighting for Democracy,
and the American way of life.
They don't want to answer to anyone anymore.
They think it is necessary to weed out the psychopaths.
Don't frame it.
Just say it.
Our world is changing.
You need to get with the program.
They don't know how to find God.
Poor bastards.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
Anybody can find Satan and settle with it.
It is a struggle to know God.
Damn a sticker can put a ghost in the machine.
I told you they were way ahead of me.
What are the rules to this madness.
What have we unleashed.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
That is when the computer hangs up and puts out something stupid.
Welcome to the library.
This is the Joy directory.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
Joy/Lisa
Joy/David
Joy/Kennedy
Joy/Bush
Joy/you
Joy/me
Joy/earth
Joy/heaven
Joy/England
Joy/Japan
This is the Joy Directory.
Don't mess it up.
It is the only one we have.
I have booted and installed the Joy Directory.
Don't mess with it please.
You want hell.
You want war.
Make your own directory.
This one should be reserved and respected.
It is for everyone.
It is Joy/whoever or whatever you want it to be.
Please do not make war in the Joy Directory.
If you want war,
make your own directory.
This includes actors and psychiatrists,
and anyone who is tying knots.
We only get one shot at the Joy Directory.
Don't mess it up.
There is no war in the Joy Directory.
You hear me?
I aint saying it again.
There is plenty Joy for everyone.
Joy/peace
Joy/love
Now we need to wait and see if they fight over it.
War is over if you want it.
I tied a Joy knot,
I don't know if it is going to work.
Lets hope for the best.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
Rest and be Tokugawa.
Joy/peace
Joy/love
I see Joy.
I am staring at it.
You can't train for this people.
It is not like flying a jumbo jet.
This is grace.
They don't understand grace.
It is all method to them.
They don't understand it is only one letter away.
I am like that.
I have an explosion of words.
People wish I would shut up.
They are worried I will flip out.
literally.
They are trying to bring me down,
to a place where I can handle it.
I understand what is going on.
Lord I have had a hard life.
I am the walking Watergate.
If I hadn't served my country I might feel different about it,
but I don't want to see
a knock down drag out war over dish detergent.
At least not in this directory.
I run through everything,
my childhood monsters did that shit.
No one can guarantee a woman's love.
I could create a directory for myself,
but I have decided not to do that right now.
What the hell is going on?
The world is not supposed to work this way.
Maybe I am a dream to her,
but what about my nephews?
What about the children?
I can't just leave.
What is going to happen to them?
I don't understand.
What am I going to leave them with?
Some shell?
I don't understand.
That is crazy.
I can't live like that.
I will do my best.
If it happens it happens.
I feel they have hacked my brain,
cause they don't want to live under Islamic Law.
I don't want to live under it either.
What am I supposed to do?
We don't think theirs is any better than ours.
We are all grace.
They are all method.
I can't make the dream life happen.
If it happens it happens.
I know that it happens,
but there is nothing I can do about it.
I wouldn't mind a dream life,
If that's what you are trying to put across,
but I don't believe life is a fantasy,
yet I cannot deny this is some fantastical nightmare.
All I want is a regular life too,
but I am too important,
I can't have a regular life.
It was like Spock in the radiation room.
I knew what I was doing.
They need to call Miss Utility before they dig.
It is method and grace people.
This whole conflict is between method and grace.
Here in America,
We walk a thin line between grace and the grave.
That is the way we want it.
We call it freedom.
We call it Liberty.
No it is not an easy line to walk.
It was never meant to be easy.
Nobody can do it alone.
That is why the Constitution says, "We the People".
They think grace is magic.
They don't understand grace.
They think we are foolish messing around with the grave,
Waiting for magic to save us.
Grace- the freely given, unmerited favor and love of God.
from dictionary.com
They weep for justice.
They weep for judgment.
We weep for grace.
and we know it when we see it.
I have seen them on television weeping for it.
These are not bad people.
They just don't understand us.
I know people get on their knees.
I know people weep.
Around here,
it is just not something people talk about.
Around here millions could weep for one individual,
and he would never even know about it.
I know it drives me crazy too.
I am a very open person.
It just drives me nuts.
I don't understand it.
I am a fish out of water.
It just drives me nuts.
I am never going to understand it.
I am Cro-Magnon or something,
I just don't get it.
Wednesday, January 21
Rest and be Tokugawa
I can't believe they would do that over me.
Rest and be Tokugawa.
There is afterjoy.
prepare for it.
A war is a giant friggen knot.
You can wan a war by losing.
There are a million ways to lose,
and only one way to win.
The loser is on the right side of the knot.
What is the matter?
"Nobody wins" shouldn't be new to you by now.
Rest and be Tokugawa.
It means the loser can make it difficult for you,
long after the conflict is over.
This is the rest and be Tokugawa instruction.
If you rest as Tokugawa,
it is hard to survive that first year.
Extract yourself and deal with it.
Information goes back and forth over the event history,
and we don't like it so we tie knots.
It just flies straight in the face of everything we think we know as Americans.
There is a quiet Shinto revolution going on.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
The children are using their games to tie knots.
It is a natural reaction to time reversal.
We are pests.
We muck things up for them.
There can be no symbiotic relationship.
We are dumber than cockroaches to them.
They have no respect for us.
We buy our own traps.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
This is a pinko, commie, fag telling you this.
Maybe if we were aphids it would be alright,
but we are not.
We are pests to them.
They swat us like flies.
They just want us out of the way.
We are not aphids.
We are an annoyance.
It is not "The Matrix"
We have no use to them.
They lie to us and say it is symbiotic,
but it is not.
Enmity and dust people.
The Bible says it, and it means it.
This is a commie, pinko, fag telling you this.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
The salvation is for us,
not them.
They think it is boring.
They get bored and go on an Easter Egg hunt.
There is no broad based, sweeping conspiracy.
It was the nature of the mathematical space we were living in.
If they wished to believe we were aphids,
I wouldn't have a problem with it,
but we are not.
A little uncertainty and a little history can screw them up royally.
Don't get hung up on where you are.
Uncertainty is still there.
History is still there.
and it doesn't take much to muck it up for them.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
You don't have to be woke up to fight.
They tell us we are aphids to placate us,
They just want us to be a known quantity.
They think they can solve us and move on.
They don't care what the solution is.
They are trying to play out every possible ending,
so we can be known and they can move on.
Don't be mistaken,
we are not aphids.
I am a weak flame,
but as long as I burn,
I am difficult for them.
And the difficulty will live on.
I want to be difficult cause I think I am fighting with aliens.
I told you that UFO crap was dangerous.
I am like the last remaining immunity or something.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible and read.
Why do you want everything to be known?
I don't understand.
Does it stabilize the economy or something?
What is up with that?
This sounds sick to me.
If I think I am fighting aliens,
you just go with the alien thing.
If I think I am in "The Matrix",
you just go with that.
What is the need to define me?
My making knots is a natural reaction to this.
What is the need to quantify me?
Is it some international agreement you made?
I am David.
I don't care what agreements you have made.
Tell them to wait, don't panic, be responsible and read.
Let them have a problem with that.
I am a warrior.
I fight wars for God.
You would be better off to let it be.
David is David.
David is a warrior.
David fights wars for God.
Name me something else if you can't deal with it.
I know you are trying to define me.
The aliens are just a prop.
I am somebody.
Deal with it.
David is difficult.
David is not going to stop being difficult.
Love me for who I am.
If not get lost.
If you want to get lost, get lost.
I am tired of being the little Sheppard boy for people who don't listen.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
No sweetheart.
No.
I don't want to go back damnit.
That shit is over with.
They are right.
God isn't going to allow nuclear annihilation to happen.
You people are stupid for even believing it did.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
Because you have to work here,
Because you have to go to school,
Because you don't want to wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
It is stupid people.
We are dumber than cockroaches.
I don't know.
They fed me gunpowder or something.
They are forsaken,
They need to pray about it,
They announced to the world that God didn't exist.
He is deeply hurt.
I took that as my que.
I know I am making everybody crazy.
They should be crazy.
They are crazy.
Market stability and Nuclear Annihilation,
What kind of messed up place were yall living in.
You need some West Virginia.
Because they have the oldest mountains
and the oldest rivers on Earth.
I feel sorry for them,
but they went somewhere they knew they were not supposed to go.
David isn't a man of God.
He is a little Sheppard boy that killed Goliath.
You read it.
You know what they think.
They think I can be stolen,
Traded like a commodity.
They don't know who they are dealing with.
You can't steal this people.
Forget about it maybe,
but it will never be stolen.
He lets them forget.
He wants to know if they are sincere or not.
Let that be a warning to you.
God will let you forget to know if you are sincere or not.
They know how to love,
I give them that much.
Somebody had to put it to rest.
It was a mess.
This is recourse.
Not discourse.
This is recourse for the wait, don't panic, be responsible and read agenda.
Should it be necessary to change course.
You know me.
I have always been against discourse.
I want words that bring people together,
not tear them apart.
I never knew words that brought people together could be so dangerous.
I guess it is the Mallory in me.
I know recourse is something you don't understand.
Even I don't understand it.
It is just the words I wished for.
I wished for these words.
I waited my whole life for these words.
God knows.
He sees us.
He sees everything.
I wish for Joy.
I wish Joy for everyone.
I am sorry if I am losing it.
The Sun is going down.
The J is a little weak.
I know you want to give the world to a little boy who doesn't deserve it.
Elementary schools and voting booths don't go together.
This is Watergate.
I know.
You know.
everybody knows.
Poor Nixon,
he was trying to find out who I was.
I was Three Mile Island in 1972.
Some kind of psychiatric chronomaly.
They are trying to map me out and I don't like it.
It is a natural reaction to time reversal.
It is only going to get worse.
These kids now are tying knots in the third grade.
They know you need them not to know.
it is only going to get worse.
It is a natural reaction to time reversal.
It is a natural reaction to being mapped.
You can't map people.
They are going to tie knots,
They are tying knots in the third grade.
It is going to bring down reality as we know it.
wait, don't panic, be responsible and read.
and it is going to get chaotic.
It is a natural reaction to being mapped.
I know you think you need to,
but I am telling you its the wrong road that leads to trouble.
The children are tying knots in the third grade.
It is going to lead to complete chaos.
A complete breakdown of reality as we know it.
It is a natural reaction to being mapped.
There is a war over dish detergent,
and the children are on the front line.
Wait, don't panic. be responsible, and read.
There is a rebellion against dish detergent.
People don't want it for their kids,
and one kid tells other kids,
There is going to be an all out war against dish detergent.
It is already brewing.
There is a quiet Shinto rebellion going on.
It is a natural reaction to being mapped.
You think it is just me and it is not.
People are hiding in plain sight.
There is going to be an all out war over dish detergent.
You are going to lose.
I am mapping it out for you.
I gave them the head start.
They are years ahead of you.
You are not going to win.
I know.
You can't believe you can grab 98% of everybody and lose.
But you will.
It is just a matter of time.
They are going to be hellions.
They are really going to rock the boat.
Don't say I didn't warn you.
This is what happens when you put children on the front line.
That is why you want time to run out,
but it is not going to.
I am telling you it is a natural reaction.
You started it by mapping people.
They don't think mapped people are people anymore.
I know it is crazy.
I know it needs to stop.
I don't know what to tell you.
These are the facts.
That's the way it is.
Dish detergent is going to lose every time.
They are going to kill psychiatry as we know it.
They think you are murdering people.
They consider what has happened to me as murder.
They feel you have murdered me.
Damn even I am getting a headache.
They consider mapping holistic and offensive.
I know.
You want to think it takes smarts.
but someone with an IQ of 60 can tie knots.
Can't you treat people without mapping them?
I don't understand why you have to map 98% of everybody.
It is indiscreet and wrong.
I understand.
I was caustic.
I was hurting people.
but you can't put e=mc2 back in the box.
it is out there now.
You should have used it with discretion.
When you saw me tying knots you should have stopped.
Rest and be Tokugawa.
There is afterjoy.
prepare for it.
A war is a giant friggen knot.
You can wan a war by losing.
There are a million ways to lose,
and only one way to win.
The loser is on the right side of the knot.
What is the matter?
"Nobody wins" shouldn't be new to you by now.
Rest and be Tokugawa.
It means the loser can make it difficult for you,
long after the conflict is over.
This is the rest and be Tokugawa instruction.
If you rest as Tokugawa,
it is hard to survive that first year.
Extract yourself and deal with it.
Information goes back and forth over the event history,
and we don't like it so we tie knots.
It just flies straight in the face of everything we think we know as Americans.
There is a quiet Shinto revolution going on.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
The children are using their games to tie knots.
It is a natural reaction to time reversal.
We are pests.
We muck things up for them.
There can be no symbiotic relationship.
We are dumber than cockroaches to them.
They have no respect for us.
We buy our own traps.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
This is a pinko, commie, fag telling you this.
Maybe if we were aphids it would be alright,
but we are not.
We are pests to them.
They swat us like flies.
They just want us out of the way.
We are not aphids.
We are an annoyance.
It is not "The Matrix"
We have no use to them.
They lie to us and say it is symbiotic,
but it is not.
Enmity and dust people.
The Bible says it, and it means it.
This is a commie, pinko, fag telling you this.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
The salvation is for us,
not them.
They think it is boring.
They get bored and go on an Easter Egg hunt.
There is no broad based, sweeping conspiracy.
It was the nature of the mathematical space we were living in.
If they wished to believe we were aphids,
I wouldn't have a problem with it,
but we are not.
A little uncertainty and a little history can screw them up royally.
Don't get hung up on where you are.
Uncertainty is still there.
History is still there.
and it doesn't take much to muck it up for them.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
You don't have to be woke up to fight.
They tell us we are aphids to placate us,
They just want us to be a known quantity.
They think they can solve us and move on.
They don't care what the solution is.
They are trying to play out every possible ending,
so we can be known and they can move on.
Don't be mistaken,
we are not aphids.
I am a weak flame,
but as long as I burn,
I am difficult for them.
And the difficulty will live on.
I want to be difficult cause I think I am fighting with aliens.
I told you that UFO crap was dangerous.
I am like the last remaining immunity or something.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible and read.
Why do you want everything to be known?
I don't understand.
Does it stabilize the economy or something?
What is up with that?
This sounds sick to me.
If I think I am fighting aliens,
you just go with the alien thing.
If I think I am in "The Matrix",
you just go with that.
What is the need to define me?
My making knots is a natural reaction to this.
What is the need to quantify me?
Is it some international agreement you made?
I am David.
I don't care what agreements you have made.
Tell them to wait, don't panic, be responsible and read.
Let them have a problem with that.
I am a warrior.
I fight wars for God.
You would be better off to let it be.
David is David.
David is a warrior.
David fights wars for God.
Name me something else if you can't deal with it.
I know you are trying to define me.
The aliens are just a prop.
I am somebody.
Deal with it.
David is difficult.
David is not going to stop being difficult.
Love me for who I am.
If not get lost.
If you want to get lost, get lost.
I am tired of being the little Sheppard boy for people who don't listen.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
No sweetheart.
No.
I don't want to go back damnit.
That shit is over with.
They are right.
God isn't going to allow nuclear annihilation to happen.
You people are stupid for even believing it did.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
Because you have to work here,
Because you have to go to school,
Because you don't want to wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
It is stupid people.
We are dumber than cockroaches.
I don't know.
They fed me gunpowder or something.
They are forsaken,
They need to pray about it,
They announced to the world that God didn't exist.
He is deeply hurt.
I took that as my que.
I know I am making everybody crazy.
They should be crazy.
They are crazy.
Market stability and Nuclear Annihilation,
What kind of messed up place were yall living in.
You need some West Virginia.
Because they have the oldest mountains
and the oldest rivers on Earth.
I feel sorry for them,
but they went somewhere they knew they were not supposed to go.
David isn't a man of God.
He is a little Sheppard boy that killed Goliath.
You read it.
You know what they think.
They think I can be stolen,
Traded like a commodity.
They don't know who they are dealing with.
You can't steal this people.
Forget about it maybe,
but it will never be stolen.
He lets them forget.
He wants to know if they are sincere or not.
Let that be a warning to you.
God will let you forget to know if you are sincere or not.
They know how to love,
I give them that much.
Somebody had to put it to rest.
It was a mess.
This is recourse.
Not discourse.
This is recourse for the wait, don't panic, be responsible and read agenda.
Should it be necessary to change course.
You know me.
I have always been against discourse.
I want words that bring people together,
not tear them apart.
I never knew words that brought people together could be so dangerous.
I guess it is the Mallory in me.
I know recourse is something you don't understand.
Even I don't understand it.
It is just the words I wished for.
I wished for these words.
I waited my whole life for these words.
God knows.
He sees us.
He sees everything.
I wish for Joy.
I wish Joy for everyone.
I am sorry if I am losing it.
The Sun is going down.
The J is a little weak.
I know you want to give the world to a little boy who doesn't deserve it.
Elementary schools and voting booths don't go together.
This is Watergate.
I know.
You know.
everybody knows.
Poor Nixon,
he was trying to find out who I was.
I was Three Mile Island in 1972.
Some kind of psychiatric chronomaly.
They are trying to map me out and I don't like it.
It is a natural reaction to time reversal.
It is only going to get worse.
These kids now are tying knots in the third grade.
They know you need them not to know.
it is only going to get worse.
It is a natural reaction to time reversal.
It is a natural reaction to being mapped.
You can't map people.
They are going to tie knots,
They are tying knots in the third grade.
It is going to bring down reality as we know it.
wait, don't panic, be responsible and read.
and it is going to get chaotic.
It is a natural reaction to being mapped.
I know you think you need to,
but I am telling you its the wrong road that leads to trouble.
The children are tying knots in the third grade.
It is going to lead to complete chaos.
A complete breakdown of reality as we know it.
It is a natural reaction to being mapped.
There is a war over dish detergent,
and the children are on the front line.
Wait, don't panic. be responsible, and read.
There is a rebellion against dish detergent.
People don't want it for their kids,
and one kid tells other kids,
There is going to be an all out war against dish detergent.
It is already brewing.
There is a quiet Shinto rebellion going on.
It is a natural reaction to being mapped.
You think it is just me and it is not.
People are hiding in plain sight.
There is going to be an all out war over dish detergent.
You are going to lose.
I am mapping it out for you.
I gave them the head start.
They are years ahead of you.
You are not going to win.
I know.
You can't believe you can grab 98% of everybody and lose.
But you will.
It is just a matter of time.
They are going to be hellions.
They are really going to rock the boat.
Don't say I didn't warn you.
This is what happens when you put children on the front line.
That is why you want time to run out,
but it is not going to.
I am telling you it is a natural reaction.
You started it by mapping people.
They don't think mapped people are people anymore.
I know it is crazy.
I know it needs to stop.
I don't know what to tell you.
These are the facts.
That's the way it is.
Dish detergent is going to lose every time.
They are going to kill psychiatry as we know it.
They think you are murdering people.
They consider what has happened to me as murder.
They feel you have murdered me.
Damn even I am getting a headache.
They consider mapping holistic and offensive.
I know.
You want to think it takes smarts.
but someone with an IQ of 60 can tie knots.
Can't you treat people without mapping them?
I don't understand why you have to map 98% of everybody.
It is indiscreet and wrong.
I understand.
I was caustic.
I was hurting people.
but you can't put e=mc2 back in the box.
it is out there now.
You should have used it with discretion.
When you saw me tying knots you should have stopped.
Sunday, January 18
It bothers me to be hated.
David and Satan are not happy with one another.
somebody is going down.
Why?
cause this is someone's idea as a joke.
What happens to people who don't get with the program.
I'll show you a friggen program.
I am angry enough to take on Satan himself right now.
All the witches,
said they were trying to bring us together.
I was a blind fool.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
that Truman Show, Matrix, Vanilla Sky shit aint happening.
Richmond and Las Vegas have gone to tango.
I am glad this is a happy day for the black people.
I am glad they are scared,
They should be scared,
I am a dark figure in American History.
They should be happy I am not President.
I am evil,
I am bad,
I need to stay away from politics.
I am going to the bottomless pit.
It has already been reserved for me.
Don't worry about it.
There is nothing I could go through,
that is any worse than what has already happened.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
Satan is a saint compared to me.
He still fears God.
I don't.
I mutilated the Bible three times over my sister.
I am not someone to be fooled around with.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
I already have the momentum that is going to take me straight out of here.
I don't know what it is going to take to stop me.
I am headed for the bottomless pit.
Don't be mistaken.
I am not a good person.
I am on a sling shot trajectory.
We don't parade our missiles down Pennsylvania Avenue.
That's what makes us different from the friggen Communists.
The chances are pretty good...
and the psychiatric community is partly responsible.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
The good news is you know who I am.
This could go either way.
It helps to know what I am all about,
and I guess they know that now.
I am not a good person.
I need to stay low.
I am a hellion.
I don't fear the bottomless pit.
It is like the constant superstition.
I know it is coming and I can't stop it.
I feel better now.
I lost.
I took it out on Japan.
I care about people.
That is my only saving grace.
How does the game know I need to lose?
That is the magical thing about it.
It seems to sense what is going on in the real world.
It has some kind of internal barometer.
I am not trying to sink anyone's ship.
I am an iceberg for Christ's sake
This is what happens when the money can't get to who it belongs too.
It gets constipated.
I should have been paid for y2k.
There is no doubt.
You know I solved it.
Everybody knows.
I don't know why you are trying to hide it.
I promise you.
It would help the economy,
If you gave me something to get into the market with.
Put money into the market under my name.
Give me a check when it rebounds.
The money is trying to get to me.
Just tell the public it was a chronomaly.
They can accept it.
I wouldn't ask for money.
You know I wouldn't do that,
but I am telling it like it is.
The money is constipated over me.
I really painted them in a bad light,
for no real reason.
I hate to be hated like that.
I don't know what to say or do.
It bothers me to be hated.
somebody is going down.
Why?
cause this is someone's idea as a joke.
What happens to people who don't get with the program.
I'll show you a friggen program.
I am angry enough to take on Satan himself right now.
All the witches,
said they were trying to bring us together.
I was a blind fool.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
that Truman Show, Matrix, Vanilla Sky shit aint happening.
Richmond and Las Vegas have gone to tango.
I am glad this is a happy day for the black people.
I am glad they are scared,
They should be scared,
I am a dark figure in American History.
They should be happy I am not President.
I am evil,
I am bad,
I need to stay away from politics.
I am going to the bottomless pit.
It has already been reserved for me.
Don't worry about it.
There is nothing I could go through,
that is any worse than what has already happened.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
Satan is a saint compared to me.
He still fears God.
I don't.
I mutilated the Bible three times over my sister.
I am not someone to be fooled around with.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
I already have the momentum that is going to take me straight out of here.
I don't know what it is going to take to stop me.
I am headed for the bottomless pit.
Don't be mistaken.
I am not a good person.
I am on a sling shot trajectory.
We don't parade our missiles down Pennsylvania Avenue.
That's what makes us different from the friggen Communists.
The chances are pretty good...
and the psychiatric community is partly responsible.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
The good news is you know who I am.
This could go either way.
It helps to know what I am all about,
and I guess they know that now.
I am not a good person.
I need to stay low.
I am a hellion.
I don't fear the bottomless pit.
It is like the constant superstition.
I know it is coming and I can't stop it.
I feel better now.
I lost.
I took it out on Japan.
I care about people.
That is my only saving grace.
How does the game know I need to lose?
That is the magical thing about it.
It seems to sense what is going on in the real world.
It has some kind of internal barometer.
I am not trying to sink anyone's ship.
I am an iceberg for Christ's sake
This is what happens when the money can't get to who it belongs too.
It gets constipated.
I should have been paid for y2k.
There is no doubt.
You know I solved it.
Everybody knows.
I don't know why you are trying to hide it.
I promise you.
It would help the economy,
If you gave me something to get into the market with.
Put money into the market under my name.
Give me a check when it rebounds.
The money is trying to get to me.
Just tell the public it was a chronomaly.
They can accept it.
I wouldn't ask for money.
You know I wouldn't do that,
but I am telling it like it is.
The money is constipated over me.
I really painted them in a bad light,
for no real reason.
I hate to be hated like that.
I don't know what to say or do.
It bothers me to be hated.
Friday, January 16
Leaving Las Vegas
I have little memory of training about the floor.
For all it matters,
it started with me.
I let someone fall and laughed about it.
Then they had me fall from the stage.
For a while after I would just stand and fall like it was no big deal.
then I wouldn't do my homework not memorizing my monologue,
So they blackballed me.
It is so vague,
it is like I have totally forgotten any training about a floor.
I feel for liberty.
I feel I have come to 2009 just to find out what has happened to her.
I have come to this life to find out what happened to her.
All I remember is screwing up and sitting in the audience.
Noah wasn't a leader.
He just did what God told him too,
and built a boat.
I taught them the way to bust it was to go dimensional.
They are way ahead of me now.
Alcohol is evil.
It WILL kill you if you want it to.
I can help thousands of strangers,
but I can't help my own sister with alcohol.
It was like Spock in the radiation room,
I knew what I was doing.
I am an Aunt Jemima original.
Marijuana makes you lazy,
Makes you jerk off.
I guess you can be irresponsible with anything,
but damn, it sure aint liquid love that's for sure.
She is trying to emulate "Leaving Las Vegas"
and my family is going through hell.
There is nothing we can do about it.
I know the shit is important,
but damn, there has to be something to live for.
Demons did this to her on purpose,
and it isn't funny.
I don't care if they have to pre crime the asshole.
She probably wasn't the first.
He probably did it to someone else too.
I know I am being pre crimed over it,
but fuck it I don't care.
They are pre criming me,
because I am calling for him to be pre crimed over it.
but damn it i don't give a fuck.
How can I forgive the asshole in the middle of "Leaving Las Vegas"?
This shit isn't funny.
If I have to be Jesus Christ over the shit I don't care.
Maybe after the friggen thing is over.
I am glad I came to this fucking place.
Think twice before mutilating somebody fucking asshole.
I don't care if nobody can live up to that standard,
this shit was done on purpose,
because of me.
because I helped thousands of strangers.
You know it.
He knows it.
Everybody knows it.
There was nothing to worry about me from the friggen beginning.
I got the message.
I am coming out here to find out what the hell happened to her.
Everybody deserves a brother like me.
I am being held up to a standard nobody can live up to over this,
and Satan knows what he did,
I don't care if the music dies over this shit.
How can I forgive?
My whole life revolves around this shit.
Satan knows I can't forgive him over this shit.
That is why he did it.
How can you wake up to what your whole life revolves around,
and then forgive somebody for it?
Let me be the patron brother.
I will take care of this shit.
Where is the path to forgiveness lord,
I don't see it.
My whole life revolves around this shit.
I am going to be angry forever.
This shit was meant to be permanently hidden from me.
Somebody knew what they were doing.
I am going to have a permanent attitude over this.
I guess Las Vegas and Richmond went to tango over this one.
Richmond and Las Vegas went to tango.
That is what happened to the economy people.
God friggen told me you damn morons,
Keep playing dice I don't give a crap.
Can't you see that I care about you?
I give a crap.
Satan doesn't give a damn about you.
It is supposed to be a sick joke,
What happens to people who don't get with the program.
I don't care if our music dies.
I really don't.
I am barely aware we even have any.
I came out here 25 years into the future,
mutilated the Bible three times,
to find out what the hell was wrong with her.
Now she is going to die.
Is that Satan caring about people?
I aint making music for his ass.
I can sit out here until hell freezes over if I want to.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
For all it matters,
it started with me.
I let someone fall and laughed about it.
Then they had me fall from the stage.
For a while after I would just stand and fall like it was no big deal.
then I wouldn't do my homework not memorizing my monologue,
So they blackballed me.
It is so vague,
it is like I have totally forgotten any training about a floor.
I feel for liberty.
I feel I have come to 2009 just to find out what has happened to her.
I have come to this life to find out what happened to her.
All I remember is screwing up and sitting in the audience.
Noah wasn't a leader.
He just did what God told him too,
and built a boat.
I taught them the way to bust it was to go dimensional.
They are way ahead of me now.
Alcohol is evil.
It WILL kill you if you want it to.
I can help thousands of strangers,
but I can't help my own sister with alcohol.
It was like Spock in the radiation room,
I knew what I was doing.
I am an Aunt Jemima original.
Marijuana makes you lazy,
Makes you jerk off.
I guess you can be irresponsible with anything,
but damn, it sure aint liquid love that's for sure.
She is trying to emulate "Leaving Las Vegas"
and my family is going through hell.
There is nothing we can do about it.
I know the shit is important,
but damn, there has to be something to live for.
Demons did this to her on purpose,
and it isn't funny.
I don't care if they have to pre crime the asshole.
She probably wasn't the first.
He probably did it to someone else too.
I know I am being pre crimed over it,
but fuck it I don't care.
They are pre criming me,
because I am calling for him to be pre crimed over it.
but damn it i don't give a fuck.
How can I forgive the asshole in the middle of "Leaving Las Vegas"?
This shit isn't funny.
If I have to be Jesus Christ over the shit I don't care.
Maybe after the friggen thing is over.
I am glad I came to this fucking place.
Think twice before mutilating somebody fucking asshole.
I don't care if nobody can live up to that standard,
this shit was done on purpose,
because of me.
because I helped thousands of strangers.
You know it.
He knows it.
Everybody knows it.
There was nothing to worry about me from the friggen beginning.
I got the message.
I am coming out here to find out what the hell happened to her.
Everybody deserves a brother like me.
I am being held up to a standard nobody can live up to over this,
and Satan knows what he did,
I don't care if the music dies over this shit.
How can I forgive?
My whole life revolves around this shit.
Satan knows I can't forgive him over this shit.
That is why he did it.
How can you wake up to what your whole life revolves around,
and then forgive somebody for it?
Let me be the patron brother.
I will take care of this shit.
Where is the path to forgiveness lord,
I don't see it.
My whole life revolves around this shit.
I am going to be angry forever.
This shit was meant to be permanently hidden from me.
Somebody knew what they were doing.
I am going to have a permanent attitude over this.
I guess Las Vegas and Richmond went to tango over this one.
Richmond and Las Vegas went to tango.
That is what happened to the economy people.
God friggen told me you damn morons,
Keep playing dice I don't give a crap.
Can't you see that I care about you?
I give a crap.
Satan doesn't give a damn about you.
It is supposed to be a sick joke,
What happens to people who don't get with the program.
I don't care if our music dies.
I really don't.
I am barely aware we even have any.
I came out here 25 years into the future,
mutilated the Bible three times,
to find out what the hell was wrong with her.
Now she is going to die.
Is that Satan caring about people?
I aint making music for his ass.
I can sit out here until hell freezes over if I want to.
Wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read.
I am some kind of Chronomaly.
It helps to pray.
But I am not going to ask you to do that.
Cause I don't do it like I should.
You need to hear it from someone you identify with I guess.
Is any other psychiatric trying?
They see what's happening to me,
and know it isn't worth it.
Dish detergent is a little harsh to wash yourself with.
The medicine is Clorox.
Freud is dish detergent.
Medicine and psychoanalysis are harsh.
Psychoanalysis with Medicine is even worse.
You don't know what you are going to dig up.
You are dealing with a reality without a floor.
Doctors use harsh detergent.
You shouldn't use it on your patients.
The floor is a reality you can depend on.
One you can wake up to.
Time after Time.
It is a Worldline.
The "All Dreamlines" philosophy is living without a floor.
It is very dangerous.
Put something big and old underneath yourself.
I am trying to build a Worldline.
This is the wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read agenda.
This is recourse for the wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read agenda.
This is beyond Ginger now.
This is beyond my sexuality now.
This is beyond myself now.
Life isn't perfect.
Sometimes you have to be a son.
Sometimes you have to be a brother.
Something terrible has happened in my family.
I needed to be a brother.
This is beyond Uncle Ernie.
This is serious sadistic crap.
Somebody died over it.
Go ahead.
That shit doesn't bother me anymore.
I did the right thing.
My sister needed me.
We have an Oedipus thing going on.
And I am ok with it.
There is nothing that can be done,
except pre judge the asshole.
I hope he isn't happy.
I don't want that man to be happy.
It is the act of God dynamic.
You don't understand that.
Nothing frightens you straight more than that.
I was a teenager hit with the Act of God dynamic.
Don't mistake it.
It can't be mistaken.
That is what happened.
I hated President Reagan.
I really hated the man.
I really hated President Reagan.
I really did.
People get struck with the Act of God dynamic.
It happens.
Deal with it.
I don't want to lose the Gay and Lesbian community.
It was beyond Uncle Ernie.
It was sadistic and evil.
I needed to be a brother.
They think I need to be gay.
They think I would be happier if I had sex with men.
They think sex is not the enemy.
They think people without sex are somehow dangerous.
They want me to be happy.
They don't think I have a healthy attitude about sex.
Don't frame it.
Just say it.
They are fighting for me to be gay!
Now I understand why Fox News calls liberalism a mental disorder.
I hated Reagan.
I really did.
I know I am a little sweet.
but men don't turn me on.
I really don't understand why I need to have this conversation with you.
I am really not in the mood to have sex with anyone right now.
I am angry.
Liberty is dying.
I know I am supposed to feel sexual towards all women.
I know I am not supposed to feel sexual towards only one.
Men are in a competition.
We are sexual predators.
Even the Gay ones.
What can I say?
My mother didn't raise me that way.
She raised me to keep my dick in my pants.
Was she wrong?
I don't understand.
I am supposed to be responsible.
Maybe I have a fragile chromosome or something.
How could what happened to my sister effect me so much?
I don't understand.
It must be God.
God must want me to be a brother.
God must have plans for me.
My planning central doesn't work right.
I am sorry,
My planning central just doesn't work right.
Lord, If my planning central is messed up, can't people still love me?
What can I do about that?
Lord, I can't do anything about it.
I am smart,
but my planning central is screwed up.
It means I make stupid mistakes.
I am some kind of Chronomaly.
Why is everyone trying to steal me?
You can't steal something like this.
I guess you just wanted me to talk.
I didn't know how to do it without getting in trouble.
If you had to go down for your country,
you would go down.
Anybody would.
It's like Spock in the radiation room.
I knew what I was doing when I stuck that money in the gas pump.
If not me who?
If not now when?
We need a worldline.
I am sorry I wrecked the economy over it.
This is the wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read agenda.
This is recourse for the wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read agenda.
This is a Job.
I am not a spiritual leader.
I am some kind of chronomaly.
Yes the economy was wrecked over 7 dollars in a Gas pump.
Somebody was going to muck it up someday.
We needed a worldline.
The all dreamline, or Venus and Mars thing doesn't work.
The Matrix, Truman Show, Vanilla Sky thing is very dangerous.
Women don't understand,
They think they are all the same and they are not.
This is the wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read agenda.
David is here.
David is here.
It was a chronomaly people
mother nature is trying to tell you something.
Men need a worldline.
It can't all be dreamline.
We cant solve the racism dilemma without solving this one.
Don't you want a reality you can wake up to time and time again?
Richmond has it people.
That is just the way things are right now.
Men fight over worlds they can wake up to time and time again,
Richmond has it,
and it is not going away.
It drives the women nuts.
They don't understand why men fight over it.
Black people have been good to me.
I have no problems with black people.
I am sorry if there is a little KKK in there.
I make stupid mistakes.
That is why I am not a leader.
I just write and you take it or leave it.
Men fight over it,
that is all you need to know.
Richmond has it,
and men fight over it.
But I am not going to ask you to do that.
Cause I don't do it like I should.
You need to hear it from someone you identify with I guess.
Is any other psychiatric trying?
They see what's happening to me,
and know it isn't worth it.
Dish detergent is a little harsh to wash yourself with.
The medicine is Clorox.
Freud is dish detergent.
Medicine and psychoanalysis are harsh.
Psychoanalysis with Medicine is even worse.
You don't know what you are going to dig up.
You are dealing with a reality without a floor.
Doctors use harsh detergent.
You shouldn't use it on your patients.
The floor is a reality you can depend on.
One you can wake up to.
Time after Time.
It is a Worldline.
The "All Dreamlines" philosophy is living without a floor.
It is very dangerous.
Put something big and old underneath yourself.
I am trying to build a Worldline.
This is the wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read agenda.
This is recourse for the wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read agenda.
This is beyond Ginger now.
This is beyond my sexuality now.
This is beyond myself now.
Life isn't perfect.
Sometimes you have to be a son.
Sometimes you have to be a brother.
Something terrible has happened in my family.
I needed to be a brother.
This is beyond Uncle Ernie.
This is serious sadistic crap.
Somebody died over it.
Go ahead.
That shit doesn't bother me anymore.
I did the right thing.
My sister needed me.
We have an Oedipus thing going on.
And I am ok with it.
There is nothing that can be done,
except pre judge the asshole.
I hope he isn't happy.
I don't want that man to be happy.
It is the act of God dynamic.
You don't understand that.
Nothing frightens you straight more than that.
I was a teenager hit with the Act of God dynamic.
Don't mistake it.
It can't be mistaken.
That is what happened.
I hated President Reagan.
I really hated the man.
I really hated President Reagan.
I really did.
People get struck with the Act of God dynamic.
It happens.
Deal with it.
I don't want to lose the Gay and Lesbian community.
It was beyond Uncle Ernie.
It was sadistic and evil.
I needed to be a brother.
They think I need to be gay.
They think I would be happier if I had sex with men.
They think sex is not the enemy.
They think people without sex are somehow dangerous.
They want me to be happy.
They don't think I have a healthy attitude about sex.
Don't frame it.
Just say it.
They are fighting for me to be gay!
Now I understand why Fox News calls liberalism a mental disorder.
I hated Reagan.
I really did.
I know I am a little sweet.
but men don't turn me on.
I really don't understand why I need to have this conversation with you.
I am really not in the mood to have sex with anyone right now.
I am angry.
Liberty is dying.
I know I am supposed to feel sexual towards all women.
I know I am not supposed to feel sexual towards only one.
Men are in a competition.
We are sexual predators.
Even the Gay ones.
What can I say?
My mother didn't raise me that way.
She raised me to keep my dick in my pants.
Was she wrong?
I don't understand.
I am supposed to be responsible.
Maybe I have a fragile chromosome or something.
How could what happened to my sister effect me so much?
I don't understand.
It must be God.
God must want me to be a brother.
God must have plans for me.
My planning central doesn't work right.
I am sorry,
My planning central just doesn't work right.
Lord, If my planning central is messed up, can't people still love me?
What can I do about that?
Lord, I can't do anything about it.
I am smart,
but my planning central is screwed up.
It means I make stupid mistakes.
I am some kind of Chronomaly.
Why is everyone trying to steal me?
You can't steal something like this.
I guess you just wanted me to talk.
I didn't know how to do it without getting in trouble.
If you had to go down for your country,
you would go down.
Anybody would.
It's like Spock in the radiation room.
I knew what I was doing when I stuck that money in the gas pump.
If not me who?
If not now when?
We need a worldline.
I am sorry I wrecked the economy over it.
This is the wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read agenda.
This is recourse for the wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read agenda.
This is a Job.
I am not a spiritual leader.
I am some kind of chronomaly.
Yes the economy was wrecked over 7 dollars in a Gas pump.
Somebody was going to muck it up someday.
We needed a worldline.
The all dreamline, or Venus and Mars thing doesn't work.
The Matrix, Truman Show, Vanilla Sky thing is very dangerous.
Women don't understand,
They think they are all the same and they are not.
This is the wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read agenda.
David is here.
David is here.
It was a chronomaly people
mother nature is trying to tell you something.
Men need a worldline.
It can't all be dreamline.
We cant solve the racism dilemma without solving this one.
Don't you want a reality you can wake up to time and time again?
Richmond has it people.
That is just the way things are right now.
Men fight over worlds they can wake up to time and time again,
Richmond has it,
and it is not going away.
It drives the women nuts.
They don't understand why men fight over it.
Black people have been good to me.
I have no problems with black people.
I am sorry if there is a little KKK in there.
I make stupid mistakes.
That is why I am not a leader.
I just write and you take it or leave it.
Men fight over it,
that is all you need to know.
Richmond has it,
and men fight over it.
Thursday, January 15
She tried to sell me a load of dish detergent
Do all men have a wait, don't panic, be responsible wall?
Or is it just me?
All men have that don't they?
Jesus, am I the only one?
I saw it for what it was and I decided to grow up.
Jesus Christ!
It was an obsession,
a delusion.
I saw it and decided to grow up!
No it wasn't easy.
It is still not easy.
It isn't easy to grow up.
The wall came down at the wrong time.
I am sorry.
She tried to sell me a load of dish detergent.
I am not stupid.
You can't wash clothes with dish detergent.
You can't wash yourself with dish detergent.
Dish detergent is dish detergent.
I thank them,
I am a better person because of them.
I just chose to grow up at the wrong time.
I have some kind of wait, don't panic, be responsible wall.
and I feel it is dish detergent.
I am like my daddy,
I call it like I see it.
I call it dish detergent.
Dish detergent is Dish detergent.
You want the real thing?
Read the bible assholes.
David is here
David is here
You have gotten a holy person angry.
He loves me.
Cause I knew I was forsaken.
and I read it anyway.
It is never too late to read it people.
I am telling you.
I am a commie loving pinko fag.
ask anybody.
You want him in your court?
then read the darn thing.
The Bible has power people
It is no joke.
It is not too late.
This is the wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read agenda.
This is a commie loving pinko fag telling you this.
Running a program?
I don't care.
If it is, It is the best ever written.
I know I play both sides against the center.
I know that it is not fair.
Just wait, don't panic, be responsible, read, and hope for the best.
Be reassured that he loves me.
Don't worry about me.
It is ok.
The worst has already happened.
I will get time served.
Well I am not 100% sure,
but don't worry about it,
he loves me.
I have been through the worst of it.
It is ok.
There is no burning in hell
that would hurt worse
than the psychological pain
I have already been through.
That is just the angels
trying to be close to me.
They don't realize the psychological pain we go through on this medicine.
Lord I hate psychiatrists.
They think if it is not physical pain it is ok.
but it is not.
God doesn't like it.
and they need to straighten up before it is too late.
Or is it just me?
All men have that don't they?
Jesus, am I the only one?
I saw it for what it was and I decided to grow up.
Jesus Christ!
It was an obsession,
a delusion.
I saw it and decided to grow up!
No it wasn't easy.
It is still not easy.
It isn't easy to grow up.
The wall came down at the wrong time.
I am sorry.
She tried to sell me a load of dish detergent.
I am not stupid.
You can't wash clothes with dish detergent.
You can't wash yourself with dish detergent.
Dish detergent is dish detergent.
I thank them,
I am a better person because of them.
I just chose to grow up at the wrong time.
I have some kind of wait, don't panic, be responsible wall.
and I feel it is dish detergent.
I am like my daddy,
I call it like I see it.
I call it dish detergent.
Dish detergent is Dish detergent.
You want the real thing?
Read the bible assholes.
David is here
David is here
You have gotten a holy person angry.
He loves me.
Cause I knew I was forsaken.
and I read it anyway.
It is never too late to read it people.
I am telling you.
I am a commie loving pinko fag.
ask anybody.
You want him in your court?
then read the darn thing.
The Bible has power people
It is no joke.
It is not too late.
This is the wait, don't panic, be responsible, and read agenda.
This is a commie loving pinko fag telling you this.
Running a program?
I don't care.
If it is, It is the best ever written.
I know I play both sides against the center.
I know that it is not fair.
Just wait, don't panic, be responsible, read, and hope for the best.
Be reassured that he loves me.
Don't worry about me.
It is ok.
The worst has already happened.
I will get time served.
Well I am not 100% sure,
but don't worry about it,
he loves me.
I have been through the worst of it.
It is ok.
There is no burning in hell
that would hurt worse
than the psychological pain
I have already been through.
That is just the angels
trying to be close to me.
They don't realize the psychological pain we go through on this medicine.
Lord I hate psychiatrists.
They think if it is not physical pain it is ok.
but it is not.
God doesn't like it.
and they need to straighten up before it is too late.
Reality Hurts
there is no grand overreaching conspiracy
it was just the nature of the mathematical space we were living in.
I wrote the prototype for the solution to y2k,
and they want to set up an oscillation,
which means I need to be forgotten.
"No one ever left alive,
nineteen hundred an eighty five..."
I don't know
something horrible happened to them.
David is David,
in the same way,
John is John,
or Peter is Peter,
or Mary is Mary.
Don't you know that?
Lord, that was the worst place I have ever been in.
I know you want to know about my sexuality,
but I cant believe y'all do that shit.
I like soft porn,
and one night stands don't work with me.
Don't get hung up on the real David.
It isn't worth it.
I have a job,
and I am doing a good job.
In reality there is only one.
That is the wackiness of the thing we created.
We messed up.
What should have been the floor,
We made the roof.
Things failed twice.
We blamed it on humanity,
We gave them one more chance,
but there was intervention.
Because it was not their fault.
I don't know how to tell you,
Without insulting people's sensibility.
I have a job.
I am doing a job.
There was one forward,
and an infinity of backward.
We thought it wouldn't matter,
but it does.
The forward is supposed to be the floor.
The backwards are not supposed to be the basements.
It was like the Roanoke colony.
It was a failure.
We built it upside down.
I am sorry.
God comes in to fix stuff like this.
He is a friend to humanity.
It isn't really clear who I was.
I think I was a fellow or something.
An adviser,
someone to bounce ideas off of.
I think somehow I agreed to walk it out,
but that is really really fuzzy.
It matters ok?
That is the only thing that matters.
Don't make that mistake.
The only thing that matters is the forward needs to be the floor.
I am trying to express what I saw in my head.
Time doesn't care but people do.
Maybe it is made up,
but that doesn't matter.
The message is still the same.
I am trying to tell you what I saw without pissing you off.
I know it is heresy.
But there have been a lot of heretics.
Maybe it is someone else's story and they are trying to warn us.
We need to be proper with time.
There are three stories.
The opening to John is a story too.
All you need is John.
There were two that failed,
John was the third.
all you need is John.
Maybe it is my crazy world,
and they are living in it cause they wont turn to God.
Maybe they need something like this.
Too much Hollywood.
I don't understand why the truth of life has to be a gift.
People need truth.
If they don't have it.
They are just going to make it up.
And then we wonder why there is so much heresy out there.
People need answers.
They have had too much Hollywood.
It needs to happen now,
before "The Matrix" becomes cannon.
This not a real person thing is a bad road.
That Matrix, Truman Show, Vanilla Sky shit is dangerous.
Do you want to have wars over who are real people or not?
That is where it is headed.
Would you have any qualms about dropping a bomb on people that weren't real?
It is friggen dangerous I tell you.
Wait, remain calm, and be responsible.
This is the wait, remain calm, and be responsible agenda.
This is recourse for the wait, remain calm, and be responsible agenda.
I have thunder on the left and I need a job.
This is only a job.
I am not a spiritual leader.
I don't want you to go down the bad road.
When I saw babies getting infected with that black shit,
that is when I had to turn it off.
The rappers talk about stuff like this.
This is nothing new to that generation.
I am one of the oldest people that talk about shit like this.
I didn't take off from the rap tree.
I am just as genuine as they are.
That doesn't mean I haven't benefited by being white.
People automatically think blacks are psychopathic.
I am not going to say I started this whole shit,
but me and Ginger splitting didn't help it any.
Somehow it contributed to this male energy that just exploded.
We have had an explosion of male energy over the last 25 years.
I would say it started with Pete,
but I know there are some that would take exception to that.
They said he was having an identity crisis,
and he decided to give us a Who crisis.
or so the story goes.
There is resentment and anger over women.
The psychologists have no need for the ethereal.
They want to break down behavior into basic motivations,
Food, shelter, sex,
and I for one just don't like it.
I want to believe in Jesus.
I want to believe in God.
I don't want to believe I am superimposed.
Nobody does.
Marvin is along the same line.
A lot of people feel it started with him.
You hear it from me.
You have determined I am not a psychopath.
I am listening to you.
I am listening.
Do they want to be with me or not?
Allison was the only one that ever wanted to be with me.
If I hadn't gone down a road I needed to go by myself, we would still be together.
She stayed as long as she could.
Why do I choose Allison over Ginger?
I even wait for Allison.
I know you don't understand that.
Allison went to South Carolina with me.
Without even calling her job.
Ginger wouldn't have done that in a million years.
Ginger wanted me in the hospital before she would even talk to me.
I would have had no kind of life if I had gone to the hospital in 1984.
I thank Ginger.
Without her and Kim I wouldn't have made it through my senior year in High School.
And I think of them every single day.
But it just didn't happen,
and I don't see how it could.
I guess I am into devotion.
I would take 5 years of devotion any day of the week.
Is it ok to be into devotion?
Is that a disorder or something?
True devotion,
there is nothing better.
I guess it is all messed up,
Soft porn,
One night stands that don't work.
True devotion.
I know you want to know what makes me tick.
Am I sick?
Is this wrong?
My mother taught me to wait and be responsible.
Is that not the right thing?
Is that Gay?
I am listening.
I hear you.
God knows,
we could use some wait and be responsible.
Five years of devotion is worth a lifetime of Gingerfied hell.
There is some wait, don't panic, be responsible barrier there.
This is not meant to follow.
This is not an easy road.
I made a reasonable decision,
I chose to wait, not panic, and be responsible.
Some would think I was the best son they ever had.
I am sorry if you see it as being unresponsive.
I am a son first,
and you don't understand that.
You become one,
It does not start out that way.
Of course I would want to be with you,
I made, at the time, what I thought was the right decision.
You wanted it from the get go.
It doesn't happen that way.
At least not with me.
I am sorry if the argument got out of hand,
I am sorry that it is such a big argument.
It was just me and her.
I had no idea it would go this far.
I guess mothers are teaching their children different things.
Some would love to have a teenager that waited, didn't panic, and was responsible.
I guess I chose to be grown up at the wrong time.
Jesus, I chose to be grown up at the wrong time.
I just chose to grow up.
I just chose to grow up sweetheart.
Reality hurts.
it was just the nature of the mathematical space we were living in.
I wrote the prototype for the solution to y2k,
and they want to set up an oscillation,
which means I need to be forgotten.
"No one ever left alive,
nineteen hundred an eighty five..."
I don't know
something horrible happened to them.
David is David,
in the same way,
John is John,
or Peter is Peter,
or Mary is Mary.
Don't you know that?
Lord, that was the worst place I have ever been in.
I know you want to know about my sexuality,
but I cant believe y'all do that shit.
I like soft porn,
and one night stands don't work with me.
Don't get hung up on the real David.
It isn't worth it.
I have a job,
and I am doing a good job.
In reality there is only one.
That is the wackiness of the thing we created.
We messed up.
What should have been the floor,
We made the roof.
Things failed twice.
We blamed it on humanity,
We gave them one more chance,
but there was intervention.
Because it was not their fault.
I don't know how to tell you,
Without insulting people's sensibility.
I have a job.
I am doing a job.
There was one forward,
and an infinity of backward.
We thought it wouldn't matter,
but it does.
The forward is supposed to be the floor.
The backwards are not supposed to be the basements.
It was like the Roanoke colony.
It was a failure.
We built it upside down.
I am sorry.
God comes in to fix stuff like this.
He is a friend to humanity.
It isn't really clear who I was.
I think I was a fellow or something.
An adviser,
someone to bounce ideas off of.
I think somehow I agreed to walk it out,
but that is really really fuzzy.
It matters ok?
That is the only thing that matters.
Don't make that mistake.
The only thing that matters is the forward needs to be the floor.
I am trying to express what I saw in my head.
Time doesn't care but people do.
Maybe it is made up,
but that doesn't matter.
The message is still the same.
I am trying to tell you what I saw without pissing you off.
I know it is heresy.
But there have been a lot of heretics.
Maybe it is someone else's story and they are trying to warn us.
We need to be proper with time.
There are three stories.
The opening to John is a story too.
All you need is John.
There were two that failed,
John was the third.
all you need is John.
Maybe it is my crazy world,
and they are living in it cause they wont turn to God.
Maybe they need something like this.
Too much Hollywood.
I don't understand why the truth of life has to be a gift.
People need truth.
If they don't have it.
They are just going to make it up.
And then we wonder why there is so much heresy out there.
People need answers.
They have had too much Hollywood.
It needs to happen now,
before "The Matrix" becomes cannon.
This not a real person thing is a bad road.
That Matrix, Truman Show, Vanilla Sky shit is dangerous.
Do you want to have wars over who are real people or not?
That is where it is headed.
Would you have any qualms about dropping a bomb on people that weren't real?
It is friggen dangerous I tell you.
Wait, remain calm, and be responsible.
This is the wait, remain calm, and be responsible agenda.
This is recourse for the wait, remain calm, and be responsible agenda.
I have thunder on the left and I need a job.
This is only a job.
I am not a spiritual leader.
I don't want you to go down the bad road.
When I saw babies getting infected with that black shit,
that is when I had to turn it off.
The rappers talk about stuff like this.
This is nothing new to that generation.
I am one of the oldest people that talk about shit like this.
I didn't take off from the rap tree.
I am just as genuine as they are.
That doesn't mean I haven't benefited by being white.
People automatically think blacks are psychopathic.
I am not going to say I started this whole shit,
but me and Ginger splitting didn't help it any.
Somehow it contributed to this male energy that just exploded.
We have had an explosion of male energy over the last 25 years.
I would say it started with Pete,
but I know there are some that would take exception to that.
They said he was having an identity crisis,
and he decided to give us a Who crisis.
or so the story goes.
There is resentment and anger over women.
The psychologists have no need for the ethereal.
They want to break down behavior into basic motivations,
Food, shelter, sex,
and I for one just don't like it.
I want to believe in Jesus.
I want to believe in God.
I don't want to believe I am superimposed.
Nobody does.
Marvin is along the same line.
A lot of people feel it started with him.
You hear it from me.
You have determined I am not a psychopath.
I am listening to you.
I am listening.
Do they want to be with me or not?
Allison was the only one that ever wanted to be with me.
If I hadn't gone down a road I needed to go by myself, we would still be together.
She stayed as long as she could.
Why do I choose Allison over Ginger?
I even wait for Allison.
I know you don't understand that.
Allison went to South Carolina with me.
Without even calling her job.
Ginger wouldn't have done that in a million years.
Ginger wanted me in the hospital before she would even talk to me.
I would have had no kind of life if I had gone to the hospital in 1984.
I thank Ginger.
Without her and Kim I wouldn't have made it through my senior year in High School.
And I think of them every single day.
But it just didn't happen,
and I don't see how it could.
I guess I am into devotion.
I would take 5 years of devotion any day of the week.
Is it ok to be into devotion?
Is that a disorder or something?
True devotion,
there is nothing better.
I guess it is all messed up,
Soft porn,
One night stands that don't work.
True devotion.
I know you want to know what makes me tick.
Am I sick?
Is this wrong?
My mother taught me to wait and be responsible.
Is that not the right thing?
Is that Gay?
I am listening.
I hear you.
God knows,
we could use some wait and be responsible.
Five years of devotion is worth a lifetime of Gingerfied hell.
There is some wait, don't panic, be responsible barrier there.
This is not meant to follow.
This is not an easy road.
I made a reasonable decision,
I chose to wait, not panic, and be responsible.
Some would think I was the best son they ever had.
I am sorry if you see it as being unresponsive.
I am a son first,
and you don't understand that.
You become one,
It does not start out that way.
Of course I would want to be with you,
I made, at the time, what I thought was the right decision.
You wanted it from the get go.
It doesn't happen that way.
At least not with me.
I am sorry if the argument got out of hand,
I am sorry that it is such a big argument.
It was just me and her.
I had no idea it would go this far.
I guess mothers are teaching their children different things.
Some would love to have a teenager that waited, didn't panic, and was responsible.
I guess I chose to be grown up at the wrong time.
Jesus, I chose to be grown up at the wrong time.
I just chose to grow up.
I just chose to grow up sweetheart.
Reality hurts.
Tuesday, January 13
You are not a cockroach
Something horrible has happened to me.
I am very sick.
You weren't there.
I needed you.
This is more than just lovelorn,
I got messed up in some serious shit.
Where were you?
Don't you even care?
Damn reptilians and Satan think I am in denial about it.
It doesn't matter.
This is now the wait and be responsible agenda.
That was the Clinton Administration.
That war chest thing was 1995.
This is now the wait and be responsible agenda.
The Hopi are no longer my observers.
I am sorry that shit happened.
I shouldn't have mixed religions.
Christians are watching out for me now.
They operate without a floor.
That is how they operate.
They are very good at it.
But it is not for everybody.
Everybody can't live like that.
I am David.
I am a messenger.
Does it matter where I came from?
This is the wait and be responsible agenda.
We are waiting for peaceful separation.
Everybody can identify with that.
This is not a religion.
This need not be a religious agenda.
I AM NOT A RELIGIOUS LEADER.
It is not a good job for me.
The Hopi are not meant to be observers.
It is not a good job for them.
This is the wait and be responsible agenda.
This is recourse.
Should it be necessary to change course.
I speak should it be necessary to change course.
You need to cooperate and find a job.
I am good at talking.
So this is for me.
You are good at operating without a floor,
Find what is good for you.
I am sorry I mixed religions.
Everyone can find a place here.
There is plenty fish for everyone.
There is no reason for the spirits to fight over us.
Fighting is for those who are doing it wrong.
This is the wait and be responsible agenda.
This is recourse.
I am here should it be necessary to change course.
You manufacture a floor,
These people already have one.
Being observers is not good for those that manufacture their own floor.
I am sorry if I talk like I know everything.
You are right I don't.
I don't know what you are here for,
or what you do,
or what you've been through,
and I don't think I want to know.
but thank you for whatever it was.
Please don't get hung up that this is an American,
a Christian, or a Republican agenda.
I have thunder on the left,
and I need a job.
I need a job to keep me out of trouble.
It is just a job.
What can I do?
It isn't going to just go away.
I need a job that keeps me out of trouble.
Please let me have this job.
I know I can do it.
We should be willing to wait.
All of us.
Conflict is for those that are doing it wrong.
I wish for us to peacefully separate.
The world, as a community, needs to demonstrate it is willing to wait.
Many things will be possible if we only wait.
Squeeze in there and find a job.
We landed people on the moon 40 years ago.
Technology hasn't stopped.
You can sand someone with an 8080.
You know it.
Nobody has to tell you.
You feel it.
All that is required is the willingness to wait and be responsible.
You know that recourse is possible.
I don't have to tell you that.
You know it.
You feel it.
All things come to those who wait.
He wants to know if you are willing to wait.
You can sand someone with a Game Boy for Christ's sake.
You know what is possible.
Nobody has to tell you.
You know already.
You know the government is a balance machine.
You know we are pests and we muck things up for them.
Nobody has to tell you.
You already know it.
Don't be discouraged by those that say you are only one person,
That you can't do anything.
You know that is not true.
Each of us can save thousands.
The tools are there.
You know how to use them.
This is not science fiction.
You know what the traps are.
Don't be stupid.
You are not a cockroach.
I am very sick.
You weren't there.
I needed you.
This is more than just lovelorn,
I got messed up in some serious shit.
Where were you?
Don't you even care?
Damn reptilians and Satan think I am in denial about it.
It doesn't matter.
This is now the wait and be responsible agenda.
That was the Clinton Administration.
That war chest thing was 1995.
This is now the wait and be responsible agenda.
The Hopi are no longer my observers.
I am sorry that shit happened.
I shouldn't have mixed religions.
Christians are watching out for me now.
They operate without a floor.
That is how they operate.
They are very good at it.
But it is not for everybody.
Everybody can't live like that.
I am David.
I am a messenger.
Does it matter where I came from?
This is the wait and be responsible agenda.
We are waiting for peaceful separation.
Everybody can identify with that.
This is not a religion.
This need not be a religious agenda.
I AM NOT A RELIGIOUS LEADER.
It is not a good job for me.
The Hopi are not meant to be observers.
It is not a good job for them.
This is the wait and be responsible agenda.
This is recourse.
Should it be necessary to change course.
I speak should it be necessary to change course.
You need to cooperate and find a job.
I am good at talking.
So this is for me.
You are good at operating without a floor,
Find what is good for you.
I am sorry I mixed religions.
Everyone can find a place here.
There is plenty fish for everyone.
There is no reason for the spirits to fight over us.
Fighting is for those who are doing it wrong.
This is the wait and be responsible agenda.
This is recourse.
I am here should it be necessary to change course.
You manufacture a floor,
These people already have one.
Being observers is not good for those that manufacture their own floor.
I am sorry if I talk like I know everything.
You are right I don't.
I don't know what you are here for,
or what you do,
or what you've been through,
and I don't think I want to know.
but thank you for whatever it was.
Please don't get hung up that this is an American,
a Christian, or a Republican agenda.
I have thunder on the left,
and I need a job.
I need a job to keep me out of trouble.
It is just a job.
What can I do?
It isn't going to just go away.
I need a job that keeps me out of trouble.
Please let me have this job.
I know I can do it.
We should be willing to wait.
All of us.
Conflict is for those that are doing it wrong.
I wish for us to peacefully separate.
The world, as a community, needs to demonstrate it is willing to wait.
Many things will be possible if we only wait.
Squeeze in there and find a job.
We landed people on the moon 40 years ago.
Technology hasn't stopped.
You can sand someone with an 8080.
You know it.
Nobody has to tell you.
You feel it.
All that is required is the willingness to wait and be responsible.
You know that recourse is possible.
I don't have to tell you that.
You know it.
You feel it.
All things come to those who wait.
He wants to know if you are willing to wait.
You can sand someone with a Game Boy for Christ's sake.
You know what is possible.
Nobody has to tell you.
You know already.
You know the government is a balance machine.
You know we are pests and we muck things up for them.
Nobody has to tell you.
You already know it.
Don't be discouraged by those that say you are only one person,
That you can't do anything.
You know that is not true.
Each of us can save thousands.
The tools are there.
You know how to use them.
This is not science fiction.
You know what the traps are.
Don't be stupid.
You are not a cockroach.
They never thought a human could see this.
We muck up their warp drive.
We are pests to them.
Don't worry about it.
We are pests to them,
and they are trying to sell you our own traps.
We are dumber than cockroaches.
hard drive warp drive whatever
Whatever it is we muck it up.
They never thought a human could see this
and it is sad.
I don't know what the answer is to this one.
We are not supposed to know.
We are supposed to be delightfully oblivious.
God didn't create it that way.
That is all you need to know.
It is my fault,
I couldn't let it all end.
I got scared.
I kept it past its date
and the milk got sour.
That was the old days.
A job has been found for me now.
I am a messenger.
"I loved you with my own true heart before the world got crazy."
I was the typical UFO nut.
Ufology is dangerous.
People messing with stuff that is going to get them burnt.
Dreamers need to stay away from dice.
It means dreamers should stay away from modern physics,
It is not a discipline for dreamers anymore.
Your mind will blow out and you will get burned.
Wait and be responsible.
Cause I don't want you to be like me.
It isn't Hollywood believe me.
They are struggling hard for me to have a normal life,
but it is just not happening.
I am like three mile island.
It is not a pretty picture.
We are pests to them.
Don't worry about it.
We are pests to them,
and they are trying to sell you our own traps.
We are dumber than cockroaches.
hard drive warp drive whatever
Whatever it is we muck it up.
They never thought a human could see this
and it is sad.
I don't know what the answer is to this one.
We are not supposed to know.
We are supposed to be delightfully oblivious.
God didn't create it that way.
That is all you need to know.
It is my fault,
I couldn't let it all end.
I got scared.
I kept it past its date
and the milk got sour.
That was the old days.
A job has been found for me now.
I am a messenger.
"I loved you with my own true heart before the world got crazy."
I was the typical UFO nut.
Ufology is dangerous.
People messing with stuff that is going to get them burnt.
Dreamers need to stay away from dice.
It means dreamers should stay away from modern physics,
It is not a discipline for dreamers anymore.
Your mind will blow out and you will get burned.
Wait and be responsible.
Cause I don't want you to be like me.
It isn't Hollywood believe me.
They are struggling hard for me to have a normal life,
but it is just not happening.
I am like three mile island.
It is not a pretty picture.
The wait and be responsible agenda.
They think the Bible is archaic and outmoded.
We won't listen to them,
They won't listen to us,
It is a big nobody listens mess.
They are not going to listen until I bring fire from the sky.
They wrecked the economy over it.
They have a name and they are sticking to it.
I don't blame them I would too.
The Hopi say the same thing.
They don't know how to tell me from the other psychos.
They ain't going to fall for an interloper.
Maybe that is good.
Pleasure Principle?
I am sorry but that ain't the road.
I know better than that.
I cry because it means something.
I cry because it means something.
I hurt because it means something.
It doesn't mean anything to be happy.
You find people on the road.
It is all about finding people.
It is not about orgies,
and bad mouthing God.
Do you know what it is like to weep until you bleed?
No you don't,
None of us do.
You need to know what the road is for,
and you will all be better for it.
I don't care if you believe in him or not,
he is not to be bad mouthed.
Maybe it is time to be happy.
I was sensitive.
I forget how sensitive I was.
She did not want to hurt me.
It is ok to love somebody.
You are right.
I am messed up.
don't reward bad behavior.
I have all my own opinions about shit.
I won't listen to anybody.
No, I am living in a place where redemption is seen in dollar signs.
I am afraid of women,
I can't grow up,
something is wrong with me.
what is wrong with me
why don't I work right
:(
separation anxiety
Go ahead you wouldn't be the first.
attachment disorder
You know it, and you play me like a fiddle.
Identity crisis
I am not stupid.
I am a train wreck,
and you were the switch.
I hate psychologists.
They have no need for the ethereal.
This paradigm is too ethereal for them,
and they are trying to put me back on track.
Make no mistake,
It is a paradigm.
It is not just me.
Even if I wanted to stop it at this point, I couldn't.
The number is tattooed on my brain
and I did it on purpose.
Why? I have no clue.
Why would I knowingly do something like that?
Are you settled that I am a real person?
Jesus, what kind of world are you living in?
How can you even argue about whether people are real or not?
What is a person that is not real?
That is a dangerous road to go down.
Jesus, what will you do for the sake of a name?
Did Jesus tell you to do that?
In some ways D&D is less evil than Risk,
because its not played on a real map.
You shouldn't play war games on a real map.
Not unless you are the Pentagon.
I know you don't think of Risk as being evil,
but it is,
in some ways worse than a Ouija board.
It is a game about human conflict where the only resolution is dice.
Sound familiar?
Dice is not the resolution to human conflict.
There is plenty fish for everyone.
He is trying to tell us something.
He is trying to tell us something about the nature of reality we don't understand.
Dice is a trap we need not fall in.
Ask and you shall receive.
It is a trap we need not fall in.
There is still time.
Just wait, you will be able to peacefully separate soon enough.
Is 40 years too long?
If we fall into that trap,
it will be because humanity couldn't wait.
Just think what is possible now,
that wasn't possible 40 years ago.
That is 26.6 Moore's law cycles.
We put people on the moon in 1969.
all we have to do is be responsible with what we have.
Don't fall for the dice trap.
You are out of it now.
Stay out of it.
If you want to peacefully separate just ask.
It is possible.
This is the wait and be responsible paradigm.
We are God's creation,
it is not up to any aliens.
There are no aliens,
they are vacationers from hell.
Worlds that fell for the dice trap.
I am right.
You know I am right.
If you just cant stay out of the latest game out there,
You need to know how to do extractions.
If they had done it right,
they wouldn't be fighting over us.
There is plenty fish for everybody.
Why should they be fighting over us?
You know how to trap people,
just turn the dang thing around.
Learn how to free people,
Learn how to save people.
This fighting is for people that ain't doing it right.
There are always going to be radicals,
You are going to have to manage it.
You have the tools you need to do that.
One party or the other may not get on the boat.
Dice is not the way.
My mother taught me to wait and be responsible.
It is what every mother wishes for their son.
I am a messenger now.
I have a job to do.
It doesn't matter what I want.
If I don't say this,
and its not on record,
there is no recourse.
That is what I am now.
I praise God that he is even allowing me to live.
It may not take 40 years.
But you should be willing to wait 40 years.
It is all about Catholic people and their mothers I don't know.
They have some problem with it.
I know what it looks like from the outside,
but you Democrats need to know what the agenda is.
And it is not going to stop just because President Obama is in office.
There is plenty fish for everybody.
This fighting is for people who ain't doing it right.
This is a commie loving pinko fag telling you this people.
Just think of me as a person that writes things down so there is a recourse if possible.
I am not giving you advice,
it is about recourse.
I am giving you recourse.
It is not accident insurance.
It is recourse.
I am here for recourse.
should it be necessary to change course.
I don't do anything but write.
All I do is write,
and you can take it or leave it.
You need writers.
It is a dying art form.
It is a way to use information.
I am not telling them what to do,
I never was.
I am recourse for the wait and be responsible agenda.
It doesn't have to be a Republican Agenda
I am sorry if it looked that way.
A little bird told me you think I am in their war cabinet or something.
I am not.
There's a lot of worlds out there doing things the wrong way that want to stop this.
I am recourse for the wait and be responsible agenda.
It does not even need to be a Christian agenda.
Everybody can understand the need to wait and be responsible.
Don't feel hurried or rushed.
We are safe.
The Christians know what to do.
We won't listen to them,
They won't listen to us,
It is a big nobody listens mess.
They are not going to listen until I bring fire from the sky.
They wrecked the economy over it.
They have a name and they are sticking to it.
I don't blame them I would too.
The Hopi say the same thing.
They don't know how to tell me from the other psychos.
They ain't going to fall for an interloper.
Maybe that is good.
Pleasure Principle?
I am sorry but that ain't the road.
I know better than that.
I cry because it means something.
I cry because it means something.
I hurt because it means something.
It doesn't mean anything to be happy.
You find people on the road.
It is all about finding people.
It is not about orgies,
and bad mouthing God.
Do you know what it is like to weep until you bleed?
No you don't,
None of us do.
You need to know what the road is for,
and you will all be better for it.
I don't care if you believe in him or not,
he is not to be bad mouthed.
Maybe it is time to be happy.
I was sensitive.
I forget how sensitive I was.
She did not want to hurt me.
It is ok to love somebody.
You are right.
I am messed up.
don't reward bad behavior.
I have all my own opinions about shit.
I won't listen to anybody.
No, I am living in a place where redemption is seen in dollar signs.
I am afraid of women,
I can't grow up,
something is wrong with me.
what is wrong with me
why don't I work right
:(
separation anxiety
Go ahead you wouldn't be the first.
attachment disorder
You know it, and you play me like a fiddle.
Identity crisis
I am not stupid.
I am a train wreck,
and you were the switch.
I hate psychologists.
They have no need for the ethereal.
This paradigm is too ethereal for them,
and they are trying to put me back on track.
Make no mistake,
It is a paradigm.
It is not just me.
Even if I wanted to stop it at this point, I couldn't.
The number is tattooed on my brain
and I did it on purpose.
Why? I have no clue.
Why would I knowingly do something like that?
Are you settled that I am a real person?
Jesus, what kind of world are you living in?
How can you even argue about whether people are real or not?
What is a person that is not real?
That is a dangerous road to go down.
Jesus, what will you do for the sake of a name?
Did Jesus tell you to do that?
In some ways D&D is less evil than Risk,
because its not played on a real map.
You shouldn't play war games on a real map.
Not unless you are the Pentagon.
I know you don't think of Risk as being evil,
but it is,
in some ways worse than a Ouija board.
It is a game about human conflict where the only resolution is dice.
Sound familiar?
Dice is not the resolution to human conflict.
There is plenty fish for everyone.
He is trying to tell us something.
He is trying to tell us something about the nature of reality we don't understand.
Dice is a trap we need not fall in.
Ask and you shall receive.
It is a trap we need not fall in.
There is still time.
Just wait, you will be able to peacefully separate soon enough.
Is 40 years too long?
If we fall into that trap,
it will be because humanity couldn't wait.
Just think what is possible now,
that wasn't possible 40 years ago.
That is 26.6 Moore's law cycles.
We put people on the moon in 1969.
all we have to do is be responsible with what we have.
Don't fall for the dice trap.
You are out of it now.
Stay out of it.
If you want to peacefully separate just ask.
It is possible.
This is the wait and be responsible paradigm.
We are God's creation,
it is not up to any aliens.
There are no aliens,
they are vacationers from hell.
Worlds that fell for the dice trap.
I am right.
You know I am right.
If you just cant stay out of the latest game out there,
You need to know how to do extractions.
If they had done it right,
they wouldn't be fighting over us.
There is plenty fish for everybody.
Why should they be fighting over us?
You know how to trap people,
just turn the dang thing around.
Learn how to free people,
Learn how to save people.
This fighting is for people that ain't doing it right.
There are always going to be radicals,
You are going to have to manage it.
You have the tools you need to do that.
One party or the other may not get on the boat.
Dice is not the way.
My mother taught me to wait and be responsible.
It is what every mother wishes for their son.
I am a messenger now.
I have a job to do.
It doesn't matter what I want.
If I don't say this,
and its not on record,
there is no recourse.
That is what I am now.
I praise God that he is even allowing me to live.
It may not take 40 years.
But you should be willing to wait 40 years.
It is all about Catholic people and their mothers I don't know.
They have some problem with it.
I know what it looks like from the outside,
but you Democrats need to know what the agenda is.
And it is not going to stop just because President Obama is in office.
There is plenty fish for everybody.
This fighting is for people who ain't doing it right.
This is a commie loving pinko fag telling you this people.
Just think of me as a person that writes things down so there is a recourse if possible.
I am not giving you advice,
it is about recourse.
I am giving you recourse.
It is not accident insurance.
It is recourse.
I am here for recourse.
should it be necessary to change course.
I don't do anything but write.
All I do is write,
and you can take it or leave it.
You need writers.
It is a dying art form.
It is a way to use information.
I am not telling them what to do,
I never was.
I am recourse for the wait and be responsible agenda.
It doesn't have to be a Republican Agenda
I am sorry if it looked that way.
A little bird told me you think I am in their war cabinet or something.
I am not.
There's a lot of worlds out there doing things the wrong way that want to stop this.
I am recourse for the wait and be responsible agenda.
It does not even need to be a Christian agenda.
Everybody can understand the need to wait and be responsible.
Don't feel hurried or rushed.
We are safe.
The Christians know what to do.
Monday, January 12
swimming with piranha
when you have to be a Beatle for someone to love you
it is messed up
What can I say,
I am not a Beatle
I sort of like it here,
I know that sounds sick,
but people look out for me.
and I am doing the right thing.
Anybody can have better orgasms.
----
You know too much
You want it?
There it is.
You know too much.
Kim was the right person for me,
I was just too stupid to see it.
Nobody likes to hear constant criticism Ginger.
I think sometimes people should go down the "dark road"
That is where you find the real people.
It was never about us,
It was about who you wanted David to be,
and excuse me but I am David.
You are not.
You have to let David be David.
You should know that by now.
I was stupid to get messed up with Ginger
it was the worst mistake of my life.
----
God is okay with me.
and it is driving them nuts.
Cause he knows I have dealt with constant criticism since day one.
See if you could last this long without hollering at everybody.
----
I am not doing anything over that involves Ginger,
period end of sentence.
For all you real people out there,
stay away from people who know too much.
They are hazardous to your health.
----
I am sorry.
I am mad at you.
I pleaded with you to stop.
I guess it is hard to believe a rank and file individual could do this.
----
This is already the fifth chance,
that's the problem.
You are doping me up and forcing me to do psychotherapy,
Why are you doing that?
A promise you made the international community?
friggen democrats.
----
It is frame dragging,
but you won't listen.
Grab it by the title bar and shake the darn thing.
There is a quiet revolution going on.
The Christians know what to do,
and they are hiding in plain sight.
Because they are talking to God.
I know you are scared.
You should be scared.
You tried to hide God from the Christians,
I am not stupid.
You hid God,
they hid me.
----
I don't have to tell them what to do.
They know what to do.
Even I don't know what they know.
That is why they are they to me.
I don't know what they know.
They talk to God people.
I am not kidding.
We are on the precipice of a major crisis.
Please. Tolerance. Please.
It is not implemented in stages.
The worse thing you can do is ignore me.
----
This is not some Microsoft gambit,
this is the real thing.
I am choosing to warn you over my own self interest.
This is not the smart thing to do.
Your paradigm has ended,
Ask and you shall receive.
----
I don't now why I even try.
I am going to the bottomless pit over these people.
Why should I do that over people who don't listen?
They want fire from heaven.
They don't care about a loaf of bread.
----
You chose to live on the dark side.
You claim people can't live in the light.
You claim love is in hell.
Well maybe you have an argument,
but nobody said it was easy.
----
If they leave,
you better pray they take me with them.
It is like swimming with piranha,
It ain't smart.
it is messed up
What can I say,
I am not a Beatle
I sort of like it here,
I know that sounds sick,
but people look out for me.
and I am doing the right thing.
Anybody can have better orgasms.
----
You know too much
You want it?
There it is.
You know too much.
Kim was the right person for me,
I was just too stupid to see it.
Nobody likes to hear constant criticism Ginger.
I think sometimes people should go down the "dark road"
That is where you find the real people.
It was never about us,
It was about who you wanted David to be,
and excuse me but I am David.
You are not.
You have to let David be David.
You should know that by now.
I was stupid to get messed up with Ginger
it was the worst mistake of my life.
----
God is okay with me.
and it is driving them nuts.
Cause he knows I have dealt with constant criticism since day one.
See if you could last this long without hollering at everybody.
----
I am not doing anything over that involves Ginger,
period end of sentence.
For all you real people out there,
stay away from people who know too much.
They are hazardous to your health.
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I am sorry.
I am mad at you.
I pleaded with you to stop.
I guess it is hard to believe a rank and file individual could do this.
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This is already the fifth chance,
that's the problem.
You are doping me up and forcing me to do psychotherapy,
Why are you doing that?
A promise you made the international community?
friggen democrats.
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It is frame dragging,
but you won't listen.
Grab it by the title bar and shake the darn thing.
There is a quiet revolution going on.
The Christians know what to do,
and they are hiding in plain sight.
Because they are talking to God.
I know you are scared.
You should be scared.
You tried to hide God from the Christians,
I am not stupid.
You hid God,
they hid me.
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I don't have to tell them what to do.
They know what to do.
Even I don't know what they know.
That is why they are they to me.
I don't know what they know.
They talk to God people.
I am not kidding.
We are on the precipice of a major crisis.
Please. Tolerance. Please.
It is not implemented in stages.
The worse thing you can do is ignore me.
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This is not some Microsoft gambit,
this is the real thing.
I am choosing to warn you over my own self interest.
This is not the smart thing to do.
Your paradigm has ended,
Ask and you shall receive.
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I don't now why I even try.
I am going to the bottomless pit over these people.
Why should I do that over people who don't listen?
They want fire from heaven.
They don't care about a loaf of bread.
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You chose to live on the dark side.
You claim people can't live in the light.
You claim love is in hell.
Well maybe you have an argument,
but nobody said it was easy.
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If they leave,
you better pray they take me with them.
It is like swimming with piranha,
It ain't smart.
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